But I'm not. ?I just want to be a mommy and I feel like a failure. ?I just wish I was still pregnant. ?I feel like I worried my last pregnancy away. ?
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Too many emotions. ?I feel sorry for the doctor at my f/u appointment at Monday. ?Well actually I feel sorry for the people scheduled after me...they're screwed. ?I have the longest list of questions. ?I hope I take something from it.?
Re: I thought I was doing so good.
-m/c at 11w2d due to partial molar 2008 -m/c #2 2009
Beautiful daughter born February 2011
**Ultimate TTCALer 2009**
Yeah... sometimes you slide backwards and feel like you're on day one of crying again. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.
I have that long list of questions too.
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It's a grieving process... I think we all have our good and bad days and that's totally normal. Don't feel bad for anyone for the questions you want to ask! Ask all of them... too bad for the people behind you!