Oh geezus. I didn't read this thread until now but I cried the whole way through! Tonight has been insanely emotional. Everything I read or watch is making me sob. Looking at pictures. Realizing my baby girl isn't such a baby anymore. And she's growing up right before me so fast.
I convinced the husband to order pizza tonight for dinner and when it got here the order was screwed up so I can't eat it. Husband offered to call and have them fix it but I can't handle it right now.
My little monkey butt is EXTREMELY active so far, always wiggling around during ultrasounds. At my appointment this morning, my doctor had no trouble finding my little monkey's heartbeat, but it faded away almost immediately when he moved away. She found out again, but he moved again. This went on for at least 5 minutes, and I was laughing so hard that I started crying! Then I couldn't stop crying...
@persingerma, that happened to me yesterday. My sister sent me a text that cracked me up and I couldn't stop laughing. I had tears rolling down my face from giggling so hard and then I just started crying! For no reason! Nothing will make you feel like you need to be committed faster than one of those episodes!
Crying today bc I held a newborn last night of a friend and I'm just so worried about all my upcoming testing results and hoping that everything will be ok. First I was totally fine enjoying the baby and later on just lost it and now just having the worst day. So trying to stay positive
Me:35, DH 37 ~ Married July 2014 ttc July 2015 ~ bfp Nov 2015 (cp) bfp Dec 2015 ~ (tfmr 17wk, March 2016, genetic disease) ttcal May 2016
Crying today bc I held a newborn last night of a friend and I'm just so worried about all my upcoming testing results and hoping that everything will be ok. First I was totally fine enjoying the baby and later on just lost it and now just having the worst day. So trying to stay positive
It is hard to keep a brave face all day when you are waiting for results. Been there personally, being around babies drives home why we all are blessed to be on the bump. Take care of yourself and it's ok to let it out sometimes :-)
We had our vacation this weekend (amazing) but when I went to the bathroom at the airport between flights I had some light, brown spotting and I absolutely lost it in the middle of the airport. DH calmed me down, but ugh. I'm sure it's fine and I have a message into the nurse hotline, but that really freaked me out.
My former professor and mentor surprised me by coming to the opening reception for my first curatorial endeavor/exhibit, amidst the surge of 400 people we got within the two hour span of it, and I burst into tears.
I cried on friday because I had to get rid of my car. It needed $4k in repairs. It was as good as my dream car. I cried in my car at the dealership right after I made a deal for a new one. I had to get rid of my 2009 Lancer ralliart and bought a 2015 outlander sport right off the showroom floor. You would think I'd be happy, but damn I loved that car and how fast it was. I'm getting over it slowly.
I cried Friday night before bed because I was telling DH that our vacation to FL last year when DD was 7 months old was my favorite vacation ever. When he didn't immediately agree, I burst into tears and accused him of not loving us.
camichael84 thanks, I just spoke to a nurse and she's going to see if the doctor wants me to come in sooner than my 3/10 appointment and give me a call back. Apparently since I've had spotting more than once now they're more concerned and I should have used the emergency number since it was a weekend. Oops. The waiting game is so hard! On the one hand, I hope they decide everything is fine, but on the other, I wouldn't mind having to go in and have them do a u/s or something to double check!
@mandi135 It's so hard to tell when to use the emergency line. I've had spotting in both of my pregnancies and when I used the emergency line, I worried I was being a crazy lady. Brown spotting is normal in first tri, but I understand wanting an u/s, none the less. Keep us posted!
I cried while watching naked and afraid. They had to kill a baby bird so they could eat, and the thought of the momma bird coming back to an empty nest made me bawl my eyes out.
Last night, DH changed the channel on the t.v. from another room so we could watch the Big Bang Theory while we ate dinner. I love that show but I was so upset that he didn't ask me before changing it. I said, that's so rude, you weren't even in here and didn't even ask if I was watching what was on! He asked me if I was watching it and I said no before promptly bawling my eyes out. I said it was still so rude that you didn't even ask, like it didn't cross your mind. He apologized and hugged me, I cried more then we watched the Big Bang Theory and ate our dinner hahaha
@drmh22did you find any relief or remedy that helped your headaches? I have been having ridiculous headaches too. Am currently in bed, cold washcloth on forehead after crying uncontrollably due to the pain not going away for days at a time.
Cried a couple nights ago in Downtown Disney watching a dad dance with his daughter who was probably about 7. I don't know them, I don't know their story, I just instantly cried. Dads with their daughters get me every time!
@jamielcallI'm tearing up after reading that and also pretty angry. I'm experiencing the whole emotional spectrum right now
The idea that my dog will die one day makes me cry. The thought of making dinner makes me cry...and moving the load from the washer to the dryer.... pregnancy announcements.. ... newborns.... babies.... kids..... older people.... going to work...not going to work.... anything a friend shares on FB...
Ugh. Today is the most ridiculously emotional day that I've had this pregnancy. DS and DD are watching the remake of Annie which is making me cry. I realized I'm not happy with my job or my new boss which is awful because, up until December, I loved it and had the best manager anyone could have ever asked for. My mom is upsetting me and my awful wench of a SIL has decided that she is going to come visit with her antisocial husband and bratty kids.
Oh, and thank you DH for sending me a group of quotes on being a mom that I couldn't finish reading unless I wanted to sob uncontrollably.
I watched this video yesterday, and thought about what a great dad my husband is going to be.
Watched it and totally laughed at the end. So true with me and my Fiance. Well...he's better with a shotgun than me though haha. Seriously a sweet video though. Thanks for sharing!
While at dinner with my in laws last night, they were discussing the average length of a newborn. They then proceeded to start measuring out with their hands what 19-21 inches looks like which promptly made me burst into tears! And then a mix of laughing and crying because of how silly I felt.
Today, about everything! I cried when the kids were singing in church for Palm Sunday. I cried when a commercial came on during March madness about parents being there along the way for their kiddo. I cried at a Subaru "made with love" commercial. Seriously. Everything. If there is a kid involved, I'm probably going to cry.
I literally cried when my husband told me that there was milk spilled in the fridge. I started to cry because I was the one who stored the milk on its side. Wahh!!!!! I literally cried over spilt milk.
Country music, all the country music. That song "I Loved Her First" seems to come on every station I listen to about 20 times a day since we found out on Saturday that we were having another little girl. I bawl like a baby EVERY SINGLE TIME.
@VeraMali My dad and I danced to "I Loved Her First" at my wedding. It makes me cry hard when I hear it from memories of that, and then now we have a daughter and that just makes me cry more. The song "Isn't She Lovely" also brings many, many tears for me.
After our appointment with MFM today I decided I was finally ready to drop off the card and pictures to the NICU nurses where our daughter stayed for 2 months after she was born (she is 3 now). I was solid walking in the door of the NICU and up to the nurses station... until I wasn't. Cue sudden ugly cry while attempting words while baffled husband and nurses look on and then literally running out. Jeesh. ETA: Words. My head is still not back on tight.
Natural M/C 03.26.2012 at 10w2d Charlotte born at 28w3d due to severe IUGR on 12.24.2012 Merry Christmas! Missed M/C discovered 12.22.2014 at 8w1d measuring 6w3d 2015 was a year to test strength of both body and character, but it led us to this... BFP 01.26.2016 EDD 9.30.2016
I'm still sobbing as a type, I just saw this video of the X factor Mexico where a contestant lost his wife a week after giving birth to their beautiful daughter, he's saying how his daughter is the reason he made it through because he couldn't afford to break down, he just had to be a father, he owed his wife that much. He goes on the show to play her favorite song on the violin and he is magnificent, and he cries and plays at the same time, I completely lost it.
I'm 29, husband is 30 Together since 2006 Married 01.17.15
Apparently looking at any pictures of DS and DD when they were younger makes me tear up. Their chubby little selves, goofy smiles, lack of teeth and hair and tiny little clothes all trigger something inside me that says, "They'll never be that little again!". And then I start to get upset over the possibility of them feeling left out when the new babies come.
Re: #whymypregnantselfiscrying
First time mom to a human but have been a puppy mamma for over 12 years
...and I'm sobbing again thinking about it.
ttc July 2015 ~ bfp Nov 2015 (cp)
bfp Dec 2015 ~ (tfmr 17wk, March 2016, genetic disease)
ttcal May 2016
ttc July 2015 ~ bfp Nov 2015 (cp)
bfp Dec 2015 ~ (tfmr 17wk, March 2016, genetic disease)
ttcal May 2016
I cried Friday night before bed because I was telling DH that our vacation to FL last year when DD was 7 months old was my favorite vacation ever. When he didn't immediately agree, I burst into tears and accused him of not loving us.
What??
The idea that my dog will die one day makes me cry. The thought of making dinner makes me cry...and moving the load from the washer to the dryer.... pregnancy announcements.. ... newborns.... babies.... kids..... older people.... going to work...not going to work.... anything a friend shares on FB...
Messes are the worst too!!
Oh, and thank you DH for sending me a group of quotes on being a mom that I couldn't finish reading unless I wanted to sob uncontrollably.
In going to go crawl into my hole now.
ETA: Words. My head is still not back on tight.
Charlotte born at 28w3d due to severe IUGR on 12.24.2012 Merry Christmas!
Missed M/C discovered 12.22.2014 at 8w1d measuring 6w3d
2015 was a year to test strength of both body and character, but it led us to this... BFP 01.26.2016 EDD 9.30.2016
Together since 2006
Married 01.17.15