So I had my midwife appointment on Wednesday and my anatomy scan today. Everything was fine at both and this has been a much healthier pregnancy for me so far than my first. Everything looked good at A/S and I don't have placenta previa this time either which is great. But for some reason as soon as I left the U/S clinic and dropped off DH I had a complete breakdown. I can't really even really explain why but it's not a happy feeling. I don't know if I'm sad for what I never got to see with my losses. Or if it's because I can't seem to get excited and accept that I'm really going to make it through this entire pregnancy and have another baby at the end. I just feel like a complete wreck and I can't explain it.
Hugs @silvers626 ! I know what you mean, I often break down from temporary relief after a good appt. I think it's a combo of stress, relief, and grief all in one.
It does make sense @silvers626, so many emotions, and I know sometimes when I get good news about my current LO it makes me sad about my previous LO... Hugs hugs, I am glad to hear that the scan went well, and hopefully some of the good feelings can sink in more later down the line.
(((Hugs))) @silvers626 ... Like @MamaBish I too have broken down after appointments. I actually had to stay in the u/s room once for over1/2 hour because I couldn't stop crying. Definitely mixed emotions.
@silvers626 I agree it's just a release of all of the bottled up emotions. Let it out, it's natural, and I'm sure you felt better after a good cry. Ride high on the good news!
Thanks everyone for your support. I had to pull myself together and go to work but once I did that it helped distract me a bit. Hopefully I can have a good sleep tonight and I'll feel better in the morning.
hugs @silvers626! My grandma always used to say, sometimes you just need a good cry. She was always right. It's a physical release of your inner thoughts. Hang in there!
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I know what you mean, I often break down from temporary relief after a good appt. I think it's a combo of stress, relief, and grief all in one.
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