Shilo was born 1/21 and complete exhaustion and hormones are in full effect!
This morning I had to turn off the rise of the planet of the apes because it was just too much to see those apes in jail and it was making me cry!
Then I cried about how much I miss my dog! My parents are watching her for a few days while we get settled in
Anyone else? I think I need a nap
Re: Post partum Hormones!
I'm still waiting for baby #2 to come along (38+5 today), but I remember with DS how bad I cried about everything in the first few weeks.
The day we came home from the hospital, my inlaws came over with their 3 teenagers in tow. They were trying to be nice by bringing dinner over, but they stayed for dinner and then wanted to stay afterwards and hang out with us and the baby. I remember flipping out like crazy - crying and kicking them out of my house. Not one of my finer moments, but I was overwhelmed and my hormones were crazy.
I wasn't yet comfortable breastfeeding in front of people and I was still required to pump after every breastfeeding session (preemie with failure to thrive), so I felt like I had to keep hiding away in my own home. And, when I pumped, they wanted me to hand the baby over to them so they could spend time with him. What I needed most at that time was for him to be near me while I was pumping because seeing and smelling him gave me better output in those early days when my milk was still coming in. And, because hormonally, I wasn't ready to be separated from him, even for a half hour (I had to pump 15 minutes a side).
This time around, I've already told my husband that I don't want anyone coming over the day we bring her home from the hospital. They can come visit in the hospital and come visit a day or two after we get home, but I need that day to reacquaint myself with my new way of life.
TTC off and on 04/14
BFP 06/13/14 MC 06/15/14
BFP 12/14/14
1st Appt 01/13/2015
M/C 1/19/15 D&C 1/20/15
BFP 5/13/15
1st Appt 06/10/2015 Peanut has HB 150
A/S 09/02/15 It's a Girl!! Low placenta, but everything else great!