Could use some T&P, positive vibes, whatever you've got.
The brown spotting that had started on Sunday turned into some bleeding this morning. I called my doctor and they had me come in this afternoon. I am 5 weeks, 3 days and have no cramps or pain. They did a transvaginal ultrasound, and all that could be seen was the thickened lining of the uterus, no gestational sac. They said it could be too soon to see it and a few days could make a difference. They are going to monitor my hcg levels and see if they are rising appropriately. In the meantime, doctor wants me to rest and not work for a week. All we can do is wait. DH and I hoped and prayed for this baby, and we'll continue doing just that.
FKA alicedavid2013
Me: 30 & DH: 37
Married: September 2013
TTC #1 since September 2015
BFP 1/8/16 - MC 1/20/16
Re: *TW-Loss* Hoping for the best...
DD 10/4/02
DS due 9/28/16
DH: 31
TTC #1 10/2015
BFP 1/2/2016 -- EDD - 9/11/2016
TTC#2: BFP: 8-23-15 MMC: 10-29-15
DD 2: 9-15-16
DD 3: 9-16-17
Me: 30 & DH: 37
TTC #1 since September 2015
BFP 1/8/16 - MC 1/20/16
DS1 -- 9/30/2016
Thank you for all of your support. Your kind words really helped these past couple of days. Wishing you all the best, and happy, healthy babies! 'Til next time...
Me: 30 & DH: 37
TTC #1 since September 2015
BFP 1/8/16 - MC 1/20/16
I wish your pain could go away but that's just impossible. This is a painful time and a time to love yourself as much as you love your baby. Something that helped me was that I wrote my baby a letter and DH and I gave our baby a name as well. ETA: People tend to sweep these things under the rug but I made sure to make clear that we will never forget this angel. This is something you never forget but the pain will gradually get smaller (even if it never goes away). I can remember how distraught I was and thinking that I would never be able to not have my loss be the first thing on my mind when I woke up and the last thing when I went to sleep; it felt surreal. I can tell you, though, with all the confidence in the world, that it will get better and you'll have a rainbow baby soon.
BFP: 8/11/18 Due: 4/26/18
DD2 4.2013 - vbac
DS1 9.2016 - vbac, team green
Baby #4 due 9.2018
ttc July 2015 ~ bfp Nov 2015 (cp)
bfp Dec 2015 ~ (tfmr 17wk, March 2016, genetic disease)
ttcal May 2016
also, idk if you are thinking of letting things pass naturally or having a D&C. I had a D&C both times because i really didn't want to wait and suffer more (and be reminded more). I just wanted things to be done and over with. The procedure was very minor and I had an easy recovery. If you have any questions about it you can certainly message me.
good luck