You were not and are not selfish. You are amazing. You did all the right things and you and your babies are all still here because of you. I can't imagine how scary that must have been.
Hang in there and just try and focus on one step at a time. You will all get through this. Sending you lots of prayers and good thoughts. And even another "love tit." (Sorry I couldn't resist- your autocorrect was just too funny!)
What a scary delivery! My SIL had a similar experience.. One minute laughing in L&D talking about going home after a little bleeding scare, the next in OR from a total abruption, not remembering what happened. It's crazy what can happen in a moment. So glad you were at the hospital! Hope your babies grow big and strong quick!
Re: Couldn't hold it in any longer!
Hang in there and just try and focus on one step at a time. You will all get through this. Sending you lots of prayers and good thoughts. And even another "love tit." (Sorry I couldn't resist- your autocorrect was just too funny!)
DD1: 9/19/11
DS: 1/1/14
DD2: 1/31/16