It seems that every U/S, I get a little more confident: from excited about BFP but not about pregnancy to happy there was a baby at 7 weeks, but not excited to a little more confident and less "cautiously optimistic" at 11w to YAY! finally permission to get excited with a positive 13w nuchal!
I gave my mom permission to tell outside people today. I'm not doing any facebook announcement (just because I have found them so painful as I watched so many get their babies and I still have friends who are searching for a partner/want a family/and are 40 now). Going to tell MIL she can tell tonight. But I hold both feelings of confidence and fear. Par for the course for those who have gotten burned, I guess.
When did you start to feel more confident, like it was finally ok to start making your long term plans? Or did you always go day by day? Interested in your perspective, ladies!
*****Losses Mentioned*****BFP MENTIONED*****ALL WELCOME******ALL ABOARD!!
Me: 42, DH: 46, Married: 11/12
Losses: MMC#1 11/12 BO, MC#2 11/13 at 8w BO?, MMC#3 8/14 chromo healthy M
@12 weeks, stopped growing at 10.
Negligible AMH, FSH finally went high. Pursued DE.
DD born at 38w2d on 5-27-16. Finally!!
Pregnant again with OE. EDD 11/9/17 Girl!
Re: When did you start to feel confident in your pregancy?
BFP 2/19/15 • MMC found at 9 wks • D&E at 11 wks (age 36)
BFP 8/29/15 • CP (age 37)
TTC#2 since May 2017
BFP 10/18/17 • MMC found at 8 wks • Misoprostal at 10.5 wks (age 39)
BFP 2/16/18 • CP (age 39)
BFP 4/13/18 • CP (age 39)
BFP 5/07/18 • MMC found at 10.5 wks • D&E at 11.5 wks • Testing showed it was a girl with Trisomy 22. (age 39/40)
9/5/18 Diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserve (4-5 follicles, one ovary had none and was very atrophied)
RE says the low egg count is likely causing my recurrent pregnancy loss. Less eggs results in more aneuploidy.
BFP 9/24/18 • CP (age 40)
When I was earlier along and waiting to be out of the first trimester I looked for rainbows I know that sounds silly but she is our little rainbow and it was the only thing that would convince me of things being okay.
23wks today and I can't wait for the next 17 so I can meet my little person.
DD1 - BFP 7/23/15 (EDD 3/31/16). "We believe in you rainbow" DOB 4/2/16
DD2 - BFP 2/9/18 (EDD 10/19/18). "Grow baby grow!" DOB 10/24/18
BFP 11/16/20 (EDD 7/31/21). "Round 3 FIGHT!"
Last time my hcg level at 14 dpo was 18 and 43 at 16 dpo. Only 700 when 5 1/2 weeks. But at 5 weeks 3 days this time hcg levels was almost 6000 so im confident its going better but still not getting too excited until im at least 14 weeks. In 2005 I miscarried at 11 weeks but baby was only 9 weeks. I almost died from the blood loss. But I just feel good about this one. Ive had only 2 mc and I have 4 kids already but havent had a kid in 9 years so I feel like it's my first all over again cuz I forgot how everything went lol.
I loved this! I'm going to try and do this. I'm 11 weeks today. Time to start acting like maybe this could happen and stop saying "if". Like "if we have this baby" etc. I wish I could just have daily ultrasounds. Lol
Whenever I am getting nervous and wondering how baby is doing, husband puts his ear to my stomach and listens intently. Then he tells me both baby and food baby say hello. The fact that he gets my anxiety and does every thing he can to get me to stop worrying helps.
rkrichey I also have switched to "if" the baby happens to "when".
Plleriti1 I like the not living in gloom. Hoping and expecting can't make bad things happen. Of course, every milestone counts.
June2016BabyW Your husband sounds awesome. And I also follow my gut, which is saying positive things.
My therapist who specializes in infertility recommended Pregnancy after a Loss (which I am avoiding bc it talks about late term loss and worse--can't go there, as well as MCs). There is also a pregnancy and post partum anxiety workbook she recommended that is on the list. it can be found on amazon.
Me: 42, DH: 46, Married: 11/12
Losses: MMC#1 11/12 BO, MC#2 11/13 at 8w BO?, MMC#3 8/14 chromo healthy M @12 weeks, stopped growing at 10.
Negligible AMH, FSH finally went high. Pursued DE.
DD born at 38w2d on 5-27-16. Finally!!
Pregnant again with OE. EDD 11/9/17 Girl!
I agree with others that feeling kicks really helps and so does getting a little bigger. Having a good anatomy scan was probably the best I've felt all pregnancy and the most real this has felt. At that point I actually let myself fall in love with our little girl. Can't wait until April!
Miscarriage 04/21/2015
Rainbow Sugar Baby due 04/22/2016, C Section Scheduled for 04/08/2016
BFP #1 April 14th, 2014 MMC at 17weeks with a baby boy D&E
BFP # 2 March 23rd, Rainbow Baby Boy Jayce Michael born 12/9/15
BFP#3 January 26th EDD October 9th! Hoping for my girl!
<a href="http://www.thebump.com/?utm_source=ticker&utm_medium=HTML&utm_campaign=tickers" title="Parenting Tips"><img src="http://global.thebump.com/tickers/tt1dbf8a" alt=" BabyFruit Ticker" border="0" /></a>
Me: 42, DH: 46, Married: 11/12
Losses: MMC#1 11/12 BO, MC#2 11/13 at 8w BO?, MMC#3 8/14 chromo healthy M @12 weeks, stopped growing at 10.
Negligible AMH, FSH finally went high. Pursued DE.
DD born at 38w2d on 5-27-16. Finally!!
Pregnant again with OE. EDD 11/9/17 Girl!
Now...different story. I'll feel amazing at the dating ultrasound. I'll feel even better at 12 weeks.
_____________________________________________________
Me (35), DH (35), Angel Boy 1/17/07 @ 16w6d, Angel Girl 8/19/09 @ 21w6d, Rainbow Baby EDD 8/16/16