I'm 4 weeks out from my d&c of the loss of my almost 9week baby with no heartbeat. I've been holding out hope of trying again as soon as I could and now my husband doesn't want to try again. My heart hurts so bad. I've been using that as a tool in my grieving to get they and now it's gone. I just want my baby back, my bump back, all that goes with it. I feel like the kicks just keep coming and not the ones I want. I'm praying he changes his mind but I don't think he will. I know We have other children at home already but I still loved and wanted that baby just as much. I'm sorry we are all here and thanks for letting me vent.