Did not see one created so I created one. If one is already out there for this week and I missed it, let me know and I'll try to change this to something silly or something.
Edit: Just realized I did not type anything lol Chalk it up to pregnancy brain!
I'm really worried about going off the progesterone. I know it sounds silly. I know that if I were going to MC it would happen regardless of if I was on progesterone. I just have this mental crutch thing that says that is what is holding the baby in. Know what I mean? So it scares me to go off of it. I'm supposed to go off of it at the end of the first trimester. I think I'm going to finish out my entire prescription first though even if it is after that time. I have read online in multiple places that it does not hurt anything to keep taking it. I'm thinking I'll do it for my piece of mind.
I keep worrying what if I go in for my NT scan in a couple of weeks and the baby has no heartbeat. I am terrified of that. My belly does not seem to be getting a bump or anything. According to The Bump pregnancy week by week, I should have the start of one by now. But I don't. Then again I'm kind of on the fat side anyway. All my fat accumulates around my belly. My belly button has gotten a lot more shallow though so maybe I am on my way to getting a bump and having that eventual outtie. Who knows. I just think that if something happens and I lose this one too, I' will lose my mind. I don't think I could take that kind of pain again. In a weird way I'm more excited about this one than I was the last one. It's kind of weird. I can't explain it. Some days I have symptoms and others I don't. Right now every morning it is waking up with super super super sore boobs lol
- BFP: 01/25/2015
- EDD: 09/28/2015
- Incomplete MC: 02/28/2015
- BFP: 09/11/2015
- EDD: 05/25/2016