I just need to get this off my chest- I have twin 11wo's and it seems they are both such hard babies! I hear people talk about their babies who STTN and are content to sit and play in a bouncer or whatever and I am so jealous. I am finding myself envious of my friends with singletons. DH is helpful but we have no family close and our friends all work or have their own kids so I feel bad asking them to help. I am a SAHM now, and I literally do not have a baby in my arms all day until they go to sleep at night. I just want a break longer than 10 minutes or to take a nap or eat a meal without rushing in case one starts screaming. I would like to be able to watch a tv program with my husband. I know it will pass but it's just really hard right now.