Thank you all for your support. I had to go to the hospital so I could be put under for a d&e yesterday. The emotional pain is 1000x harder now that I am empty and bleeding. I know it'll take time to start feeling better... But, right now it feels like my whole world is crumbling around me.
@MommyTimesThree3 I am sending you the biggest of virtual hugs right now. Words can't express how sorry I am that you are going through this. Keep your loved ones close and lean on them for the support you need. Don't be afraid to express your feelings - being sad/mad/etc. It won't do you any good to keep those emotions all pent up and to yourself - you need time to grieve.
Oh hun. I wouldn't wish this on even 5he worst person in the world. It is not fair for you to lose your little one like this. Your poor little body did everything it could to hold on. Thoughts and prayers to you. You will grow strong enough to carry this loss.
Re: 15 weeks tomorrow. No heart beat.
I know it'll take time to start feeling better... But, right now it feels like my whole world is crumbling around me.
Me: 29 DH: 31
Married 10/13/12
TTC Since 8/2016
m/c: 9/06/12
LTB: 10/23/13