well ladies, after thinking we were okay because we made it to the "safe zone", we were shocked and destroyed by the news that our baby no longer has a heart beat. They say it stopped approximately a week ago. I have never felt such an overwhelming sense of grief. I just want to curl up into a ball and never leave my bed again.
I know it is supposed to get easier. I am just having a hard time understanding why my baby, who had a heart beat 16 days ago, no longer has one. Why at almost 14 weeks did it stop? This wasn't supposed to happen.
Now, I just have to wait for my body to realize what has happened and let this awful experience end.
Re: 15 weeks tomorrow. No heart beat.
March 2016 siggy: babies - expectation vs reality
Brian's Whovian wife (5/'09)
Autism mama!
*BFP #1- 11/12/12, m/c 11/16/12 @ 6 weeks
*BFP #2- 1/23/13 EDD 10/4/13
*Emma Rose: 10/8/13
*BFP #3- EDD 03/9/16
March '16 December Siggy Challenge- Favorite Christmas Movie/Quote
DD1 - BFP 7/23/15 (EDD 3/31/16). "We believe in you rainbow" DOB 4/2/16
DD2 - BFP 2/9/18 (EDD 10/19/18). "Grow baby grow!" DOB 10/24/18
BFP 11/16/20 (EDD 7/31/21). "Round 3 FIGHT!"