Hi Everyone-
I am just so frustrated... after 2 cancelled cycles, I finally got to attempt IVF again. I am a slow responder, but this time the RE put my on the highest dosage of meds that they will allow (40 units Lupron, 450 Gonal F and 50 Lo Dose HCG daily). Today is Day 7 and I went for my BW and ultrasound this morning. I have one follicle measuring 11mm and that's it... everything else is really small. The doctor said that I should stay on the meds today and tomorrow and we can re-evaluate on Wednesday. I was getting the vibe from him that he really doesn't think IVF is going to work for me. Well he said, "I don't know if doing IVF when you produce so few eggs would be worth your time." He doesn't do ER with fewer than 4 eggs. So... I am hoping everything will catch-up... I got cancelled on Day 8 last time so I am really fearful that I am going to be cancelled again and then I will be out of luck. Any hopeful stories of eggs catching up? I really want to keep trying with the meds, but I don't know how to advocate for myself if he wants to cancel. I tend to just trust what the doctor is telling me... but I keep reading stories of women who stim for more than 12 days... I don't know why my doctor seems so against being on the meds for longer than 12 days. Any advice is much appreciated. Thanks!

Re: IVF isn't working... again
TTC #3 since June 2013
BFP #1 7/21/2013--EDD 3/30/14--D&C 9/24/13
BFP #2 1/28/14--MC 2/7/14
IUI #1 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
IUI #2 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
IUI #3 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
TTC #2 since 6/2010
10/2012 DH diagnosed with Epilepsy
A few failed IUIs summer 2012 and 2013.
DH taking clomid and waiting to see if he needs another vericocele repair.
Hoping for a 2015 baby or babies.
Wishing, hoping, waiting.
Dx: Me: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss; DH: Low Morphology (2%)
BFP#1: MC 3/1/11 at 6w1d - EDD 10/21/11
BFP#3: MC 2/8/14 at 4w5d - EDD 10/13/14
BFP#6: CP 11/6/14 at 4w2d - EDD 7/14/15
IVF #1 with ICSI & PGS: May/June 2015, ER 6/3/15, 17R/17M/15F
IVF #2 with ICSI & PGS: July 2015, ER 7/16/15, 16R/11M/9F
PGS results = 6 normal embryos (4 boys, 2 girls)
FET 9/23/15 = BFFN
Me: 41, DH: 45
DD, 6/15/2013
TTC #2 beginning January 2014
AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11
July 2014: IUI #1. Follistim + Pregnyl. 2 follicles--BFN
September 2014: IUI #2. Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone. 4(?) follicles--BFN
October 2014: IUI #3. More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone. 4 follicles--BFP! Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158. M/C 11/1/14
December 2014: IVF #1. Microdose Lupron protocol. 9R, 9M, 9F. 3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
August 2015: IVF #3. 14R, 13M, 11F. Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing. 3 normals. FET planned for 10/2015.
My Ovulation Chart
I know you all know how I feel... I appreciate your kind words. And yes @frenchteachermama-- I wish we could have that bottle of wine together... it feels very lonely when it seems that you are the only person who can't make this work. Sending all my prayers to all of you. I am going to keep plugging away at this and I will keep you updated with tomorrow's report. Also, great advice... I will happily get a second opinion if my RE feels like he can't help me. I am 37 and I feel like I have a little bit of fight left in me to make this work.
ME: 35 DH: 39
Married July 2011
DD Born 8/12
TTC #2 since 11/13
ME: Submucosal Fibroid Surgery Date APRIL 14th 2015 -Left Tube is blocked by Fibroid~Surgeon removed 26 Fibroids from my Ute and Unblocked my Tube
DH:Azoospermia...Thank God we have 12 vials of frozen swimmers
July 15-Check to see if Ute is all healed
IUI #1 8/3/15...BFN
IUI #2 9/5/15...BFP on 9/17/15
Beta #1-344
Beta #2-809
Beta #3 8,390
1st u/s 8/8/15 1 bean HB 135 @ 6w5d
ME: 35 DH: 39
Married July 2011
DD Born 8/12
TTC #2 since 11/13
ME: Submucosal Fibroid Surgery Date APRIL 14th 2015 -Left Tube is blocked by Fibroid~Surgeon removed 26 Fibroids from my Ute and Unblocked my Tube
DH:Azoospermia...Thank God we have 12 vials of frozen swimmers
July 15-Check to see if Ute is all healed
IUI #1 8/3/15...BFN
IUI #2 9/5/15...BFP on 9/17/15
Beta #1-344
Beta #2-809
Beta #3 8,390
1st u/s 8/8/15 1 bean HB 135 @ 6w5d
Thanks for all your prayers and following up with me. I went today and I still only have the one follicle and no others have grown. My hormone level did rise to 189 so they said it is possible others are trying to catch up. They are giving me 2 more days on the meds to see if others grow... they said they would sacrifice the lead follicle if it seems a few of the smaller ones are starting to catch up. With all that being said, they said that they will most likely cancel the cycle on Friday. They were trying to manage my expectations that it isn't going well, but they said they would stick it out with me for 2 more days.
I asked if they would consider this to be the end of the line and they said that they could try to do one last cycle where they don't suppress my ovaries at all (no BCP, no Estrace)... but those cycles aren't usually successful. I am running low on hope, but I am still trying...
Again, many thanks for being in my corner. It means a lot to me. I hope you are all doing well and I keep you all in my prayers.
Dx: Me: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss; DH: Low Morphology (2%)
BFP#1: MC 3/1/11 at 6w1d - EDD 10/21/11
BFP#3: MC 2/8/14 at 4w5d - EDD 10/13/14
BFP#6: CP 11/6/14 at 4w2d - EDD 7/14/15
IVF #1 with ICSI & PGS: May/June 2015, ER 6/3/15, 17R/17M/15F
IVF #2 with ICSI & PGS: July 2015, ER 7/16/15, 16R/11M/9F
PGS results = 6 normal embryos (4 boys, 2 girls)
FET 9/23/15 = BFFN
Me: 41, DH: 45
DD, 6/15/2013
TTC #2 beginning January 2014
AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11
July 2014: IUI #1. Follistim + Pregnyl. 2 follicles--BFN
September 2014: IUI #2. Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone. 4(?) follicles--BFN
October 2014: IUI #3. More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone. 4 follicles--BFP! Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158. M/C 11/1/14
December 2014: IVF #1. Microdose Lupron protocol. 9R, 9M, 9F. 3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
August 2015: IVF #3. 14R, 13M, 11F. Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing. 3 normals. FET planned for 10/2015.
My Ovulation Chart
ME: 35 DH: 39
Married July 2011
DD Born 8/12
TTC #2 since 11/13
ME: Submucosal Fibroid Surgery Date APRIL 14th 2015 -Left Tube is blocked by Fibroid~Surgeon removed 26 Fibroids from my Ute and Unblocked my Tube
DH:Azoospermia...Thank God we have 12 vials of frozen swimmers
July 15-Check to see if Ute is all healed
IUI #1 8/3/15...BFN
IUI #2 9/5/15...BFP on 9/17/15
Beta #1-344
Beta #2-809
Beta #3 8,390
1st u/s 8/8/15 1 bean HB 135 @ 6w5d
34 years old at the time.
July 2012
IUI #1 Clomid - BFN
August 2012
IUI #2 Clomid - BFN
September 2012
IUI #3 Clomid - BFN
October 2012
IUI #4 Gonal-f injectables - BFP
Baby son born in July 2013