The end for me. Spontaneous abortion

fiorip · August 2015

Well ladies, it is with an extremely heavy heart that I have to say I will no longer be part of this community. I went into premature labor yesterday and nothing was able to stop it. Sadly at 21 weeks, baby wasn't strong enough to survive.

I questioned whether to write about this overwhelmingly awful experience but I've bonded with so many wonderful women here I felt deserved to know, even if we are strangers, it's an amazing community and the fact the we were all pregnant at the same time and so excited brought us all together as "friends".

I'm not strong enough to continue being an active member, but I will pray for every single one of you to have an easy, uncomplicated birth with beautiful healthy sticky babies. At this point I'm not sure how I'll ever get through this, only time will tell.

Be well! Take care of yourselves.

MrsBwIVF · August 2015

My heart aches for you. I know no words can help at a time like this but I am sorry for your loss and you and your family will be in my thoughts.

spottedginger · August 2015

Oh no. I have loved your insight and posts. Please know that you will be missed. My heart is heavy for you and your family. I don't have the words to express my sorrow and support for you. You are loved.

Brookerose978 · August 2015

Oh no, I'm so sorry. Sending you and your family many thoughts and prayers.

koala1107 · August 2015

I can't imagine your pain, I'm so sorry for your loss. Praying for strength and healing for you.

Gingermom15 · August 2015

I am so sorry for the loss of your little one. I have no insight and no words that could offer anything near the comfort you need. I truly hope strength for you and your family at this time.
You will be in my thoughts.

RSB1982 · August 2015

I'm so sorry, I can't even imagine what you are going through. Take care of yourself. Sending thoughts and prayers to you and your family.

fmraglio · August 2015

I am so so sorry for your loss. It may seem impossible to heal right now, but you will, though your sweet baby will never be forgotten. Thinking of you and your family and I hope you get your rainbow baby soon ♡

abloom6510 · August 2015

So sorry to hear of your loss. Praying for you and your family.

VesperLove · August 2015

My heart hurts for you and your family. Please know that my thoughts are with you. I'm so very sorry for your loss.

breezypip · August 2015

I am so sorry. This is heartbreaking. Sending prayers your way!

angetralala · August 2015

This absolutely breaks my heart to hear. I am so so sorry for you and your family. We'll all be thinking of you, and please take care of yourself and take the time to heal.

thatgirlree24 · August 2015

So sorry. Sending love & healing your way

kristen2b · August 2015

I am so so sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

VixDecember2015 · August 2015

Thinking of you and your family.

rmarie13 · August 2015

So sorry for what you're going through. Sending you prayers and love!

Mother0fDragons · August 2015

I'm so sorry, how heartbreaking! You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

ToneGirl · August 2015

This is such heartbreaking news!!! I can't imagine the pain you are going through during this time. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Many, many ((hugs)) to you!

Taylovesbrad · August 2015

So sorry. My heart breaks for you

abidabi · August 2015

I have no words that will comfort you except I'm thinking of you and you have all my sympathy and I know you will get through this heartbreaking time xxx

kimb311 · August 2015

I am so very, deeply sorry to read this. It is heartbreaking. I can't imagine the pain you are dealing with now. Please just know that we are all sending tons of support, love and prayers to you. Be kind to yourself.

ammnam14 · August 2015

I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of thoughts and prayers for you and your family!

wassuphoes · August 2015

I am so, so sorry for your loss. Please take care of yourself, thoughts and prayers for you and yours.

duckinoven · August 2015

I'm so very sorry for your loss, it is absolutely devastating. Please take care of yourself and sending many thoughts and prayers to you and your family during this painful time of grief.

grkgdss00 · August 2015

I'm so sorry, i'll be praying for you sister. I'm sorry you had to go through that, my heart is broken for you. Take care of yourself first and foremost. xo

rmj28 · August 2015

Oh no, sweetie. I am so sorry. My heart absolutely breaks for you. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. We will all miss you and know we are all sending lots of love.

lablover920 · August 2015

I'm so sorry for your loss. You will be in my thoughts!

MegStark · August 2015

Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry. Thank you for sharing with us. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

cedixon2 · August 2015

So sorry for your loss. Give yourself time to grieve and pray for strength. Hugs and you are not alone in your pain.

chicky0220 · August 2015

I am so sorry for your loss.

GodIsFaithful93 · August 2015

Oh my word. What a tragic thing. I am so so sorry. Healing & hugs.

fiorip · August 2015

Thank you everyone for all your support and kind words and prayers. This is by far the hardest thing I have ever been through, I just don't understand what happened and it's tearing me apart. Panorama screening, anatomy scan, everything has been normal, no spotting, no cramping, just yesterday morning we had an ultrasound and saw the little one happily swimming, grabbing his little ears and now he's just gone. I started feeling contractions around 1pm and by 10 pm doctors just couldn't stop them I he came out, I felt my world crashing down, I felt him hit my leg, I was praying through the horrible pain he would stay inside and contractions would stop but they didn't. Sorry if I'm rambling on, it's just so difficult to wrap my head around what's happening.

yl1m32015 · August 2015

I'm so so sorry. Thank you for all the knowledge and support you've given us all. Prayers are with you.

taysun · August 2015

I'm am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I am sending my thoughts and prayers to you and yours.

leaseee · August 2015

I'm so sorry for your loss.

preggoandglowing · August 2015

My heart goes out to you and your family! I am truly sorry for your loss.

beccabeeee · August 2015

I'm so sorry for your loss =[ that is so heartbreaking I can't imagine the pain you are going through. It's okay to grieve. Stay strong girly, you'll get your rainbow baby soon!

GardenMama116 · August 2015

I am so sorry God called your little one home so soon. Hugs and prayers to you. Please be gentle with yourself.

kidcapri100 · August 2015

I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am. Praying that you find answers and praying even more for you and your family.

cards10 · August 2015

I am so sorry to hear that. Thoughts are going to you and your family as you grieve and heal. You are stronger than you think, you'll realize that some day.