Feeling sad...vent..trigger; Loss mentioned

Babyberg1012 · July 2015

Having an emotional evening. I'm currently 9 weeks pregnant with my rainbow baby, but today I miss my son Ryan who gained his wings too soon at 25 weeks in December 2014. His due date was supposed to be April 4th. I'm so excited for another chance to have a baby in our arms, but I still miss my son so much. I keep wondering what he would have been like... How big he would be and what milestones he would have hit by now. Trying hard to be greatful for what I have, but sometimes it's so hard.

PlainJane8350 · July 2015

I'm so sorry for your loss. I think about the same thing, that we'd have a boy and be having a girl. It's not only O.K, but normal to be sad, grieve and be happy about your rainbow baby. How can being pregnant again not remind you of it? What you went through was traumatic and trying again is very brave. Allow yourself to feel however you feel and enjoy this pregnancy when you can, too. Thinking of you and all of our babies tonight.

Babyberg1012 · July 2015

Thanks for listening, plainjane. Feeing more positive today! Sadness just hit me like a wave yesterday.

PlainJane8350 · July 2015

It still happens to me. Just go with it, I feel like our son needs our thoughts, too. Here's my email if you ever get blue and want to chat, or just remember them and we can swap stories!

Plainjane19792001@Gmail.com

nram25 · July 2015

Omg Babyberg1012 I feel the same exact way now especially being that today mama baby girls turned 3 and it doesn't seen like it's been that long but I'm now thankful for their little sister and brother who's due Dec. 3.. Awww hugs I wish both of you guys the best

justyh · July 2015

I am currently 29 weeks with my rainbow & I think about my son a lot. His due date was in April like yours. You are not alone!

dataman86 · July 2015

I'm 11 weeks and think about my son Caleb constantly. It's impossible not to. We actually conceived this pregnancy before my sons due date... So in my head I keep thinking this rainbow shouldn't exist if Caleb had not died.
I think what we are feeling is normal. We will never stop grieving our children and pregnancy will always have a different feel for us now that we experienced the most devastating thing we could ever go through.
But know you are not alone. We're all on this journey with you and understand your sadness. Big hugs!

Babyberg1012 · July 2015

Thanks, ladies! Wishing you all happy and healthy pregnancies too! ❤️

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