February 2016 Moms

Smell ya later (trigger warning: loss mentioned)

So I had lost all of my symptoms over the weekend after an ultrasound Thursday showing my little doozers were pretty far behind with low heartbeats. Had spotting yesterday.

And then last night, out of nowhere, I had the most horrific pain of my life. It basically felt like my whole abdomen had been shoved into a vice and squeezed super hard. Couldn't walk, was so doubled over in pain that I just started throwing up like crazy.

Ultrasound this morning confirmed that they hadn't grow since the Thursday ultrasound, no heart beats, and the doctor told me they were not viable. Given how much pain I was in, he recommended doing the D&C then so... yeah. 

What's crazy is that... I never wanted to be a mom before this and my boyfriend didn't want to be a dad.  But man, I grew so crazy attached to these guys that that really changed my whole outlook on life. So I really hope to be back here soon! And I hope the rest of you have beautiful, healthy, happy babies.
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