I am so sorry. I hope you have a lot of support so the healing can start and they find answers. Take as much time to grieve as you feel necessary. That isn't something that can be rushed.
I know how this feels and I am SO sorry. This same exact thing happened to me in March of this year when I was 17 wks 4 days. It's one of the hardest things I've gone through.
Oh honey. I am so very sad for you. I've been there and understand how devastating it is. I hope testing can give you some answers and solutions to have a baby in your arms one day. So much love to you.
Re: So sad to say goodbye January 2016
DD born 1/24/16
TTC #2 - Jun 2017
BFP on 8/24/17
DS 4/2009
m/c 11/12/2010 ~ 7 wks
m/c 7/4/2012 ~ 6 wks
DD 12/2013
mmc Baby Girl 7/12/2015 ~ 14 weeks
Twin girls! 8/26/2017
DD 12/20/99, DS 12/14/12, M/C 9/2014, M/C 1/2015
BFP #2 1/22/2012 ~ DS2 & DD ~ BIRTHday 9/13/2012 ~ unplanned C-section @ 38w1d
Married: 7.23.11
DD:10.17.12
EDD #2!:1.17.16