This is the part I always dread about having a baby. The weight I'm left struggling to get rid of. I lost 20lbs but I have 40lbs to go do none of my pre pregnancy stuff is anywhere close to fitting.

. I'm almost 4 weeks from delivery. I told myself that the kids and I would walk every day but it's been raining on and off for two weeks! We got a walk in last week but the DS pooped out after one lap.
I have a family party to go to in a couple of hours. I have nothing to wear

. I ordered from old navy. Should have been here yesterday. It's not. Boo!!
I tried on some of the clothes I wore after DD was born. None of them fit. How is that possible? I'm almost 5lbs less than I was then but they don't fit. I swear everything moves around with each kid. Maybe if I show up in yoga pants no one will notice. Lol.
Re: Ugh. Nothing fits. :(.
I have come to understand that the number on the scale is not very meaningful. I'm a couple of pounds away from my pre-pregnancy weight, but nothing fits! I seem to be bigger everywhere. I don't even know what my bra size is right now. When I really can't be bothered, I wear a poorly fitting top and wear a carrier over that.
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Current Age 35, DH 33
Married 9/2011
BFP 8/2012, Miscarried 9/2012
BFP 9/2012, DS 6/2013
BFP 6/2014, Miscarried 7/2014
BFP 7/2014, DD 4/2015
Ugh. Mostly I've been living in the ONE pair of black maternity yoga capri pants I have. I've been wearing a lot of bigger T's with it.
I just feel so gross! I'm not sure what my bra size is either. The one nursing bra I have is a 38C. I wear it when I need a real bra but it doesn't fit right. I'm like falling out of it.
It's hard to walk far in my neighborhood too because our street is a dead end. There's one street that connects to the street before ours but the cross road is a 55mph rd so it feels dangerous taking my little ones on the shoulder of that road. Most of the time it's up hill so DS who is 6.. Poops out quick because he has a hard time riding his bike up hill. My mom keeps visiting and bringing candy and cookies and junk and I keep eating it!! I keep telling her to stop bringing it because my sweet tooth is stronger than my will!!
I'm more comfortable than I was pregnant but I just feel pretty gross. I never have time to do my hair either. I end up washing it and letting it air dry until it's dry enough to put up.
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Current Age 35, DH 33
Married 9/2011
BFP 8/2012, Miscarried 9/2012
BFP 9/2012, DS 6/2013
BFP 6/2014, Miscarried 7/2014
BFP 7/2014, DD 4/2015
I don't easily lose weight either. I have to really work out and watch my diet. Once I get going, I love it. I genuinely enjoy being fit. I do a ton of strength training. I love it. But it takes me a minute to get there. Usually I need my babies to all be sleeping thru the night because the only time I have is 5am. I usually work out 5-6am before anyone is up.
Ugh. I did take the kids for a short walk today. Maybe 30 minutes.