Heartbroken to say goodbye for now, we went to the ER on Saturday after I noticed some brown discharge, we fully expected to hear "this is normal, and your baby looks healthy" ... but instead we heard quite the opposite, the ultrasound showed no heartbeat and our baby measured 2 weeks behind. This means that shortly after my 9 week appointment that strong heartbeat of 170 suddenly stopped... I'll never make sense of this. After miscarrying at home through most of Sunday we returned to the hospital at 3am as I had lost a lot of blood and the pain had become unbearable, at 6am Monday morning they performed a D&E, we left the hospital Monday evening with only a teddy bear gifted by our sweet nurse. My husband and I have been holding each other close, and trusting that God has a bigger plan. Praising him for the precious memories we do have, thankful that our child will only know joy and perfect love.
Re: Goodbye for now..
DD born 1/24/16
TTC #2 - Jun 2017
BFP on 8/24/17
BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13
BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15
BFP #4 12/9/15 | EDD 8/22/16 | DS2 born 5/18/16 at 26w2d
Just keep swimming.
DD 12/20/99, DS 12/14/12, M/C 9/2014, M/C 1/2015
DS 4/2009
m/c 11/12/2010 ~ 7 wks
m/c 7/4/2012 ~ 6 wks
DD 12/2013
mmc Baby Girl 7/12/2015 ~ 14 weeks
Twin girls! 8/26/2017