Yesterday was my EDD. I kept busy and photographed a wedding.
It was still rough. It was in the back of my mind all day.
Yesterday was also my moms Bday, my best friends bday, my nephews bday and for those of you who have been around for some time Nikolie93's bday. So knowing that made me very grateful for the awesome people i have in my life, but it still wasn't enough to keep the sads at bay.
Then i come here to see Hooligans4 news. My heart is just broken all over the place.
We likely had bad timing this month (i don't see the normal pattern in my cycle i normally do with FF so I'm confused) and next month if my cycle is what it is normally, my H will be out of town for my FW. So our next chance is August. August I turn 39. Im starting to lose hope. My H will never be a dad and my heart is so sad.
The point of my post is really just to vent I guess. Anyone else frustrated can vent here with me.
Me 38 DH 34
started TTC right away
BFP- 10-16-14 EDD 6/13/15: MC 12-1-14