TTC after 35
hooligans4
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I will be leaving you. Loss mentioned
hooligans4
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in TTC after 35
It's been a tough day.
I woke up spotting which turned to full bleeding by mid morning. So when the nurse called to tell me my HCG dropped to 90 I was not surprised. Cramping is bad and I'm passing clots.
I go in in the morning for sono and exam.
So tonight instead of telling DH he was going to be a daddy again I had to tell him I'm having a MC.
So he scoops me in his arms and lets me ugly cry in his lap for a bit. He is taking off work to come with me even though I told him he didn't have to.
And the straw that is breaking the camels back is the water main burst on our block and they shut off our water. So I can't even flush my dang toilet.
This will be good bye for me. I just can't handle anymore.
I wish you all well and thank you all for the years of support.
I will stalk but it's likely will not participate any longer.
I woke up spotting which turned to full bleeding by mid morning. So when the nurse called to tell me my HCG dropped to 90 I was not surprised. Cramping is bad and I'm passing clots.
I go in in the morning for sono and exam.
So tonight instead of telling DH he was going to be a daddy again I had to tell him I'm having a MC.
So he scoops me in his arms and lets me ugly cry in his lap for a bit. He is taking off work to come with me even though I told him he didn't have to.
And the straw that is breaking the camels back is the water main burst on our block and they shut off our water. So I can't even flush my dang toilet.
This will be good bye for me. I just can't handle anymore.
I wish you all well and thank you all for the years of support.
I will stalk but it's likely will not participate any longer.
Me:39, DH:40
DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04
TTC#3
NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13
Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks
CP 2/14
All welcome
Re: I will be leaving you. Loss mentioned
NTNP since 11/12, actively trying since 8/14
11/15: Letrozole, Ovidrel, TI = BFP!!!
Beta #1(14dpo)=349, Beta #2(18dpo)=2,805
12/17/15: Got to see the heartbeat (105bpm)!
1/25/16: NT scan = normal (HB=163bpm)
EDD: 8/10/16
8/8/16: Baby boy born @ 12:25am, 8lbs, 20.5 inches
5/18/17: BFP!!! (11dpo)
Beta #1(12dpo)=176.4, Beta #2(15dpo)=607.1
BFP 2/19/15 • MMC found at 9 wks • D&E at 11 wks (age 36)
BFP 8/29/15 • CP (age 37)
TTC#2 since May 2017
BFP 10/18/17 • MMC found at 8 wks • Misoprostal at 10.5 wks (age 39)
BFP 2/16/18 • CP (age 39)
BFP 4/13/18 • CP (age 39)
BFP 5/07/18 • MMC found at 10.5 wks • D&E at 11.5 wks • Testing showed it was a girl with Trisomy 22. (age 39/40)
9/5/18 Diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserve (4-5 follicles, one ovary had none and was very atrophied)
RE says the low egg count is likely causing my recurrent pregnancy loss. Less eggs results in more aneuploidy.
BFP 9/24/18 • CP (age 40)
My Ovulation Chart
Me: 41, DH: 45
DD, 6/15/2013
TTC #2 beginning January 2014
AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11
July 2014: IUI #1. Follistim + Pregnyl. 2 follicles--BFN
September 2014: IUI #2. Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone. 4(?) follicles--BFN
October 2014: IUI #3. More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone. 4 follicles--BFP! Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158. M/C 11/1/14
December 2014: IVF #1. Microdose Lupron protocol. 9R, 9M, 9F. 3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
August 2015: IVF #3. 14R, 13M, 11F. Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing. 3 normals. FET planned for 10/2015.
My Ovulation Chart
I am glad your H is there with you. Wishing you peace at such a very terrible time.
Formerly 2pupsnokids
Husband: 41
Me: 36
3 months of clomid
3 failed IUIs
changed REs
1 failed IVF (chemical pregnancy)
1 FET (single transfer) 2/28/15-BFP
Due date 11/16/15
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
I'm doing alright today. Keeping busy is helping. I asked my husband not to tell anyone because I don't like the looks of pity I get anytime someone sees me after a loss. That makes me just start crying. So we will keep it to ourselves and maybe I will be able to get through the three parties we have this weekend without breaking down.
Sono showed everything passed and tubes are clear, no free fluid anyehere. Have to check hcg in 2 weeks just to be sure.
She said my lining must have been very thin so that if I ever get pregnant again I would have to go on progesterone right away. Told her I wasn't sure if we would be trying again. But if we do decide then I will go from there.
I will pop back in now and again to check in on you all.
Sending creepy internet hugs back to you all.
Me:39, DH:40
DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04
TTC#3
NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13
Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks
CP 2/14
All welcome
"It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness." - Eleanor Roosevelt
BFP- 10-16-14 EDD 6/13/15: MC 12-1-14
Elizabeth 5yrs old Jane 3yrs old
Married for 7 years, TTC for 4 years
dx: Diminished Ovarian Reserve
2 Clomid IUI's + 4 injectable IUI's= 5 BFNs and 1 mc