so. i threw up today. as soon as i got home from my appointment. it was alright. its one of the joys of not being able to eat in the mornings + motion sickness and a baby that makes you sick when you dont eat.. good times. im also hella tired and a little annoyed with my sister. but she is just excited so i understand. no real harm done. hopefully gonna take a nap sometime soon. and be able to eat something.
Impatience I have been totally relaxed and he'll come when he wants till the last three days I did all my last minute things and am as ready as I can be. I just want to hold him and it is slowly killing me to wait any longer.
So damn tired today...good thing I'm working from home (read: bed). Some rando had the nerve to ring my doorbell this morning. So glad I can still fit into my "I Hate People" t-shirt and that I have it on because he took one look at me, immediately apologized and left.
In related news, I have pregnancy induced anger issues.
I'm so "stabby" right now! My sister is staying with me and helping me out since DH is busy with work. Mind you, she's 30, lives at home, hasn't had a job for over a year, and doesn't go to school. she has been sleeping in until 11 everyday! I don't mind sleeping in, but when it's practically lunchtime it's a little excessive. Then she expects to be entertained, "so what are we going to do today?". Today when she got up at 11:30, she asked how I was feeling and I said "just tired"...she then goes "yeah I'm so tired too". Really??? Are you 9 months pregnant? Did you still have to get up at 7, with your other kids? I know I should be grateful but I'm tired and really don't want to play "hostess" when she can't help me out in the mornings. Bc by lunchtime I'm already exhausted for the day!
Sorry for the rant! I know I should be grateful for the help.
It's like I've never done this before. I have one contraction and think "oh shit , I'm in labor" 20 mins later nothing...then I have diarrhea...so not only am I not in labor, I'm just having poo pains. So "FTM" is not a thing. I'm a STM and still have no idea what I'm doing.
So tired. Between heartburn and a possible eye infection, I got no sleep last night. I'm ready to be done. I know LO needs to cook a while longer but I am so done with this pregnancy. Things like checking my blind spot or throwing a ball to the dog take so much effort. I'm ready to spend a week on the couch cuddling LO.
So tired. The contractions I've been having for the past 5 days or so have basically stopped. I knew that I wasn't in labor or anything, but it was kinda nice to have something going on! Definitely getting to the point of being "done" but still have plenty of time to go (and DD was 10 days late so might still have a long wait ahead.)
Just within the last few days I've started to feel too big to live. Entire pregnancy I've been good with being able to do everything and haven't needed any help at all. Then all of a sudden I can't put my shoes on, or get out of the car without help. I have to ask FI for just about everything...yup I'm ready.
Feeling especially stabby at the friends who are suddenly coming out of the woodwork about how excited they are and all that. Really? Because I haven't heard from you this entire pregnancy when I was bored out of my mind and could've really used a friend. Now you wanna show up at the end and take all the credit... This isn't a social studies group project. Over it.
Twice now, right after I've gone #2 when I'm still sitting there, it feels like I can feel myself dilating. Like a doctor is using spacers in my virginia. What is that?! Last time it happened, I asked the doctor if I was dilated and he said no. It just happened again. Hope springs eternal...
Meanwhile, I cannot freaking believe I'm the type of person now who writes into an online forum about my Virginia and #2. Ugh, wtf.
Twice now, right after I've gone #2 when I'm still sitting there, it feels like I can feel myself dilating. Like a doctor is using spacers in my virginia. What is that?! Last time it happened, I asked the doctor if I was dilated and he said no. It just happened again. Hope springs eternal...
Meanwhile, I cannot freaking believe I'm the type of person now who writes into an online forum about my Virginia and #2. Ugh, wtf.
Ok, you guys...what the even heck is going on here? I am limping across the finish line of the pregnancy. LIMPING. I just went to the bathroom for approx the 0984059830409 time today and I forgot to pull down my underwear. I've managed to keep myself together for 39 years and now I just can't even...
Sometimes taking care of your adult self is just too much to ask.
I called doctor about 30 minutes ago because my BP has been around 150/100 and I feel dizzy. I've done nothing today but sleep and lie down. Still waiting on a call back. I don't want to be induced, but I'm sick of being dizzy all day!
ETA: sorry for the Dear Diary post. Just frustrated.
Feel like death..... Can't function soooooo exhausted. My vagina hurts, Pelvic bones hurt, hips hurt, random BH contractions. Hands feel like someone hit them with a Mallot also extremely swollen along with my feet. Numbness in hands and feet. Lots of cramping and having to pee every 10min. Yea my scheduled csection on 6/9 could not come soon enough feeling so miserable. :'-(
This!!! Everything hurts!! My vag feels like I was oversexed for a week! I can assure you that's not the case. My body feels beat up from head to toe just aches. Braxton hicks suck! Can't sleep! Pee every ten min! Let's do this thing! I'm dialated, his head is so low I'm scared he's gonna fall out haha jk I know that's not possible. He is being stubborn!
Well I've developed a new symptom. Apparently I've pissed myself ladies. Still in L&D for monitoring, but what the hell?? I'm so disappointed. I knew I would be. WAH WAH WAH.
I am so unbelievably tired. It really DOES feel like the flu. Gonna have to get an IV of caffeine, Red Bull, or sugar in order to finish out the day. Geez. This is no joke.
Feeling exhausted and I just ache. My joints, ligaments, and tendons are ready for this all to be over too. I laid down during DS nap and watched Step Mom for the first time (old movie I know...) and freaking cried my eyes out. When I got up I felt like my body just fell down a flight of stairs. Limping, shuffling, and carrying on like an emotional 90 year old. I have a feeling these next three weeks are going to draggggg....on and on......
Feel better today than I did yesterday when I just felt so weird. Took a drive and went for some yummy Mexican food. Got back just in time for my energy to crash and everything to start to ache like usual towards the afternoon. Back hurts, tired, pressure downstairs, the usual tirade.
I am feeling so tired as well. I literally take a 3 hour nap daily! I have been having sharp shooting pains and lots of BH contractions. I feel as though the BH significantly increase at night.... Anyone else notice this? I am also SO. FREAKING. THIRSTY. but cannot satisfy my thirst due to insane heartburn and reflux if I drink too much at once, grr!! I want to fast forward life and have these babies!!
IVF #1 September 2014 - Transferred one 5-day blast : BFN
FET #1 October 2014 - Transferred two 5-day blasts: BFP!!
AND I'm craving a Bloody Mary like nobody's business... Can that be a symptom lol! I live in Milwaukee where we have so many insane bloodies decked out with toppings and I just want to sit on a patio and enjoy one.... Someday soon, right?! A girl can dream! I blame all my Facebook friends for posting 'Top Ten Bloody Mary Spots' lists!
IVF #1 September 2014 - Transferred one 5-day blast : BFN
FET #1 October 2014 - Transferred two 5-day blasts: BFP!!
Twice now, right after I've gone #2 when I'm still sitting there, it feels like I can feel myself dilating. Like a doctor is using spacers in my virginia. What is that?! Last time it happened, I asked the doctor if I was dilated and he said no. It just happened again. Hope springs eternal...
Meanwhile, I cannot freaking believe I'm the type of person now who writes into an online forum about my Virginia and #2. Ugh, wtf.
"He" doesn't have a Virginia, he doesn't know! I say def possible...
Feel like i am ill... Nauseous,headache and tired. Dizzy as usual all day but that seems to never go away. Been crampy on and off and last night couldnt sleep bc i was so uncomfortable ugh. Swelling is getting worse as well. Still have 3.5 weeks but starting to get anxious
I'm pretty much raging non-stop. I feel so frustrated that baby isn't out yet that it's taking over my life and making me uncontrollably, irrationally angry at everything all the time. X( I'm trying so hard to stay zen and not snap at people!
Feeling exhausted and I just ache. My joints, ligaments, and tendons are ready for this all to be over too. I laid down during DS nap and watched Step Mom for the first time (old movie I know...) and freaking cried my eyes out. When I got up I felt like my body just fell down a flight of stairs. Limping, shuffling, and carrying on like an emotional 90 year old. I have a feeling these next three weeks are going to draggggg....on and on......
I LOVE that movie. Is it on Netflix? That quilt gets me every time.
All those with contractions that are starting and stopping randomly, I feel your pain. On Sunday I was admitted to triage for 4 hours and went from 0-2 cms, then stalled out. Had contractions for the following 24 hours, then nothing. Had some more contractions this morning but only lasted for an hour. I'm super exhausted and don't want to do anything, but since I have an almost three year old, that's kind of impossible. Massive leg cramps that wake me up at night...ugh. Definitely ready for baby to get here! I'm hoping when I go in for my weekly on Friday that I'll get checked and will have progressed even more...
Feeling exhausted and I just ache. My joints, ligaments, and tendons are ready for this all to be over too. I laid down during DS nap and watched Step Mom for the first time (old movie I know...) and freaking cried my eyes out. When I got up I felt like my body just fell down a flight of stairs. Limping, shuffling, and carrying on like an emotional 90 year old. I have a feeling these next three weeks are going to draggggg....on and on......
Ok, you guys...what the even heck is going on here? I am limping across the finish line of the pregnancy. LIMPING. I just went to the bathroom for approx the 0984059830409 time today and I forgot to pull down my underwear. I've managed to keep myself together for 39 years and now I just can't even...
Sometimes taking care of your adult self is just too much to ask.
This made me laugh. I am contracting pretty uncomfortably in bed (but probably just BH I'm sure!), with a dose of killer heartburn that is causing me to vomit in my mouth a little, so your comment was a welcome diversion.
@ElRuby anything is possible. It seems when I am most uncomfortable the baby likes to jack me in the pelvis just for good measure. As if I could take ANY more pressure.
Re: June 3 Symptoms
so. i threw up today. as soon as i got home from my appointment. it was alright. its one of the joys of not being able to eat in the mornings + motion sickness and a baby that makes you sick when you dont eat.. good times.
im also hella tired and a little annoyed with my sister. but she is just excited so i understand. no real harm done. hopefully gonna take a nap sometime soon. and be able to eat something.
Edit: forgot to add the heading.
So damn tired today...good thing I'm working from home (read: bed). Some rando had the nerve to ring my doorbell this morning. So glad I can still fit into my "I Hate People" t-shirt and that I have it on because he took one look at me, immediately apologized and left.
In related news, I have pregnancy induced anger issues.
Sorry for the rant! I know I should be grateful for the help.
Feeling especially stabby at the friends who are suddenly coming out of the woodwork about how excited they are and all that. Really? Because I haven't heard from you this entire pregnancy when I was bored out of my mind and could've really used a friend. Now you wanna show up at the end and take all the credit... This isn't a social studies group project. Over it.
Meanwhile, I cannot freaking believe I'm the type of person now who writes into an online forum about my Virginia and #2. Ugh, wtf.
Thank you awesome ladies for all the well wishes!
ETA: sorry for the Dear Diary post. Just frustrated.