My mood swings are out of control and I feel so angry that I'm eating everything I see today. I feel like lashing out at everyone I see. I feel like anything could set me off or make me cry at the drop of a hat. I'm alone all day from 2pm till 12:30am.... sometimes later. I feel like if I try to vent to anyone they're just going to say....."you're pregnant," and excuse it at that. Some huge drama went on today that wasn't my fault yet I'm taking the blame because no one's willing to talk about it. My husband is the most loving and supportive person in my life, he's my best friend. Today isn't the first time I've felt this way and it's so hurtful that I feel desperate. Has anyone else felt like this? I literally feel like in living hell.
Re: Severe mood swings, anger and lashing out.
Elizabeth 5yrs old Jane 3yrs old
(very, very, very out of character)
At first my hubby was super mad at me and was very confused but after a bit more of my insane hysterics and crying he just looked at me with this...this clarity and said Jesus you don't know up from down right now!!! And opened up for a hug and I just snuggled in and bawled and started LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY because I looked such a downright mess and people were literally still watching.
I was so embarrassed and angry and then genuinely finding it funny...
....moral of the story pregnancy is an interesting phenomenon.
Do you journal? It is really beneficial. Even if it's a private blog no one else will ever see. You can go bat-shit-crazy & let it all out without hurting anyone personally or professionally.
It's rough when you've got the beast inside & feel on edge. Maybe talk to your OB about ante-natal anxiety/depression management.
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