DDF 2/6/16

Re: DDF 2/6/16

• Frenchteachermama member

  February 2015

  DDF,

  
  

  I know I live in upstate NY but I am done with this cold ass weather. 

  
  

  
  

  
  

  

  
  

  My FF Chart:

  http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/490dd7
  TTC #3 since June 2013
  BFP #1 7/21/2013--EDD 3/30/14--D&C 9/24/13
  BFP #2 1/28/14--MC 2/7/14
  IUI #1 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
  IUI #2 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
  IUI #3 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN

  IVF #1, Stimmed for 12 days, ER 8/22/14, 9 retrieved, 7M, 7F!!  Freeze all due to fluid in uterus.

  FET end of October 2014 cancelled due to fluid in uterus due to possible c-scar defect

  Surgery scheduled 12/12/14 to fix possible isthmocele

  3/26/15 transferred one 8 cell grade 4 embryo and one 6 cell grade 3 embryo = slow rising betas for 2+ weeks = ectopic MTX shot 4/29/15

  Repeat c-scar surgery June 2015

  2nd and last IVF cycle August 2015, stimmed for 12 days, 2 egg retrieved, both mature and both fertilized.  Transferred both 8-cell embryos on Day 3, beta 9/5/15 = BFFN

  MOVING TO ADOPTION!  

  
  

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• efhoping2010 member

  February 2015

  DDF

  We spend all of this time and money to go for pre IVFICSI#4 testing at the "big clinic" and DH flakes out at the infertility urologist and ends up not even speaking to the expert RE with me.  I had to go alone to meet with him and for all of the testing.  And everyone else going through the process there, it takes a whole day, was with their partner the entire time, ugh

  Nothing like feeling totally abandoned and alone through this process

  H: 34 dx Azoospermia due to CBAVD from CF  

  ME: 39 IS FINE!!!  DOR and poor AMH/FSH/LH

  IVF/ICSI/PESA #1 Beta 1 373 Beta 2 1783 BOY/GIRL TWINS!! Born April 2010!!

  Natural FET 5/26/12 2 blasts Beta 1 207 Beta 2 513 Beta 3 1377 U/S 6/28 Pregnancy not viable d & c scheduled  

  IVF/ICSI/PESA #2 ER 11/15/12 Nothing to transfer  

  IVF/ICSI #3 April 2013 MDLF 3dt of 3 embryos, chemical   

  IVF #4/ICSI/MESA/CCS/FET EPP April 2015

  ODWU CCRM with Dr. Sch COMPLETE!!!! Put on acai supplement they are studying for DOR and embryo quality.

  DAY 3 Labs Drawn 2/26 put on vitamin D and calcium supplements

  Regroup and Protocol Reveal 3/04 "Bazooka Protocol" EPP with MDLF "Protocol 6 with patches"

  ER/MESA 4/10 ER 9 eggs retrieved MESA success found live swimmers

  Fertilization Report 6 eggs mature and ICSI'd 4 eggs fertilized normally

  Day 6 Report to Blast for CCS 4/16: 2 DAY 5 BLASTS BIOPSIED FOR CCS a 4AB and a 3AB!!!!

  CCS Results BOTH BLASTS CCS NORMAL!!!!!!  call on 4/24

  Regroup call to discuss CCS results and FET call on 5/20

  FET prep: CD 1 6/08 CD 3 Start BCP 6/10, HSG 6/12 Lupron Start 10 iu 6/17 End BCP 6/21 CD 1 6/23!!!

  Start vivelle patches 6/25 change e/o/d reduce Lupron to 5iu 6/25 Blood Draw 7/01, 7/08, 7/15, 7/19

  Increase vivelle patches 7/03 2 change e/o/d and 7/05 change e/o/d 3 and 7/07 4 change e/o/d add vaginal estrace 2x a day

  Lining Check/Blood Draw 7/08 and 7/15 End Lupron 7/18  Start PIO 1ml daily 7/18  Blood  Draw 7/19

  Flight to clinic 7/22

  FET 2 CCS BLASTS   7/23  YES YES both thawed and both fully expanded

  7/26 3dp5dt PM very very faint positive FRER

  7/27: 4dp5dt Neg Digi AM but very very faint positive FRER PM POSITIVE DIGI CLEARBLUE PREGNANT 1-2  

  7/31:8dp5dt AM POSITIVE DIGI CLEARBLUE PREGNANT 2-3!!!!  

  Beta 1 8/01= 408!!!!!!!!!! at 9dp5dt FET

  Beta 2 8/03 = 1014!!!!!!!!!! at 11dp5dt FET

  8/05/2015 AM POSITIVE DIGI CLEARBLUE PREGNANT 3+!!!!  

  First Ultrasound: 8/20!!!!!! TWINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Genetics says BOTH BOYS!!!!!!!!!

  Second Ultrasound: 9/03!!!!!!!!!!

  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

   

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• ellebelle2384 member

  February 2015

  DDF,
  
  Thank you body for feeling nauseous all week and giving me MF just to let me down with AF before the weekend. Now I'm so bloated I don't even want to drink. Blah.

  Me: 31     DH: 33
  Dx: Me: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss; DH: Low Morphology (2%)
  BFP#1: MC 3/1/11 at 6w1d - EDD 10/21/11

  BFP#2: 5/3/11 - EDD 1/9/12 - DD Born 1/6/12
  

  
  

  TTC #2 since 12/13
  BFP#3: MC 2/8/14 at 4w5d - EDD 10/13/14

  BFP#4: MC 5/6/14 at 4w4d - EDD 1/9/15

  BFP#5: MMC discovered 8/4/14 at 9w1d - D&C 8/5/14 - Baby Boy with Trisomy 16 (maternal origin) - EDD 3/8/15
  BFP#6: CP 11/6/14 at 4w2d - EDD 7/14/15
  IVF #1 with ICSI & PGS: May/June 2015, ER 6/3/15, 17R/17M/15F
  IVF #2 with ICSI & PGS: July 2015, ER 7/16/15, 16R/11M/9F
  PGS results = 6 normal embryos (4 boys, 2 girls)
  FET 9/23/15 = BFFN

  Natural FET 11/4/15 = BFP!

  Beta 9dp5dt = 92
  
  

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• ellebelle2384 member

  February 2015

  Hugs @efhoping2010‌ That's really hard.

  Me: 31     DH: 33
  Dx: Me: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss; DH: Low Morphology (2%)
  BFP#1: MC 3/1/11 at 6w1d - EDD 10/21/11

  BFP#2: 5/3/11 - EDD 1/9/12 - DD Born 1/6/12
  

  
  

  TTC #2 since 12/13
  BFP#3: MC 2/8/14 at 4w5d - EDD 10/13/14

  BFP#4: MC 5/6/14 at 4w4d - EDD 1/9/15

  BFP#5: MMC discovered 8/4/14 at 9w1d - D&C 8/5/14 - Baby Boy with Trisomy 16 (maternal origin) - EDD 3/8/15
  BFP#6: CP 11/6/14 at 4w2d - EDD 7/14/15
  IVF #1 with ICSI & PGS: May/June 2015, ER 6/3/15, 17R/17M/15F
  IVF #2 with ICSI & PGS: July 2015, ER 7/16/15, 16R/11M/9F
  PGS results = 6 normal embryos (4 boys, 2 girls)
  FET 9/23/15 = BFFN

  Natural FET 11/4/15 = BFP!

  Beta 9dp5dt = 92
  
  

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• Jodee37 member

  February 2015

  ellebelle2384 said:

  DDF,
  
  Thank you body for feeling nauseous all week and giving me MF just to let me down with AF before the weekend. Now I'm so bloated I don't even want to drink. Blah.

  Ugh. What a bitch. Hopefully you feel like drinking tomorrow. Can I come over with wine?

  Me: 36, DH: 36

  DH's SA = normal

  1 tube only wonder

  AFC 3-5, AMH 0.30

  
  

  BFP #1 3/29/11.  EDD 12/4/11... Missed m/c 5/9/11. Cytotec fail. D&C 5/17/11.

  BFP #2   7/5/11.  EDD 3/14/12... Our rainbow Kellen born 3/14/12 via c/s.

  BFP #3 5/30/13.  EDD 2/8/14...  6wk u/s HB 126. 8wk u/s lost HB. D&C 7/12/13.

  BFP #4 2/18/14.  EDD 10/30/14... Ruptured ectopic with L tube removed & D&C 3/7/14.

  BFP #5 7/27/14.  EDD 4/9/15...  m/c @ 5w4d.

  
  

  IVF #1    Oct 2014 - antagonist protocol: 9R, 7M, 5F. 3dt of 3 Grade 2 embies. BFN. 

  IVF #2    Jan 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.  Converted to IUI #1. BFFN

  IVF #2.1 March 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.
  
  

  BFP #6  (SUPRISE!) 3/19/15.  EDD 11/30/15...  CP at 4w2d.

  IUI #2:    Clomid + Follistim = 3 follies. BFN.

  IVF #2.2 May 2015 - horrible response to micro lupron flare protocol: 3R, 3M, 3F. 3dt of 2 Grade 3 embies. BFFN. 

  
  BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo).
  
  the universe can fuck off.

  
  

  
   "You are overly paranoid and delusional that every one is out to get you." -lastsliverofhope
  
  

  all AL welcome. TTC #2 for 43 44 months.

  follow my infertility journey here at timestandsstillblog.com

  
  

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• Jodee37 member

  February 2015

  @efhoping2010‌ oh man that would piss me off. What was his problem??? Touve only been trying to go to this consult since OCTOBER

  Me: 36, DH: 36

  DH's SA = normal

  1 tube only wonder

  AFC 3-5, AMH 0.30

  
  

  BFP #1 3/29/11.  EDD 12/4/11... Missed m/c 5/9/11. Cytotec fail. D&C 5/17/11.

  BFP #2   7/5/11.  EDD 3/14/12... Our rainbow Kellen born 3/14/12 via c/s.

  BFP #3 5/30/13.  EDD 2/8/14...  6wk u/s HB 126. 8wk u/s lost HB. D&C 7/12/13.

  BFP #4 2/18/14.  EDD 10/30/14... Ruptured ectopic with L tube removed & D&C 3/7/14.

  BFP #5 7/27/14.  EDD 4/9/15...  m/c @ 5w4d.

  
  

  IVF #1    Oct 2014 - antagonist protocol: 9R, 7M, 5F. 3dt of 3 Grade 2 embies. BFN. 

  IVF #2    Jan 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.  Converted to IUI #1. BFFN

  IVF #2.1 March 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.
  
  

  BFP #6  (SUPRISE!) 3/19/15.  EDD 11/30/15...  CP at 4w2d.

  IUI #2:    Clomid + Follistim = 3 follies. BFN.

  IVF #2.2 May 2015 - horrible response to micro lupron flare protocol: 3R, 3M, 3F. 3dt of 2 Grade 3 embies. BFFN. 

  
  BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo).
  
  the universe can fuck off.

  
  

  
   "You are overly paranoid and delusional that every one is out to get you." -lastsliverofhope
  
  

  all AL welcome. TTC #2 for 43 44 months.

  follow my infertility journey here at timestandsstillblog.com

  
  

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• Jodee37 member

  February 2015

  Dear Diary,
  
  Please in the future direct ignorant people out of my path. If I have to have another "so when are you going to have another??" convo I just might land in jail for assault.
  
  

  Me: 36, DH: 36

  DH's SA = normal

  1 tube only wonder

  AFC 3-5, AMH 0.30

  
  

  BFP #1 3/29/11.  EDD 12/4/11... Missed m/c 5/9/11. Cytotec fail. D&C 5/17/11.

  BFP #2   7/5/11.  EDD 3/14/12... Our rainbow Kellen born 3/14/12 via c/s.

  BFP #3 5/30/13.  EDD 2/8/14...  6wk u/s HB 126. 8wk u/s lost HB. D&C 7/12/13.

  BFP #4 2/18/14.  EDD 10/30/14... Ruptured ectopic with L tube removed & D&C 3/7/14.

  BFP #5 7/27/14.  EDD 4/9/15...  m/c @ 5w4d.

  
  

  IVF #1    Oct 2014 - antagonist protocol: 9R, 7M, 5F. 3dt of 3 Grade 2 embies. BFN. 

  IVF #2    Jan 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.  Converted to IUI #1. BFFN

  IVF #2.1 March 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.
  
  

  BFP #6  (SUPRISE!) 3/19/15.  EDD 11/30/15...  CP at 4w2d.

  IUI #2:    Clomid + Follistim = 3 follies. BFN.

  IVF #2.2 May 2015 - horrible response to micro lupron flare protocol: 3R, 3M, 3F. 3dt of 2 Grade 3 embies. BFFN. 

  
  BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo).
  
  the universe can fuck off.

  
  

  
   "You are overly paranoid and delusional that every one is out to get you." -lastsliverofhope
  
  

  all AL welcome. TTC #2 for 43 44 months.

  follow my infertility journey here at timestandsstillblog.com

  
  

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• Jen071407 member

  February 2015

  DDF,
  
  I'm tired of walking this fine line between optimism, realism, and pessimism. I want to do this ET, then hibernate for a week. It's too emotionally and physically exhausting.

  
  

  Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF

  TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation

   3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI

  2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI

  BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.

  NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 

  RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 

  IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 

  ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

  
  

   

  
  

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• pettycrocker member

  February 2015

  efhoping2010 said:

  DDF

  We spend all of this time and money to go for pre IVFICSI#4 testing at the "big clinic" and DH flakes out at the infertility urologist and ends up not even speaking to the expert RE with me.  I had to go alone to meet with him and for all of the testing.  And everyone else going through the process there, it takes a whole day, was with their partner the entire time, ugh

  Nothing like feeling totally abandoned and alone through this process

  What in the mother eff? Do you need me to punch him whole MFing face off?? I can not believe he did this to you!! So inconsiderate! 

  
  

  
  Spontaneous pregnancy #1
  DD1 July 31, 2011

  
  Trying for #2 since Oct 11

  732973 Clomid Cycles

  2 IUIs 

  3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
  Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
  Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
  Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
  Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 
  
  
  
  

  

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• annibes member

  February 2015

  @efhoping2010‌ That sucks!!! I am so sorry you had to go through that day alone!

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• annibes member

  February 2015

  DD,
  
  I really hate it when I make it through the work week nice and healthy but get sick as soon as the weekend comes. I woke up with a sore throat this morning and my nose won't stop running. If I have to be sick, I'd rather have it happen when I can use some sick time.

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• xraymommy2007 member

  February 2015 edited February 2015

  DD,
  
  Would AF just show up all-fricking-ready instead of torchering me for days with killer cramps and bloating
  
  @efhoping2010 WTF? Im sorry you had to go thru that alone
  @ellebelle2384 I hope you feel better
  @Jodee37 I HATE that question, its none of their damn business not to mention RUDE
  @Jen071407 the emotional roller coaster is torcher!!
  
  *edit:not sure whats up w my emotocon
  

  Me(27)+ DH(30) Married since Sept.2007
  BFP #1 DD born 6/1/2009 (no complications)
  TTC #2 March 2011
  BFP# 2 after 4 rounds of clomid (blighted ovum)12/11
  BFP# 3 w help of clomid 2/12 DS born 10/24/2012

  TTC#3

   Stopped preventing when DS was 6 months old (4/13), really started TTC 10/13
  Started clomid July 2014, 3 failed rounds of clomid w OB (low pro on CD 21) sent to RE

  HSG and blood work all good
  round 1: clomid and trigger shot~BFN
  round 2: clomid, trigger and IUI~BFN
  round 3: clomid, trigger and IUI +4 booster HCG~NOPE

  On a break!!! Til April/May 

  round 4:clomid, trigger (missed IUI window) NO fricking way BFP
  

  
  

  

   

                                                                         

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