So I have a question for you ladies who have had a rainbow baby - would you do it again?
See MH and I had been planning to try again for another baby, then tried for a couple months this past fall with no pregnancy, and then have taken a couple months of TTA for our own timing of life and things but feel like next month (February) we would be ready to try again, and I don't know if I want to. I am so nervous. A really close friend IRL had a scare yesterday (she is expecting a little girl in February) and just hearing about it nearly sent me into a panic attack last night and has left me crying or near tears all day today and I honestly don't know if I could survive 9 months of that.
So, my question is, for those moms who have brought home their rainbow baby, would you do it again? Not is it worth it, because I know it is. Just, knowing what PGAL is like, would you go through it all again? Because I feel like, especially after the past 24 hours with my friend, that I may not be up to it. And as much as I want another baby, I don't know if I can do it all again and maybe life would just be okay as is. And I realize that the stuff going on with my friends pregnancy is strongly clouding this, but I would like to hear your thoughts.
Me: 32 DH: 33 High School Sweethearts Married 5/28/2005
DS1 born 6/5/10 at 40 weeks via emergency c-section due to fetal distress and IUGR caused by placental insufficiency
DS2 born still 8/28/13 at 32 weeks via emergency c-section due to a complete placental abruption - cause unknown
Baby #3 on the way, EDD 2/29/16. Originally twins, but we said goodbye to Baby B at 8 weeks.