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PGAL Brain is killing me!

teachnkcteachnkc member
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I have no real reason to think anything is wrong, but I can't shake it this weekend. I just keep getting waves of really bad thoughts. It doesn't help that my doctor won't see me until week 11 either. I am only 5w 6d, but I have myself convinced my boobs aren't as sore as they were a few days ago. I also know that every pregnancy is different, but I just don't feel it right now and I am really just a hot mess. I know I need to calm down, but I haven't found a way to do that yet. Maybe this crazy emotional-ness is a good sign in itself, but all this not knowing is really really bringing me down.  

Sorry for the rant, but my friends don't get it and poor hubs has listened as much as he can! ;-) 
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Re: PGAL Brain is killing me!

  • pblgepblge member
    ((hugs)) This stage is hard and lasts forever. I'm sorry your doc won't see you sooner--that seems really late to me. The mantras help, but mostly you just need to find what will keep you sane. Staying busy, meditating, Netflix, etc. Try not to focus on the symptoms as they're ever changing and don't mean much.
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  • BackstreetPixieBackstreetPixie member
    ::hugs:: that beginning part is so hard! I never had MS and was bleeding the first month so I Was practically hysterical. (Also i have never had sore boobs) turned out my bleeding was a tear in the uterus and didn't harm baby at all. Symptoms come and symptoms go. Just take it one day at a time and breathe. Lots of love!
    -Megan


    Started dating Hubby May 17 2005. Married since Aug 20 2011 
    Me:30   Hubby:31
    TTC since May 2012 
    HSG Dec 2012 Fill no spill on left side, right side normal (most physically painful experience of my life..)
    Metformin Started May 2013
    PG#1: BFP 10-21-13. EDD 6-17-14 mmc 12-9-13 m/c occurred with cytotec on 12-11-13 
    PG#2: BFP 07-25-14.  EDD 4-5-15   *Hoping this is my rainbow*
    Diagnosed with PCOS, Hypothyroid,IBD/UC, (UC in remission as of July 2014)
    *I will always love you Fetey the first.* 
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  • teachnkcteachnkc member
    Thanks girls. I appreciate it...I don't know how people get through with their sanity. I called the doc and they moved me up from 2/25 to at least 2/13 so that's a little help. I'll take 12 less days of not knowing anything. 

    Thanks again for the positivity. 
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