I can't remember when I last updated, after my first ultrasound maybe?
I had the worst day yesterday. I started spotting Wednesday then yesterday it turned into fresh bleeding. It was like I was starting my period. I was so sure I was having a miscarriage. I called the nurse and she talked to the dr and said they wanted me to come in for an ultrasound. I walked in a hot mess, crying because I truly believed this was it. Nope! I have a subchiorionic hematoma.
I can't explain how shockingly wonderful it was to see that little heartbeat for the first time!
The dr said the hb was low but I only measured 5wks 5 days so I am hoping maybe the heart had just started beating and it will pick up on the next one. I go back Tuesday.
So I guess I'm going to have to deal with bleeding which stinks, but I'm so relieved. The SH is small so the dr thinks there is a good chance it will resolve. All we can do is wait and see. I was worried about the hb yesterday but I'm going to stay positive.
So despite all my fears I guess my mama instincts took over, I'm attached now and I just want my little bean to be ok. FX everything looks good on Tuesday.
Me:41, DH:41 Positive for MTHFR mutations- one copy C677T, one copy A1298C. One daughter born on Thanksgiving in 2013. Six losses.