I really don't know how to start this. I was led to this board by a lady from my original birth club board and I'm hoping maybe this will help me find some closure or sanity or whatever it is I'm looking for right now. My son, Nathaniel Leon Homolka, came into this world stillborn 12 days ago. We laid him to rest 6 days ago. I feel like I have been losing my mind ever since. I have four children (9, 8, 2, and 1) that I have to hold myself together for, but most days I just want to fall apart.
Any advice on how to parent while going through this is greatly appreciated. Thank you for reading this.