July 2015 Moms

Thank you for the support ladies, but my little bean wasn't meant to be (loss mentioned)

I understand this pregnancy wasn't perfect from the beginning. It was a complete surprise but it didn't stop me from being completely excited after I found out. The timing wasn't ideal as I found out less than a month before my 21st birthday, but what's meant to be is meant to be. This all changed after I went in to my doctors to discuss some very minor spotting I had most likely cause after intercourse. My doctor told me she believed I had a missed miscarriage and she was so sorry for my loss. I was completely shocked and didn't know how to react any other way besides crying the rest of the day. My follow up appointment had to have been the cruelest appointment yet. I was prepared to ask for a d&c because I saw no reason to put myself throught the morning sickness and other negative pregnancy symptoms only to not be carrying a child. They ended up giving me the faintest glimmer of hope after telling me she found a very faint heartbeat. My mind should have registered the faint part, but all I heard was heartbeat. After that appointment, I made the decision to switch doctors and had my appointment today (the day before my birthday). I'm sure you all know where this is leading but this appointment ended in heartbreak yet again. The new doctor told me she didn't think this pregnancy was viable either. She didn't see any faint flicker at all. I had blood drawn to test my levels, but this is the end for me. I can't put myself through this any longer. I have my d&c scheduled for Monday.
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Re: Thank you for the support ladies, but my little bean wasn't meant to be (loss mentioned)

  • I'm sorry you have to go through this :(
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  • My heart goes out to you. Deep breaths and time honey.
  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Many hugs and prayers for comfort :(
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  • This is so terrible, I'm so sorry you're having to go through this. Lots of support and T&Ps for you.
  • I know you must be emotionally exhausted and just want to be stable rather than having the back and forth... did you already get the results on your levels? You are in my thoughts and prayers.
  • I am sorry for your loss.


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    I'm so sorry you're going through this :( be kind to yourself
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  • So incredibly sorry for your loss. My heart hurts that you're going thru so much pain. I'll be thinking of you.
  • I am so sorry to hear of you roller coaster of emotions. I can't imagine how you feel. Please take care of yourself.
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  • I'm very sorry for your loss :(
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss :(
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Be gentle with yourself and lean on those you love for support.

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss, and the emotional rollercoster you have been on! Please be kind to yourself! Check out the miscarriage board, as well as the July 15 miscarriage group! When you are ready the TTCAL board is an amazing support through everything! Once again, I'm so sorry for your loss!
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  • I'm so very sorry for your loss.
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  • I'm so sorry for this roller coaster of emotions you have been on. My thoughts are with you!

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  • So sorry for your loss. Sending T&Ps your way.
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  • I'm so sorry you've been through this, especially so close to your birthday. Take all the time you need to heal. I've been through a mc before and suffered through a million confusing emotions. There are a lot more people out there than you might think that have been through something similar. You may find comfort from them on the loss boards.

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss.
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  • So sorry for what you're going through.

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  • I'm so sorry for your devastating loss.
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  • I am so sorry for you loss! Prayers for your family!

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    So sorry
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  • :( Im sorry for your loss. Sending you thoughts and prayers!



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  • What a terrifying roller coaster you've been on. I'm so sorry for your loss. :(
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. That rollercoaster of emotions is so hard :( Take care of yourself.
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Take a deep breath and remind yourself, as you said, what's meant to be is meant to be. We never know why we lose, but it happens for a reason.
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss and all you've gone through.  Hugs to you. :(
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  • I'm sorry for your loss.
    BFP #1: 7/23/14, EDD: 4/7/15 (No HB, measured 6w3d), Natural MC: 9/5/14 (9w)
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  • So sorry for your loss.  Take care of yourself, and try to enjoy your birthday.
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