Bad Night at the ER (goodbye)

Re: Bad Night at the ER (goodbye)

• tigerlynx31413 member

  November 2014

  Oh my Bookish! My heart is breaking for you. This is so unfair!!! Stupid universe! Please take care of yourself!! I am so so sorry!

  BFP #1 7/6/2012, EDD 3/13/2013, Delivered 3/14/2013

  BFP #2 1/7/2014: EDD:9/14 MC: 1/9/2014 (confirmed via blood work)

  BFP #3 7/5/2014: EDD 3/11/2015 MC: 7/15/2014

  BFP #4 11/7/2014: EDD 7/17/2015~~Please be my RAINBOW!

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• Smootiepie member

  November 2014

  Oh sweetie, this is so far beyond unfair.  ((Huge Giant Hugs))

  Me (28): fine, DH (28): MFI
  

  Married 6/21/09

  Off BCP and TTC 4/17/11

  BFP #1 (ended in CP) 7/15/11

  Varicocelectomy surgery 9/4/12 - T improved to normal, but still low count

  
  

  Current Status: Pursuing Jan '15 IVF w/ ICSI

  
  
  

  
  

      

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• MrsTuna08 member

  November 2014

  I am so, so sorry.  This is just really unfair.  I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

  
  

  My fur-babies Chuck Norris, Stella, and Lucy

  

  
  

  BFP #1 1/4/14; EDD 9/16/14;  mc 1/17/14 

  BFP #2 3/12/14; baby girl born 11/21/14          

  
  

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• goldengirl84 member

  November 2014

  I was up thinking about you all night. I just can't believe this. It's not fair. Sending you the biggest hugs. I'm so heartbroken for you.

  
  

  Me: 29 DH:30 married 6/5/10
  

  DS: 10/12/12 via ECS (blood clot in umbilical cord)

  BFP 1/25/14 mc at 6 1/2 weeks  EDD: 10/4/14

  BFP 4/10/14 mc at 4 1/2 weeks  EDD: 12/15/14

  BFP 5/14/14 mc at 5 1/2 weeks  EDD: 1/20/15

  BFP 8/28/14 *please, please stick*  EDD: 5/10/15

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• MoreThanSparrows08 member

  November 2014

  I'm so sorry for  your loss... So many ((hugs)) for you.

  

  

  

    DS #1 born 8/3/06, DS #2 born 10/2/08

  TTC since 8/13 BFP 11/27/13, EDD: 8/3/14

  US 12/9 found 2 Gestational Sacs, MC 12/10/13 6w3d

  BFP #4 5/15/14, EDD: 1/25/14, HB 6/4/14 Movement 8/13/14

  All Welcome

  
  

    

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• taberbtb member

  November 2014

  Bookish, I'm so very sorry. Life is so unfair, I wish I could do or say something to change this. Many (((hugs))) to you and YH.

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

   

  
  

    

   

  
  

  TTC Since 04/01/13 

  BFP #1 04/28/13 Its twins! EDD 01/08/2014 MMC confirmed 06/27/13 D&C 07/17/13

  BFP#2 05/19/14 EDD 01/30/2015 Please be our rainbow!

  My Ovulation Chart

  *~*~* All AL Welcome*~*~*

  
  

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• foodie12rn member

  November 2014

  Oh no, bookish. I'm so very sorry for your loss. This is so not fair! ((Hugs))

  Me: 28, DH: 33
  

  Married 10.12.11
  

   BFP #1: 5.30.12- Giannna, born 1.27.13

  BFP #2: 9.18.14- due 6.1.15 -- natural m/c @ 5w6d 

  BFP #3 11.2.14- due 7.16.14 -- mmc, d&c @ 10w1d

  
  

     

  
  

  
  

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• Lalalady54 member

  November 2014

  Oh noooooooo bookish! This absolutely breaks my heart. So much love coming your way. ((Hugs))

  BFP #1-- 8-25-12, DD Born 5-1-13 

  BFP #2-- 5-6-14, MMC 6-13-14, D&C 6-13-14

  BFP #3 -- 8-26-14, EDD 5-10-15 

  
  

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• Drgn30 member

  November 2014

  bookish - i am so sorry.  my heart is broken for you.  ((hugs))

  
  

  BFP 7/16/13, EDD 3/27/14 - blighted ovum  - D&C 8/26/13
  

  Dx PCOS and Septate Uterus
  

  Septum Resection - 2/6/14

  brand new cuterus
  March 2014:   first medicated cycle + iui = BFP!

  Baby Drgn born December 3, 2014
  
   
  
  

  
  

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• uneek1323 member

  November 2014

  I'm so sorry for your loss. My heart is broken for you and it's not fair. Sending you love and many (((hugs)))

  }Sweet Pea{  }Bug{  }Turkey{  }Anni{  Little
  

     

  ~*~Everyone is welcome~*~
  

   

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• DenaMaree member

  November 2014

  Oh Bookish I am absolutely sick at seeing this!! I am SO SORRY your going through this! Sending you and your family so many thoughts, prayers and HUGS!!
  

      BFP: 2/24/14 | EDD: 10/22/14 (triplets) 
  US (with RE) 3/24/2014 (two healthy HB), US (with OB) 3/31/2014 (three healthy heartbeats)
  

  US (with RE) 4/7/14 No Heartbeats   | D&C 4/8/14
  BFP#2: 10/22/14 | (beta  #1 75, beta # 2 219) | EDD 7/3/15 ~*Please be our RAINBOW*~

  DX: MTHFR hetero C677T

  
  

  
  

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• kreardon11 member

  November 2014

  Dammit. 

  
  

  
  

  I am so so sad to see this, this morning. My heart is breaking for you. Please take care of yourself

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  Married my partner in crime 06/11/11

  DH: 29, Me: 28

  Started TTC 10/01/2013

  BFP#1: 03/05/14 | EDD: 11/11/14 | MC: 04/10/14 | D&C 05/01/14 [Molar]

  BFP#2: 10/15/14 | EDD: 06/25/14 | MC: 12/02/14 | D&C 12/04/14 [MMC]

  Current Status: RE appt 01/20/15 & Cleared to TTC

  Plan: Baby Aspirin, More (raw) folate, PNP, Iron, diet

  DX: MTHFR hetero C677T, ANA+ Homogeneous, Anemia. Ige sensitivities: gluten, egg, dairy

  All AL Welcome

  “Once you are real you can't become unreal again. It lasts for always.”

  We will never forgot our angels

  
  

  
  

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• Mel&John2013 member

  November 2014

  I'm so sorry for your loss, and for the unbelievably difficult year you've had.

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• Feegan member

  November 2014

  I am so sorry to read this and wish I could hug you. This is not fair at all. Take care of yourself and be kind to yourself. 

  TTC #1: 3/2013
  

  02/2014: Clomid = BFN
  

  03/2014: Femara + Menopur + Ovidrel + IUI = BFP! - 3/17/14

  EDD: 11/29/14 - MMC @ 9 wks: 4/25/14 

  Misoprostol 4/28 & 4/29 - D&C after misoprostol failure 5/2/14

  07/2014: Spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN

  08/2014: Spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN

  08/2014 v2.0: Final spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN

  09/2014: BCP cycle in prep for injectable cycle in Oct.

  10/2014: Gonal-F + Cetrotide + Ovidrel + IUI  = BFP!

  TWINS! 

  "Top Bunk" & "Bottom Bunk" due June/July 2015

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• Bigboneded member

  November 2014

  I am so sorry for all your losses and heartbreak . (((Hugs))) for you and yours. T&P.

  

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• KJsbabe member

  November 2014

  I'm so sorry for your loss

  
  

  BFP #1 5/20/10 Natural MC at 5w4d 5/28/10
  BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11
  BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12
  BFP#4 4/27/14 Stick, stick, stick!! 8/11/14 It's a Boy! Evan Wesley born 1/8/15
  "Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow, that is patience."  Let it Be (blog) ♥ My BFP Charts
  
  This time I'm not leaving without you.
  

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• mpiemont member

  November 2014

  My hearts breaks reading this- I am so so sorry you are going through this
  

  

  DS1 born 4/17/11
  DS2 born 2/22/13
  MMC 5/16/14@8w2d
  DD due 5/9/15 Please be our RAINBOW
  
  

  
  

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• NoeliaV member

  November 2014

  My heart hurts to hear this. I am so so sorry. So unfair

  

  BFP: 12/20/13 EDD: 08/23/14 (discovered m/c at 8w5d)

  BFP: 09/22/14 EDD: 06/06/15 (hoping for our rainbow)

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• ikrystal member

  November 2014

  I am so, so sorry.  Sending love and prayers. 

  Fish Bite Moonbeams:Blog on infant loss and infertility

   

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• toomanycats1 member

  November 2014

  I am so, so sorry.  ((Hugs))

  
  

  

  Me: Endometriosis, PCOS, Insulin Resistance, Estrogen Dominance, Irregular Cycles
  

  DH:  100% Abnormal Sperm Morphology

   BFP #1 (Surprise!)  "Monkey"- 09/16/2006. DS born 06/01/2007.   

  BFP #2  "Quinn" EDD 06/21/13- MMC @ 8 weeks - Disc. 12/12/12 @ 13w0d 
  

  BFP #3  "Luna" EDD 03/31/14- MC 07/29/13 @ 5 w0d 

  BFP #4  "Star" EDD 07/06/14- MC 11/28/13 @ 8 weeks

  BFP #5 "Baby J"- 02/07/14. DS born 10/29/2014 My Rainbow!

  ~Everyone Welcome~
  

  
  

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• akleng member

  November 2014

  My heart breaks for you. I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending you many ((hugs)).

  For SuzyQ

  
  

  and all M15 loss moms

  

  BFP #1 12/31/13, EDD 09/12/14, MMC Discovered 02/20/14 (10w6d) Est. Loss @ 8-9w, MC 02/22/14

  BFP #2 06/25/14, EDD 02/28/15 Grow Baby, Grow!

  It's a BOY!!

  All After a Loss Welcome!

  
  

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• longcat07 member

  November 2014

  noooooo.  i'm so sorry this is happening again.    (((hugs))) take care of yourself hon.
  

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  BFP#1 EDD 04.20.2010, SUNSHINE baby boy born 03.31.2010
  BFP#2 EDD 12.07.2014, natural mc 04.09.2014 at 5w3d
  BFP#3 EDD 01.14.15, RAINBOW baby girl born 01.16.2015
  
       
  
   
  jan'15 january siggy challenge: baby fails
  
  

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• dragonfly1809 member

  November 2014

  I'm so sad to read this. Big big hugs to you..I'm so sorry. It's just unfair.

  
  

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• kj808 member

  November 2014

  No! This can't be happening! Ugh, i'm heartbroken for you. Words can't express how sorry I am, you have gone through so much. 

  
  

  Lots of love and hugs to you.

  May '15 January siggy challenge:
  
  

  * Me: 33, DH: 34 * Married 11.10.06 *
  

  DS 10.2.07 | DD 7.27.10 | 4 angel babies

  BFP #7 | EDD 5.15.15 | It's a BOY!

     
   
  

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• RustyGirl3 member

  November 2014

  This is so unfair.  I am heartbroken for you.
  
  I am so sorry hun.
  
  You are in my T&P's.  Lots of ((((HUGS))))
  

  "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with the heart." ~ Helen Keller
  
  MAY '15 DEC. SIGGY CHALLENGE- FAV. CHRISTMAS MOVIE
  
  
  
  
  

  Dating- 3/1/1999 ~ Married- 10/10/2004
  DD#1- Sweet Pea ~ Born on her Due Date 3/1/2007
  DD#2- Pumpkin ~ Due 9/29/2010 Arrived 10/1/2010
  ~ BFP: 6/12/2013 EDD: 2/21/2014 NT Scan: 8/5/2013 (11w3d) MMC D&C: 8/8/2013 ~

  ~BFP: 3/15/2014 EDD: 11/24/2014 CP 4 weeks 4 days ~

  ~BFP: 7/2/2014 EDD: 3/15/2015 CP 4 weeks ~

  ~BFP: 8/31/2014 EDD: 5/10/2015

  

                  
  
  

  
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• beemaya83 member

  November 2014

  What the hell is wrong with the universe?? I am so sorry for your loss. Please take care of yourself. Sending big squishy hugs. I lurked over at TTCAL and I'm thankful those ladies have their arms opened for you.

  

  

  
  

  BFP #1 12/23/13 MMC 01/24/14 @ 9w5days

  

   

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• Eliz77 member

  November 2014

  I am so, so sorry to read this update. So many ((HUGS)) to you. 

  
  

  ~ES~

  
  

  ~*~EVERYONE always welcome!!~*~

  TTC #1 since October 2012

  BFP #1 11/22/12 EDD 7/29/13 MMC 1/14/13, D&C 1/16/13
  BFP #2 5/7/13 EDD 1/14/2014 Ectopic discovered 5/21/13, lost left tube
  Referred to RE, blood work done August 2013, AMH 0.27, all else normal, HSG clear
  

  BFP #3 12/1/13 EDD 8/8/14, MC 12/24/13

  January 2014: RE #2, blood work repeated, homozygous MTHFR c677t, SHG clear

  BFP #4 4/7/14 EDD 12/15/14 Our rainbow was born 12/6/14 at 4:26pm!  

  
  

  
  

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• shandorfml2 member

  November 2014

  I am so sorry (((huge hugs)))

     

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  BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
  Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013

  BFP # 2 8/7/14 EDD 4/22/15
  Please be our rainbow!!
  

  **All AL Welcome**
  

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• peggels24 member

  November 2014

  I am so very sorry. ((hugs))

  BFP #1 09/26/2013 EDD 06/04/2013 MMC 11/01/2013

  BFP #2 05/15/2014 EDD 01/24/2015

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• jesswein9 member

  November 2014

  Oh bookish, my heart aches for you so much. This is so unfair. Many any hugs to you. I wish there was more I could say or do : /

  
  

  Me (28) DH (27)

  Married June 2012

  Started TTC July 2013

       BFP #1          August 2013          EDD 4/29/14            natural MC at 6-7 week

  BFP #2         January 2014         EDD 9/24/14            MC at 8 weeks, D&C

  BFP #3         March 2014            EDD 12/4/14            MC at 8 weeks, D&C

  BFP #4         August 2014            EDD 4/20/15        Hoping for our rainbow

                                              It's a BOY!

   

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• SamanthaLaura16 member

  November 2014

  I am so so sorry. Sending Big ((Hugs)) your way.
  

  Me- 27 w/PCOS     DH - 28
  

  TTC since December 2012 
  BFP 6/29/2013 - EDD 3/16/14 - MMC 9/5/2013
  

  Diagnosed with PCOS and taking metformin 750 mg  twice a day
  April 2014 -  - 1st ICI Cycle - BFP 5/15/14 EDD: 1/20/15
  A/S 8-22-14 - Its a BOY!!
  12/15 Checkup & heard his beautiful heartbeat
  ALL WELCOME -
  

  
  
  
  
  

  
  

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• StephieMK member

  November 2014

  I'm so, so sorry to hear this! Many ((hugs)))

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  Married April 9, 2011
  TTC since October 2011
  Me 34, DH 40
  
  IUI #5 w/ Tamoxifen+Ovidrel+Acupuncture Oct 24, 2014-->BFP!!! EDD July 17, 2015. Panorama=low risk...and it's a GIRL!
  DD born July 10, 2015
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  Trying for baby #2!
  IUI #1 w/ Tamoxifen+Ovidrel+Acupuncture July 10, 2017-->BFP!!! EDD Apr 2, 2018. Panorama=low risk...and another GIRL!
  
  

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• chicagojackie member

  November 2014

  Terrible. I am so so sorry momma Bookish. So much love and t&p from Chicago.

  BFP #1: It's a GIRL! DD born October, 2012
  BFP #2: m/c at 7w, February, 2014
  BFP #3: It's a BOY! Please be our rainbow! Due February, 2015
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• heathersf11 member

  November 2014

  I am so sorry for your loss. (((Hugs)))

  DH diagnosed with testicular cancer 6/04/10

  Married DH 8/1/11

  7/21/13 SA poor morphology/ low count

  BFP #1 11/18/13, EDD 7/22/14 

  MC Blighted Ovum 12/4/13 @ 7wks

  BFP #2 8/21/14, EDD 5/1/15 

  

  
  

  
  

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• natalie115 member

  November 2014

  Oh honey I am so so sorry. My heart is breaking for you. Please take care of yourself ((((hugs))))

  Started TTC Nov. 2011 
  

  1st clomid cycle June 2012- No response :: HSG August 2012- Left tube blocked, right tube clear :: 2nd clomid cycle Aug. 2012 BFN :: 3rd clomid cycle Sept. 2012 :: BFP Sept 30th :: DS born 6/15/13 :: BFP #2 7/29/14 M/C 8/5/14 :: BFP#3 10/20/14 DD born 7/1/2015 :: Applied to be surrogate April '17 :: Transferred 1 Embryo for IFs Dec. '17 :: Surro Babe born 9/11/18 :: Started 2nd Journey May '19 :: Transferred 1 Embryo for new IFs 9/24/19 :: HB 138 at 6w6d

  
  

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• KMW08 member

  November 2014

  I'm so, so very sorry love. This breaks my heart for you. (((((((HUGS))))))))

  BFP#4 3/17/14 - rainbow Baby BOY arrived 11/10/14 !!
  

  DX: Uterine Septum - Resection 9/5/13 || MTHFR Hetero A1298C || My Chart

      
  

  
  

   

   

   

   

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• rayann687 member

  November 2014

  I am so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of ((hugs))

  Married since 08/11/2012.

  TTC since April 2014.

  BFP 07/27/2014, due 04/2015. Natural MC 08/31/2014.

  BFP 10/22/2014, due 07/06/2015.

  Hoping for my Rainbow!

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• paintdadanta member

  November 2014

  I'm so sorry Bookish ((hugs)) it's not fair in the least. Thinking of you and please take care of yourself.

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  BFP #1 05/19/14, EDD 01/19/15, MMC 06/12/14 

   BFP #2 10/10/14, EDD 06/19/15

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• Thatchmama member

  November 2014

  I'm so sorry for your loss.

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• Denise91980 member

  November 2014

  I am so sorry! Huge ((hugs)) to you!

  
  

  
  

  BFP #1 1/1/11 EDD 9/10/11 dx:no hb DNC on 2/2/11

  BFP #2 12/28/11 natural m/c on 2/6/12   BFP#3 2/16/13 dx:ectopic on 2/27 (given methotrexate) HSG 6/13-all clear BFP#4 11/18/13 natural m/c on 11/23  IVF #1 (Natural IVF Cycle) May 2014- Cycle failed (embryo did not make it to blast) BFP#5-7/26/14 GROW BABY GROW    IT'S A BOY DUE 4/5/15!

  
  

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