Confession: I have. Just one, SOs. We were soooo drunk. I didn't even remember until the next afternoon and immediately went for the mouth wash.
I also slept with a football coach at my school when I was in high school
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
@SweetTurnip 'm glad that you know better and know how to access resources but other people may not have literally anyone else to turn to our anyone that encourages their breastfeeding, and that's what upsets me. I have to deal with it from my MIL all the time. Once it let to an argument between her and SO that led to her saying LO probably wasn't his baby. LO is mixed and very pale so that's a very soft spot for SO.
/anecdote
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
LO only asked to nurse while saying good night to everyone (we're staying at my mom's/grandparents) but not at all while I was rocking him. It's his third night without it and I'm surprised how well it's going. Nap time was a little rough and he asks a lot during they day but seems to accept when I say it's all gone and it hurts his belly (so thank you so much for whoever mentioned that!).
Tl;dr weaning is not as bad as I thought it would be and I really appreciate all your encouragement and advice
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
When I was 20ish my BFF (at the time) & I lived in a duplex together for a year. It was basically a revolving door of sex drugs & alcohol. I had so many good times in that place that I will never ever be able to confess to because I have such vuage memories of it. But it was good times, no doubt.
I'm apparently in the mood for confessions. I have no idea what my number is but it's probably over 30. I would have to make a list but I know I wouldn't remember them all. I've always been safe but I'm surprised that I only had one BC failure.
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
God I would kill for a can of spaghettios right now. And box of Kraft Mac and cheese.
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
Our random drug screens at work came thru this week, so I know it'll be another 3-4 weeks before we have another set. My big girls are spending the night at grandmas tomorrow night & I will totally be hitting up the garage after the 2 littles go to bed.
Hi, I'm Ready, your local HR rep, & I'm totally playing the random system this go round #confessions
I have a depressing one too. My moms fiancé got here from Indiana (where they are both from, they went to jr high together and reconnected on FB) and she was cleaning out drawers for him and found some stuff from my dad that she put in a bigger box under her bed.
Tonight I saw a suicide note he wrote before his first attempt (idk how many there were, a lot) for the first time. I showed LO his picture and explained it was mama's daddy. I saw his wallet and read a couple sympathy cards. I had to walk out of the room to go cry in the bathroom. My mom didn't come check and see if I was okay and stayed in the room with her fiancé. Now I want to go get the box and look through his things and torture myself.
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
That was really depressing. Sorry to Eeyore y'all.
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
Wow @pobrecita that is so incredibly difficult. My grandma has dementia, I can't imagine that happening to my own mother. It's actually my biggest fear. I'm sorry.
@triplea598 ((hugs)) I have the same worries about passing something on to DS. But if I do, I know that my struggles will help me be able to relate to him, and maybe that's why we're going through it. You're still here because that sweet little soul needed a wonderful mama like you.
PM me or FB me any time, please. I feel like we have so much in common and while they aren't great things or fun things to talk about, it's nice to have someone to relate to.
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
@triplea598 . I hope you can use that note you found as a reminder. That even when it seemed nothing could be worse and there was nothing worth looking forward to in the future, there was. You just didn't know it yet. That there will be so much love and people who care in your future. Always. Maybe DS will find out when he is older, but that doesn't have to be a horrible thing. Don't be ashamed. You survived and got help. That is commendable, not shameful. You are still here because your story was not over.
I hope this didn't come off the wrong way. I will admit I am not well educated in mental health issues. I just don't want you to feel badly about your past.
A lot of heavy stuff tonight. Squishy boob hugs all around.
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
@triplea598 I remember you sharing this a while ago and I look back at it a lot when I'm having dark thoughts (more than I care to admit) because it's so true. I'm so glad you're still here because you sharing your story has helped me a lot, and I'm sure I'm not the only one
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
Hai. My name is Betty and I've fallen down the rabbit hole.
I'm always here for a PM for you too, lady
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
I really struggle with moderation in all things. Food is one too. It's hard not to fall in to old habits with hubby's Christmas party coming up, a skin fitting dress and a flabby post-second baby body.
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
I'm glad you have great people to spend thanksgiving with @mrsbutt!
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
Re: Are you guys on the wagon?
I also slept with a football coach at my school when I was in high school
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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/anecdote
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
Zach Rance 4 President
Also...
My brownie was potent tonight.
Tl;dr weaning is not as bad as I thought it would be and I really appreciate all your encouragement and advice
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
I refuse.
+1 & PREACH re: your last sentence
Zach Rance 4 President
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
Hi, I'm Ready, your local HR rep, & I'm totally playing the random system this go round #confessions
Tonight I saw a suicide note he wrote before his first attempt (idk how many there were, a lot) for the first time. I showed LO his picture and explained it was mama's daddy. I saw his wallet and read a couple sympathy cards. I had to walk out of the room to go cry in the bathroom. My mom didn't come check and see if I was okay and stayed in the room with her fiancé. Now I want to go get the box and look through his things and torture myself.
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
I feel like there are lots of people needed in hugs in here. So hugs to all who need one.
~*~*~You're Such A Pretty Melody, I'm Just Another Tattooed Tragedy~*~*~
PM me or FB me any time, please. I feel like we have so much in common and while they aren't great things or fun things to talk about, it's nice to have someone to relate to.
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
I hope this didn't come off the wrong way. I will admit I am not well educated in mental health issues. I just don't want you to feel badly about your past.
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
I hide when it comes to fight or flight.
My number is countable on one hand.
I don't know if any of this is good or bad.
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing