Almost broke down at dinner - *Loss Mentioned*

Re: Almost broke down at dinner - *Loss Mentioned*

• runforcookies member

  October 2014

  I'm so sorry. Treat yourself well during this time.

  
  

  
  

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• Justone13 member

  October 2014

  I'm sorry you had that happen. Even though it was an innocent question I can totally understand why you were so upset. I would have ordered a big glass of wine after that. Big hugs sweets.

  SIGGY WARNING//TICKER WARNING//PAIF

  
  

  Long of the Short:

   TTC since April 2013  DH 42 y/o I'm 30  Dh had vasectomy reversal Feb 2013 after 3 months developed scar tissue 

   First Re appt was September 2013 OOP for everything minus meds  

  DH's TESE surgery December 2013

  First cycle was February 2014 BFN none to freeze

   Second cycle was April 2014 BFP ending in Chemical Pregnancy none to freeze

   Third cycle June 2014 BFN none to freez

   Fourth cycle October 30th 28 retrieved, 13 mature and 12 fertilized

  PICSI, assisted hatching and fresh sperm from my DH's TESE surgery used

  5 FROZEN from a freeze all cycle! 

  FET completed on DECEMBER 9TH!!!

  Beta #1 13dp5dt BFP!! 800

  Beta #2 15dp5dt 2100

  Beta #3 17dp5dt 3600 

  First Scan January 5th! Everything looks great! Heart rate of 121!

  Second Scan January 20th. Baby Justone13 looks amazing. Heart rate of 175!

  Baby Girl is due August 27th

  Liv Annmarie born 8/25 7lbs 6oz 21 1/2 inches long 

   

  
  

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• fjamil1 member

  October 2014

  I am so sorry. 

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• katers79 member

  October 2014

  I'm so sorry. ((Hugs))

  ***SIGGY WARNING***

  Our Story

  Me- 35, mild hypothyroidism

  DH- 29, low count due to a chromosomal abnormality, only option is IVF/ICSI with PGD.

  Married 5/13

  TTC since 8/13

  IVF/ICSI #1 ER 9/14 - 14R, 6M, 6F, 5 blasts off to PGD- 1 normal female, 2 balanced males

  FET 12/8 of 2 frosties - 1 male/1 female - stick babies stick! 

  Beta #1 10dp5dt 444! Beta #2 14dp5dt 2,340!  U/S 1/5-- TWINS!!!  EDD 8/26/15

  "You'll never see the rainbow if you can't survive the storm"

      

  

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• doves654 member

  October 2014

  I'm so sorry, that sounds so hard.

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  Our story:

  TTC since 4/13

  Me: 35

  Husband: 45 

  Issues: Moderate MFI, tubal factor, fertilization problems

  10/13 - we find out my husband has MFI, which has since been addressed and mostly remedied. Hate our RE. 

  12/13 - finally find an RE we love.

  1/14-5/14 - using Letrizole

  6/14 - 1st IUI with Clomid, BFN

  7/14 - 2nd IUI with Clomid,  BFN

  7/14 - Insurance reverses decision and agrees to cover HSG, we learn I have tubal factor

  11/14 - IVF #1 = BFN

  1/15/15 - FET with our one frozen embryo scheduled.

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• Rangiroa member

  October 2014

  I'm so sorry. I know they meant well, but it still hurts.
  
  Right after my second MC, a waitress asked if I was pregnant because I didn't finish my food. When I said no, she kept pressing, saying, "Are you sure? You might just not know yet." All I said was, "Yes I'm sure," which took a lot of restraint.
  
  
  

  ***  Losses Mentioned ***

  Me: 35 this month DH: 35

  TTC since January 2013

  2/13: BFP  4/13: MC @ 9 weeks - D&C - no chromosome testing
  7/13: BFP  10/13: MC @ 3 1/2 months - D&C - chrom test normal

  11/13: 1st RE visit for testing only - AMH .4 - FSH 11 - positive MTHFR (one copy)

  2/14: BFP 4/13 (identical mono/tri quads, 2 conjoined) - MC @ 8 weeks - D&C - chrom test normal

  10/14: RE 2nd opinion & IVF consult - Dx small uterine septum - AFC 3 total - recommended banking 3 ERs - DH slightly low morphology
  12/14: First ER cycle - EPP w/testosterone, Lupron microflare w/Saizen. 4R/3M/2F. Both abnormal. RE strongly recommends donor eggs.

   

  
  

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• CML11 member

  November 2014

  @Rangiroa‌ I'm pretty sure that justifies a punch in the face!

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• lebradford member

  November 2014

  I'm sorry. That must have been really hard.

  **siggy warning**  **everyone welcome**

  
  

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  DS- 11.07.02

  DSS- 6.26.04

  Married- 6.29.13

  TTC Again- Sept. 2013

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  Test Results/Diagnosis- HSG & SA totally normal

  DX: 3/2014 Prolactinoma/Hyperprolactinemia- Started cabergoline 2/2014

  5/2014 Possible mild PCOS in addition to hyperprolactinemia??

  7/2014 Adding probable tubal factor to the diagnosis list

  9/2014 And now adding hypothyroid to the list- Started synthroid 9/2014

  Cycles 1-4 - Sept.-March- All Anovulatory 
  

  IUI #1 March/April-  Clomid 50mg + Clomid 100mg +Trigger + IUI #1 = BFN
  

   IUI #2 April/May-Clomid 100mg + Clomid 150mg + Trigger + IUI #2 + Endometrin=BFN

  IUI #3- June- Follistim 75iu + Trigger + IUI #3  Benched due to a 40 mm cyst. :-(

  IUI #3- July- Follistim 75iu + Trigger + IUI #3 + Endometrin = BFP! on 7/25/14
  

  Slowly rising betas - Ectopic suspected on 8/8/14 & confirmed on 8/11/14

  Methotrexate on 8/12/14 -HCG negative on 9/2/14

  IVF #1- November- Antagonist protocol: 11/1: start stims, 200iu of Follistim; 11/12 ER 17R/14M/14F; 11/17 5 day transfer of two blasts, 2 blasts and 2 expanding morulas frozen; 11/22 BFP!! (On FRER at 5dp5dt)

  Betas: 9dp5dt 205, 11dp5dt 497, 14dp5dt 1,709

  u/s at 5w0d- 1 sac; u/s at 6w0d 1 baby with heartbeat, another sac without a heartbeat

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• SuzyHomemaker07 member

  November 2014

  Ugh, I'm sorry. It's hard to not say anything when it's all you think about.

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• Pookster1020 member

  November 2014

  Thanks ladies - sorry for the late reply took a break from TB for a few days.

  
  

  This whole process is just awful.  I wouldn't wish this on any one.

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• CRMhoney member

  November 2014

  Been there!! My husbands business partner knows all about our IVF cycles, I guess he didn't relay them to his wife, or she is a total moron (probably the latter) because we were all out to dinner and it was the first week of the school year and she was talking about her kids going off and she started CRYING at the dinner table because she said it was hard for her to watch her FOURTH child ride the bus by himself because her THIRD child went off to middle school on a different bus. No joke she looks at me and says, "you are so lucky you don't have to deal with this". I could feel DH stiffen his body beside me. I smiled and ordered another glass of wine. Freaked out in the cab come. This was 5 days after my 2nd MC/chemical.  Oh and I wanted to scream..LADY it's a frikin BUS RIDE! 

  
  

  
  

  ++Siggy Warning++

  
  

  Me: 33

  DH: 39

  
  

  TTC: 4 years.

  Me: PCOS. Polyps.

  DH: Low morphology and motility.

  
  

  TTC naturally - 1yr.

  4 IUI with metformin - All BFN. 

  Changed ER.

  
  

  IVF # 1 - 6 blasts made it to freeze. Transferred 1 fresh blast. Low first beta, but rose appropriately. Bean made it and we heard Heartbeat!! Sadly Bean couldn't hold on. Heartbroken. M/C.

  
  

  FET# 1- 2 beautiful blasts transferred.1st beta- 6. Chemical.

  
  

  FET # 2 - 2 beautiful blasts transferred. 1st beta - 74. #'s rose appropriately. Ultrasound found Sac and fetal pole! Sadly bean couldn't hang on. M/C. Devastated. 

  
  

  One frosty left. 

  
  

  IVF#2 - ER Scheduled for November. We will be doing PGD. Transfer most likely JAN 2015.

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

    

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• Pookster1020 member

  November 2014

  @CRMhoney- I give you credit for not actually saying anything to her!  Looks like we'll be on the same schedule next month.  I too have on frosty left and will be heading for FET in January.

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