Pregnant after a Loss

First US tomorrow. Bundle of NERVES

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edited October 2014 in Pregnant after a Loss

Tomorrow I'll be 6w2d and having our first US. I was a combination of excited and nervous. The closer I have gotten to this date my only emotions are fear and nervous. I am terrified I wont see a heartbeat and we will have bad news again. It's not even the milestone I made it to last time but I'm scared this has just been a cruel joke. I know I'm being irrational but simply can't help it. Ts&Ps everything is so far so good please!

*****UPDATE

Whew! All was well! Heartbeat was strong and just flickering away! Tears of JOY! I'll have another one in 1 month so I can go through that torture all over again. For now though "TODAY I AM PREGNANT AND I LOVE MY BABY".

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Congrats to all you ladies who posted about your US today! Good luck to those with upcoming ones too!

Married 12/18/2010   BFP#1 4/1/14   MC 5/6/14   D&C 5/13/14  BFP#2 10/5/14

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Re: First US tomorrow. Bundle of NERVES

  • I don't think it is an irrational fear when you have experienced a loss in the past. I am always scared to death about having u/s done. Unfortunately loss leaves us all a bit scared. HUGS!!! Sending you strength and T&Ps for a wonderful scan tomorrow.

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     TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)

    BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d

    BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13

    BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks

    BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby 

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  • I'm right there with you! Hopefully it will be a great day with heartbeats and on schedule growth all around!

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    Me (34) MH (37)
    Married 10/12/02
    DS 06/21/06
    MMC 06/07
    DS 07/31/09
    MC 12/10
    MMC 02/14 ; D&C 02/14/14
    MC (CP?) 07/14
  • Best wishes for a healthy scan tomorrow!
  • I hold my breath at every appt. Experiencing loss changes how we see things. Thinking of you and hope everything goes well.
  • It's not irrational. PGAL brain is no joke. (((Hugs))) FX for a good scan tomorrow.

    BFP #1: 8/17/13     Due Date: 4/26/14      MMC discovered @ 9w 4d       D&C: 10/2/13
    BFP #2: 12/23/13       Due Date: 9/6/14      MMC discovered @ 8w 5d    D&C: 2/6/14
    BFP #3 8/26/14     Due Date: 5/7/15  

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  • Wishing you a great scan ! Breath , take it one day at a time...pgal is terrible..
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  • Fx for a great US tomorrow!!

    Started TTC Nov. 2011 

    1st clomid cycle June 2012- No response :: HSG August 2012- Left tube blocked, right tube clear :: 2nd clomid cycle Aug. 2012 BFN :: 3rd clomid cycle Sept. 2012 :: BFP Sept 30th :: DS born 6/15/13 :: BFP #2 7/29/14 M/C 8/5/14 :: BFP#3 10/20/14 DD born 7/1/2015 :: Applied to be surrogate April '17 :: Transferred 1 Embryo for IFs Dec. '17 :: Surro Babe born 9/11/18 :: Started 2nd Journey May '19 :: Transferred 1 Embryo for new IFs 9/24/19 :: HB 138 at 6w6d


  • @nursecmc Good luck tomorrow! I hope to see happy updates tomorrow!

    Married 12/18/2010   BFP#1 4/1/14   MC 5/6/14   D&C 5/13/14  BFP#2 10/5/14

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  • Fx for a great u/s
    BFP #1 09/26/2013 EDD 06/04/2013 MMC 11/01/2013
    BFP #2 05/15/2014 EDD 01/24/2015

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  • Good luck!
    Multiple TTCAL 1image
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     TTC #1 since March 2011 
    BFP #1: EDD 4/16/13~~blighted ovum w/ 2 gestational sacs~~Loss on 9/18/12
    BFP #2: EDD 9/3/13~~Slow HB at 1st U/S~~MMC -Loss on 2/13/13
    9/13, 10/13, 1/14: letrozole + trigger + TI = All BFNs
    3/14: IUI#1 letrozole/Bravelle/Menopur + trigger = BFN
    BFP #3: EDD 1/27/15 Please be our rainbow! ...Team Green


  • Wishing you only good things as you go into your u/s today!
    PCOS & ute crew member
    BFP #1: 10/24/2012  EDD 7/3/13, missed m/c @ 9 weeks, D&E 
    DX: Septate Uterus. Septum resection 6/4/13
    BFP #2: 12/20/2013  EDD 9/1/14, missed m/c @ 7weeks, D&E
    BFP #3: 5/26/2014 EDD 2/7/15, missed m/c @ 9 weeks, D&E- DX Trisomy22
    RPL, Karyotyping, and SHG: All Normal
    BFP #4: 9/6/14 EDD 5/16/15 Praying for our RAINBOW!
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  • Best of luck at your appointment today! ((HUGS))
  • Sending T&Ps for a great ultrasound today!

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    TTC #1 since January 2013

    BFP #1: April 5, 2013; EDD December 11, 2013; Missed M/C May 15, 2013

    BFP #2: February 17, 2014; EDD October 30, 2014; M/C March 15, 2014

    BFP #3: August 1, 2014; EDD April 14, 2015 - Praying for our RAINBOW!

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  • Best wishes and prayers for a wonderful ultrasound with a healthy baby!

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    BFP #1: 10/15/10- DS born 6/29/11

    BFP #2: 6/26/2012- DS born 3/11/13

    BFP #3: 2/26/14- MMC and D&C 4/11/14

    BFP#4: 9/1/14- MC 9/6/14

    BFP#5: 10/3/14- Due Date 6/15/15

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  • Sending lots of T&Ps for a great scan today!

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    TTC since March 2012 
    BFP #1 1/29/13, EDD 10/9/13 
    MMC discovered at 10 weeks (baby measured 9 weeks) D&C on 3/16/13 
    BFP #2  CP on 3/31/14
    BFP #3  8/11/14  EDD 4/22/14
  • Sending you good thoughts!
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    BFP: 09/22/14 EDD: 06/06/15 (hoping for our rainbow)
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  • Wonderful update! Congrats!
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    Me (35) + DH (37) - Married Sept. 2007
    BFP #1 - DS born 7/11/11
    BFP#2 11/13/13 - EDD 7/29/14 - M/C at 5w3d
    BFP #3 12/28/13 - EDD 9/7/14 - M/C at 4w6d
    BFP#4 3/27/14 -  EDD 12/5/14 - Girl lost to 45X at 8w6d - D&C 
    BFP#5 10/15/14 - EDD 6/30/15 - M/C at 7w2d
    BFP #6 1/5/15 - EDD 9.16.14 [CLICKY for progress]
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  • Glad to hear it went well!
    I would be crying too! :) Mine went ok. 6w0d by LMP and the gestational sac, yolk sac were measuring right on. Fetal pole starting. I go back in 2.5 weeks for another peek inside. Would have liked a heartbeat- but not my time yet. I agree- today I am pregnant and I love my baby.

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    Me (34) MH (37)
    Married 10/12/02
    DS 06/21/06
    MMC 06/07
    DS 07/31/09
    MC 12/10
    MMC 02/14 ; D&C 02/14/14
    MC (CP?) 07/14
  • Yay! Congrats on a great US!
    BFP #2 3/19/14      EDD: 11/28/14
     Femara + Gonal F + Ovidrel  3/6/14  IUI #3 (plus 2x acupuncture)


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    BFP #1 7/22/13   EDD 3/29/14   MMC 8/13/13
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  • YAY!!! :)  Great update!!
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