Hug @divinemsbee and hoping&waiting12! I can't believe I had some hope last cycle too. I hadn't really charted or temped much over the last few months, but started again last cycle. It was like charting again and seeing ovulation and knowing that timing was great, etc, and still got my period was kind of worse than having some unknowns. It's all such a mindfuck.
TTC#1 since May 2012. Low AMH, High FSH. Factor II (Prothrombin) Mutation TTGP Award Best PIP 2013 & 2014
FFFC: I accidentally texted my boss last night about something that happened at work and ended it with "WTF???" She didn't reply but when I realized I sent it to her, I responded and said "Woah. My phone is so messed up. I just alerted me that this message failed to send even though we talked about it earlier and it auto-corrected WHAT to WTF." She responded and said, "HA!! I didn't think it was like you to curse!!"
If she only knew.
Ha!
My boss is Mormon. I'm mindful to not bring up alcohol-centric (happy hour!!) or caffeine-centric (let's go get coffee!) social things for the lab to do. I also try to gently remind the others in my lab the same. Not that he couldn't come or something, but he's private and I've worked with him for quite awhile (>10 years!) so I know his comfort levels on things.
But, dammit... sometimes "fuck" just slips out when I'm talking to him. And I feel TERRIBLE. Every time. But, I have heard him curse a time or two so I feel a little better. But mostly not.
My graduate advisor hired me after my first meeting with him in his office. It wasn't until after I left that I remembered with a horrified gasp that I had said "It was a crazy project. Fuck. I had no idea how complicated it would be. But, I got it to work." He didn't miss a beat so I didn't even realize.
My sailor mouth must get under control at some point.
OK- I don't even go here, but Mormons can't have caffeine?
BFP 1- EDD 2/09/11 Missed MC DX @11 weeks D&C- 7/25/10 BFP 2- EDD 12/22/11 Natural MC @ 5w 2d BFP 3- EDD 1/25/12 DD Josephine born 1/16/12
I don't have much to add to #laserpointerducktorturegate, except I am just picturing the ducks having the presence of mind to panic thinking a sniper is taking aim.
I don't know why it reminds me of the scene from the jerk. What a stupid movie, but hilarious.
My confession is that I haven't taken a shower for five days. I had a haircut and the stylist washed my hair on Tuesday, and I've had so much grading that a shower is the lowest priority.
"It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness." - Eleanor Roosevelt
Ok so here's an actual confession from me, I've shared it with one other person already, but I'm still thinking about it.
I'm really scared about taking clomid. Like I'm going to be completely monitored appropriately, I've been through the full testing requirements and I'm still like oh fuck clomid is the devil. I even asked my RE about doing a different med instead, but he's really certain that's what will work best.
So these rando posters talking about taking it all care free really piss me off. Like wake the fuck up it isn't all rainbows and sunshine.
:::HUGS::: Clomid is really a good drug if you need it and you're being monitored, which you are! The only time you should be scared of CloClo is if you weren't being monitored or you weren't fully tested beforehand.
Good luck and I hope that it gives you "Da Extra Boost" you need!!
First of all ((hugs)) @Diordra. I've been there and odds are that I'll be there again.
I was cold sweat terrified even though I'd been through all the testing and trust my doc and we had many long conversations about it. I know why we talk like we do about Clomid on the board, and it makes sense for people who think it's magic baby candy, but I also know that, for people that need it and use it correctly, it's a good drug. I had to psyche myself up before the first pill, like I thought something horrible was going to happen the second I swallowed. It didn't, and I had plenty of monitoring and a doctor to talk to. It's a shitty place to get to, needing the drugs, but they can and do help so many people. ((hugs)) again.
TTC #1 since 11/2012 Me-31, H-27 **Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP** **Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25** Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14 SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal. HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall. Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed. 9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014 BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000! U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015 U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
I am hopelessly addicted to Dunkin Donuts iced coffee and I pay cash so my husband doesn't rag on me about paying that much for a cup of coffee I could make at home.
But it wouldn't taste nearly as good.
And before you worry that DH is a jerk for checking up on my expenditures: we tried both managing our bank account. Instead, I let him do it and occasionally give me direction on what to spend/what not to, and because of that, we are still married. I hate math anyway.
Tomorrow is our anniversary and I havent gotten DH anything. At least I made him a card.
I'm so bad at buying H gifts. Not bad at picking them out (I'm a really good gift-picker-out-er for everyone), but bad about not going to actually buy them. I do have an anniversary card (ours is next month) that I saw months ago and had to buy because it's perfectly us.
I'm the same way about Christmas presents for everyone, I always get caught up last minute before things need to go in the mail. I should start buying/ordering things when I see them and putting them away (thus completing my evolution into my mother).
TTC #1 since 11/2012 Me-31, H-27 **Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP** **Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25** Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14 SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal. HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall. Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed. 9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014 BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000! U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015 U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
FFFC: I've been married 5 years and have yet to remember our anniversary on the day of our anniversary. He never remembers either, so it works. We usually remember a week or so before and then promptly forget.
Son: Jackson, 11/02/06, stillborn due to PPROM and IUGR. Over the next ten years we had 9 miscarriages from 8-14 weeks. On May 18, 2016 my daughter, Ridley, was born. We're OADNBC.
FFFC: My husband needed a little extra incentive to make ED sex happen during FW. I told him that after I get my CH confirming O, for every "important day" that we had sex, he gets to do some other sex stuff that he loves to do with me (that has no chance in resulting in pregnancy).
In my absence: 1. please stop torturing ducks, 2. GBCB was weird, 3. MOAR WINE
Just going to jump in here because it's a pet peeve of mine....
The phrase is actually "with bated breath." It comes from the verb "abate," which means "to reduce or lessen."
But @littleliverpill can say anything - She's earned that right being in Vietnam.
I haven't taken a shower for 2 days and I'm still spotting from my m/c. I'm not exactly fresh as a daisy down there right now. Is it bad that IDGAF?
And, DH and I are going to a wedding tonight. I so want to pull the m/c card, sit in my sweats/filth, and stuff my face with ice cream and chocolate.
((Hugs)) I went from showering a couple times the first few days of my MC to really down and not showering for a whole weekend. Take care of yourself.
So I admittedly stopped short of reading the whole thread before posting and didn't see this until after I posted, but I wanted to agree with @LDubHawksFan and say, it's not bad that YDGAF. I barely moved for at least three days after mine. Eventually, you will shower again. And eventually, you will smile and actually feel happy. T&P
In my absence: 1. please stop torturing ducks, 2. GBCB was weird, 3. MOAR WINE
Just going to jump in here because it's a pet peeve of mine....
The phrase is actually "with bated breath." It comes from the verb "abate," which means "to reduce or lessen."
But @littleliverpill can say anything - She's earned that right being in Vietnam.
In actuality isn't a real phrase.
Unfortunately, it is a real phrase. It means in actual fact. It's just ugly. "In fact" is shorter and gets the same point across.
But I'm confused why this came up?
January Siggy Challenge: Happy Dance
BFP #1: 10-25-11, MC: 11-1-11 @ 5w5d BFP#2: 12-29-11, DS born September 2012 TFAS: July 2014, BFP#3: 12-29-14, EDD 9-9-15
I have a question for the class and I don't want to start my own thread so I think I'm going to put it here.
My FF VIP is up in 24 days (fuck you very much lady bits) should I renew? I don't think I have a need to temp or use OPK's anymore but than what if we do break cycle? I'm very conflicted. Help me decide whether or not to spend $25 pretty please?
I wouldn't bother. You get all the important things without VIP.
Me: 37 DH: 45 BFP #1 3/19/14 EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14 BFP #2 12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo Saw heartbeat 12/29. Please be a rainbow.
I love banjo music. Béla Fleck is playing at a nearby University, and no one will come to the concert with me. Pretty sure I'm going to still go by myself. Because he's awesome.
I will come with you!
When we lived in Michigan, we went to Wheatland Music Festival (bluegrass and folk). SO MUCH BANJO!
FFFC: I have no idea what a Cumberbatch is.
I need a fire proof suit now, right?
Spartan, you just put the dumbest grin on my face. He's an actor: see @DovahFel, @slappiness, @Diordra for pics in siggies.
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TTGP Acronyms/Newbie Blog “I want people to like what I do, but, at the bottom line, fuck ‘em if they don’t.” - Craig Ferguson
Followup FFFC: after spending considerable time here, I think there might be something seriously miswired in my brain in that I can't get on the Benedict Cumberbatch Sexy Train (also my 70s band name). I think I get it objectively, but I just don't feel it. What else can I watch him in that might make me see the light? Honestly, I was sort of more into Watson. What is wrong with meeeeeee?
And for the record, I'm usually not the one attracted to the pretty boys - my favorite recent TV guys are Matthew Rhys, Rupert Friend, Bill Hader, and Corey Stoll.
And also for the record, I am definitely always on the Loki Sexy Train.
I enjoy the show, and he's great in it, but he's not my bag either. The voice is nice, but it only carries so far. For the record, my crush on the show is Detective Lestrade.
TTC #1 since 11/2012 Me-31, H-27 **Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP** **Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25** Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14 SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal. HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall. Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed. 9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014 BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000! U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015 U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
In my absence: 1. please stop torturing ducks, 2. GBCB was weird, 3. MOAR WINE
Just going to jump in here because it's a pet peeve of mine....
The phrase is actually "with bated breath." It comes from the verb "abate," which means "to reduce or lessen."
But @littleliverpill can say anything - She's earned that right being in Vietnam.
In actuality isn't a real phrase.
Unfortunately, it is a real phrase. It means in actual fact. It's just ugly. "In fact" is shorter and gets the same point across.
But I'm confused why this came up?
----- I apologize for not phrasing that in the most satisfactory manner. I only meant for it to be a statement of fact, with no ugly connotation implied.
FFFC: I have no idea what a Cumberbatch is.
I need a fire proof suit now, right?
A Cumberbatch, hahahahahahahaha
A Cumberbatch is a person, as in Benedict Cumberbatch. Please to see my siggy.
This completely reminds me of an old coworker, who used to put random "the"s and "a"s in front of names and titles to express his confusion or disdain. He was the only guy stuck on a team with six women and was frequently exasperated with us. Example:
"What, exactly, is a Lady Gaga?"
"Can you people stop talking about the Channing Tatum?"
No longer posting on The Bump due to the appalling misconduct of the staff and of its parent company, the XO Group. Four thousand active, engaged members do not represent "a few bad apples" and we are not trolls.
FFFC: I ate a whole box of Wheat Thins today. Okay, I started it yesterday. But still. You know when you're doing other stuff and then you reach in the box and...oh...no more Wheat Thins...
Re: FFFC
Me-31, H-27
**Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP**
**Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25**
Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14
SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal.
HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall.
Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed.
9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014
BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000!
U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat
U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015
U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
TTC#1 since May 2012. Low AMH, High FSH.
Factor II (Prothrombin) Mutation
TTGP Award Best PIP 2013 & 2014
My Chart
TTC#1 since May 2012. Low AMH, High FSH.
Factor II (Prothrombin) Mutation
TTGP Award Best PIP 2013 & 2014
My Chart
OK- I don't even go here, but Mormons can't have caffeine?
BFP 1- EDD 2/09/11 Missed MC DX @11 weeks D&C- 7/25/10 BFP 2- EDD 12/22/11 Natural MC @ 5w 2d BFP 3- EDD 1/25/12 DD Josephine born 1/16/12
Hey gurl, hey!
I love the UOs and FFFCs on this board, so I dirty lurk the heck out of it.
BFP 1- EDD 2/09/11 Missed MC DX @11 weeks D&C- 7/25/10 BFP 2- EDD 12/22/11 Natural MC @ 5w 2d BFP 3- EDD 1/25/12 DD Josephine born 1/16/12
TTC#1 since May 2012. Low AMH, High FSH.
Factor II (Prothrombin) Mutation
TTGP Award Best PIP 2013 & 2014
My Chart
Utah also consumes the most ice cream per capita of any state in the union. Surprising, considering the cold. And they eat tons of Jello.
Me-31, H-27
**Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP**
**Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25**
Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14
SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal.
HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall.
Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed.
9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014
BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000!
U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat
U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015
U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
I enjoy reality tv, true crime stories, lime-a-ritas, and pizza..
I also read more fanfiction than actual novels nowadays, pretty sad
"It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness." - Eleanor Roosevelt
3 failed IUI cycles
Oct '15 - IVF 1 - 10R, 3M, 0F
Sept '16 - IVF - 12R, 11M, 5F and 3 perfect day 5 blasts - MMC 7w5d
Jan '17 - FET 1 - BFP, EDD 10/14
I was cold sweat terrified even though I'd been through all the testing and trust my doc and we had many long conversations about it. I know why we talk like we do about Clomid on the board, and it makes sense for people who think it's magic baby candy, but I also know that, for people that need it and use it correctly, it's a good drug. I had to psyche myself up before the first pill, like I thought something horrible was going to happen the second I swallowed. It didn't, and I had plenty of monitoring and a doctor to talk to. It's a shitty place to get to, needing the drugs, but they can and do help so many people. ((hugs)) again.
Me-31, H-27
**Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP**
**Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25**
Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14
SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal.
HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall.
Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed.
9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014
BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000!
U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat
U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015
U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
Me-31, H-27
**Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP**
**Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25**
Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14
SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal.
HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall.
Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed.
9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014
BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000!
U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat
U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015
U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
I'm the same way about Christmas presents for everyone, I always get caught up last minute before things need to go in the mail. I should start buying/ordering things when I see them and putting them away (thus completing my evolution into my mother).
Me-31, H-27
**Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP**
**Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25**
Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14
SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal.
HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall.
Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed.
9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014
BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000!
U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat
U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015
U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
The phrase is actually "with bated breath." It comes from the verb "abate," which means "to reduce or lessen."
But I'm confused why this came up?
BFP #1: 10-25-11, MC: 11-1-11 @ 5w5d
BFP#2: 12-29-11, DS born September 2012
TFAS: July 2014, BFP#3: 12-29-14, EDD 9-9-15
I wouldn't bother. You get all the important things without VIP.
DH: 45
BFP #1 3/19/14 EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
BFP #2 12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
Saw heartbeat 12/29. Please be a rainbow.
All welcome
When we lived in Michigan, we went to Wheatland Music Festival (bluegrass and folk). SO MUCH BANJO!
I need a fire proof suit now, right?
What Are Your Thoughts on Tap Dancing Penguins?
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Stupid mobile. I figured it was a person, just don't know the who or why. A Cumberbatch was used to demonstrate my complete lack of knowledge
What Are Your Thoughts on Tap Dancing Penguins?
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“I want people to like what I do, but, at the bottom line, fuck ‘em if they don’t.” - Craig Ferguson
3 failed IUI cycles
Oct '15 - IVF 1 - 10R, 3M, 0F
Sept '16 - IVF - 12R, 11M, 5F and 3 perfect day 5 blasts - MMC 7w5d
Jan '17 - FET 1 - BFP, EDD 10/14
This is the most endearing thing I have ever read. I love you haha.
Me-31, H-27
**Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP**
**Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25**
Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14
SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal.
HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall.
Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed.
9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014
BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000!
U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat
U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015
U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
But I'm confused why this came up?
-----
I apologize for not phrasing that in the most satisfactory manner. I only meant for it to be a statement of fact, with no ugly connotation implied.
I much prefer drinking during the day. I can't remember the last time I had a drink after 9 p.m.
3 failed IUI cycles
Oct '15 - IVF 1 - 10R, 3M, 0F
Sept '16 - IVF - 12R, 11M, 5F and 3 perfect day 5 blasts - MMC 7w5d
Jan '17 - FET 1 - BFP, EDD 10/14