1 week to go, feeling nervous

tacosandtums · October 2014

Hi everyone. I don't usually post on this board, usually I just read alot, but I could use some support. I'm 39 weeks today, FTM, and starting to have doubts. Thoughts entering my mind are like "why am I so set on med-free birth? can I really do this?"

My doctor is for the most part supportive, and has said things like "Most women end up getting an epidural; I hope you can prove me wrong". I have a doula, I've read all the books, took the natural childbirth classes, made the birth plan (a basic one with a lot of "if possible" language).

I'm just starting to feel very nervous and like "Why am I doing this natural birth thing???" I need to get my head back to where it was earlier in pregnancy when I had all the confidence. Any suggestions? Thank you for reading.

manders9479 · October 2014

I am making a list of all the reasons I chose to go med-free in the first place. I've never done it before and I have a feeling there will be some point during labor (probably transition) where I won't want to anymore. I'm giving the list to my husband and having him read it to me during labor. I'm also including some birth affirmations I've really liked. Our bodies were made to do this, you have prepared yourself, you can get through it!

jennypolkadots · October 2014

I completely understand the self doubt. You're human, it happens.

You can do this. Remind yourself of the reasons why this is so important to you. Talk to your doula and your husband about how you're feeling. Doula's are great at pep talks and the encouragement is what you hire them for

Give her a call today. Also talk to her about coming to your house to help you labor before heading to the hospital. If you wait it out at home until your contractions are close together you are much less likely to cave for the epidural. Also make a plan to rest through the early parts of labor no matter how exciting it is. You need that energy.

Do yourself a favor and go pick up a copy of Ina May Gaskin's Guide to Childbirth. The first half is nothing but positive empowering birth stories. Highlight sections that really stand out to you and have your DH read them back when you're in early labor. It's okay if you don't get far through the book, just flipping through can be reassuring.

As others said - a list of why this is important to you is a wonderful idea. It is the healthiest option for you and your baby. It is the loving option. It is less comfortable for a while, but you will recover so much faster. You will be able to go home sooner. Your baby will not be exposed to harmful drugs. Your first meeting will be filled with endorphins and love hormones, as nature intended. You will remember every bit of it and feel more alert and awake when meeting your child. So many reasons, we all have our own. Make your list and remind yourself that you have prepared for this and you trust your body to deliver your baby in the way it is designed to. I hope this helps!! Update us after your birth!

MsMacual · October 2014

Hugs. I'm due any day with my second and even though I've had a med free birth, there still is some fear bc of all of the unknowns. I love the suggestions that have been made and will be spending some time this week reviewing the birth stories in Ina May's book for inspiration. The entire process for me was mind over matter and it helped to stay as relaxed and positive as possible so my body could do what it needed to do. I admittly hit my I want an epi point while we were driving to the hospital and didn't realize that I was in transition and was fully dialated by time my MW checked me. I immediately relaxed and got back to the task at hand when pain meds were no longer a possibility. I think your doula will be a great advocate and will help you stay focused if you start to doubt that you can do it. I also think that laboring at home as long as possible helps- you will be in your own space and able to relax much more easily than you will once you are at the hospital. You can do it!

tacosandtums · October 2014

Thank you all! I have been reading my Ina May book every night before bed!! I love the stories in there. Great suggestion of making a list of reasons I wanted to go natural in the first place. I will work on that. Appreciate all the comments!! Good luck to all of you,too!

tacosandtums · October 2014

Just wanted to say thanks for the support, everyone! My OB signed off on my birth plan the other day so I'm feeling a little more confident. Now just need to figure out a way to go into labor so I don't have to get induced at 41 weeks which is the practice's policy. (I'm only 39+2 days so there's time!)

MsMacual · October 2014

@RC1014 I think Ina May includes a list of natural ways to induce labor in the second section of her book (I'm not sure which chapter off hand). A lot can happen between now and 41 weeks, if you even get that far!

nightowl1989 · October 2014

As a FTM I am agreeing with PP even though I understand your fears. YOU CAN DO IT. Make that your mantra. I know I have because it's getting real at this point for me too. My only fear is IF I have to be induced I'm not sure I can do it pain med-free, but I'll try it because you never know until you do.

painttheair14 · October 2014

Read a few positive birth stories on the birth without fear blog!

vcabbyw · October 2014

My last week of pregnancy: prenatal massage appts, doing the deed lots

evening primrose oil and lots of acupuncture!! Soooo relaxing and potentially labor inducing. And I went into labor on my due date.

Ooh, and a few good longer walks up steep hills for lunges. Totally sucks but I went into labor after a good strenuous walk.

tacosandtums · October 2014

Thank you all for the support! No baby yet. 40+3 today. This week I got a massage, acupuncture, pedicure, bouncing on a birthing ball and walking, drinking raspberry leaf tea, and taking EPO. Some random cramping but no consistent contractions.

Plan from my doctor: I have an NST and amniotic fluid check on Monday. If either of those are "bad" then I will get admitted and start foley bulb Monday night and start Pitocin Tuesday.

If I "pass", then I will get admitted Wednesday night to start foley bulb and get induced with Pitocin Thursday morning.

I'm not thrilled with the plan but it's a "compromise" considering this hospital where I'm delivering doesn't typically "let you" go past 41w.

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