So after 4 boys and 4 losses's, (including my last son, who was said to be a girl and I found out in the OR they were wrong!), we are looking at IVF with PGD for the girl. Between my losses and my surprise, I have PPD still (he's 14 months old). It's been okay recently, but we had our IVF consult yesterday and my anxiety is awful since. Really, to the point I was crying last night and my husband was concerned--- I should be happy that we're moving on towards a potential girl. I am, but I'm thinking of all the "what if's"...what if I can't have a girl for whatever reason, or what if I go through all these miscarriages again..
It's bad enough that I just have the urge to throw in the towel, which is totally not like me...I've always dreamed of a daughter.