So yesterday was test day (12dpiui) and I got a BFN. I'm [sort of] holding out hope because no AF yet, and I'll retest again. So it wasn't a total fail. But, it was still a BFN. And I was feeling down and really defeated. So we went to my most favorite Mexican place for dinner (because duh, good food cures the blues). We were seated right next to a biracial couple (just like us) and they had a newborn baby. I tried to ignore it. But then the new mom started talking to a mixed family also sitting next to us, and asked where their children were adopted from (which I thought was rude, just because there are black kids with white adults doesn't mean they were adopted, or from another country, but maybe that's just me ). The ppl said the 2 kids were adopted from the Congo.. And the 3rd was their own. The classic story... as soon as they adopted she got PG. Then the table on the other side of them chimed in. They just went and saw their sons and daughter in laws sonogram, and we're told they were going to be grandparents for the first time (the expecting parents were also at dinner). {{Queue the round of applause}} So then the 3 tables started discussing names, tips for newborns, how adorable each other's kids were, etc. REALLY!?! I almost felt like I was being punked. I have never been around so much fertileness in my life! It took everything I had not to cry into my fajitas. Bless MH because he tried so hard to keep my attention on other things because he could see I was getting upset. I managed to hold it together, but I can't lie, when I got home I medicated with the yummy yummy chocolate my sock buddy sent me (thanks
@Laurensc927!). Hoping today goes a little better.. And FX that I end up getting my BFP.
Thanks for listening friends.
:: Me: 30 ~ DH: 27 ::
:: TTC since Oct 2013 ~ NTNP since Dec 2010 ::
:: DX: PCOS Characteristics & MFI ::
~May 2014: 1st Consult with RE~
~SA #1/#2 (low on all #'s), HSG (found non-threatening uterine fibroid)~
~*1500mg Metformin Daily*~
*June: Medicated Cycle #1: 5mg Letrozole + Trigger + TI + Progesterone = BFN*
*July: Medicated Cycle #2: 5mg Letrozole + Trigger + TI + Progesterone = BFN*
*Aug: Medicated Cycle #3: 5mg Letrozole + Trigger + TI + Progesterone = BFN*
*Sept: IUI #1: 5mg Letrozole + Follistim + Ovidrel + IUI + Progesterone = BFN*
Possibly Looking at IVF.. RE Suggested DH See a Urologist Before Moving On With Treatments
*Currently on a Break*
~*All Welcome*~
::: 3T November Siggy Challenge: Animals Being Jerks:::
Re: Bad IF day yesterday ***PG/LO mentioned (not mine)***
And @laurensc927 more chocolate would have been dangerous lol.
Me: 28 MH:35
Married September 2012. TTC since September 2013
June 2014 - Dx w/ significant PCOS and referred to RE.
July/August 2014 - Testing complete: Testosterone & AMH very high, FSH slightly high, Vitamin D low, tubes and lining all lovely. DH SA: A+
Cycle 1 (Nov 2014): 2.5 mg Letrozole/Ovidrel/TI = BFN
Cycle 2 (Dec 2014): 5 mg Letrozole/Ovidrel/TI - BFN
Cycle 3 (Jan 2015): 5mg Letrozole/Ovidrel/TI - BFN
WTF consult scheduled for 1/29
11/14- IUI #2 w/ Menopur- Blood Test= Negative
1/15- IUI # 3 w/ Menopur- Blood Test= Negative
2/15- Self Benched this cycle
3/15/15-Suprise BFP on natural cycle!!!! EDD-11/16/15
TTC since July 2012
BFP 5/22/13. Lap. to remove ectopic and dx with endo. 6/16/13
RE consult: June 2014
DX: FVL, endo, hypothyroidism, blocked left tube
Oct. 2014: First treatment cycle: Clomid+trigger+IUI=BFN
November 2014: Clomid+trigger+IUI again=BFP!
BFP 11/28/14 MC discovered 1/14/15
Blogging to stay sane
TTC since May 2013
Me: 31, blocked tube
DH: 35, azoospermia
IUI #1 (50 mg Clomid, Ovidrel) on 9/7/2014: BFN
IUI #2 (100 mg Clomid, Ovidrel) on 10/3/2014: BFN
IUI #3 (100 mg Clomid, Ovidrel, Estradiol) on 11/1/2014: BFN
First RE appt. on 11/11/2014
November 2014: Benched due to cyst
IUI #4 (5 mg Letrozole, Follistim, Ovidrel, Crinone) on 12/26/2014: BFP!!!
Beta 1 (1/9/2015): 292 Beta 2 (1/12/2015): 843
PCOS | Anovulatory | Metformin + Letrozole
Me: 27 DH: 35
TTC #1 Since July 2013
Started RE Testing July 2014
2 HSG tests: Right tube is blocked, possible endo.
TSH elevated, started Synthroid 25 mg daily.
October, 2014: Femara 5 mg + TI ---> 3 follies on blocked tube side ---> BFN
November, 2014: Femara + Ovidrel + IUI#1--2 follies (on the good side), 46 mil. motile sperm=BFN
Nov-Dec 2014: Femara + Ovidrel + IUI #2 (1 follie, 76 mil. motile sperm) + Endometrin=BFN
January, 2014: Femara + Ovidrel + IUI #3 (1 follie, 38 mil. motile sperm)=???
New RE appt. scheduled for 1/14.
3T January Siggy Challenge: New Years Resolutions
Mine: Lose the weight I put on from booze and cookies over Christmas.