Going to post and run today. Our internet has not been working well, so doing this on the go while we are out today. I will check back in later on with everyone.
Welcome to the PgAL check-in! This the weekly check-in for May 2015 moms who have previously experienced a miscarriage, stillbirth, or loss of a child at any age. If you are new, please feel free to jump right in. I look forward to the support we can share over the many months to come. This road is not easy, it helps to have each other to lean on! In case you need a mantra refresher you can find those HERE.
Thanks to @Ramy3 creative skills we have our PgAL badge that you can add to your siggy.

To our ladies who experienced loss this week, know your LO will always be remembered. You each will be in our thoughts and prayers! Many hugs!
Please share the following in your post
Pregnancy Loss Background (if first time joining us) :
EDD :
Gestation in weeks/fruit :
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones:
Any updates from last weeks check-in :
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently?
Re: PgAL Weekly Check-In : Sept 30
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 8 weeks 5 days, raspberry
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?
Physically I'm still nauseous and I've lost about 3lbs, but . I'm really stuck on sour foods right now. Emotionally I'm feeling a little better then last week.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones:
Next appointment is not until Oct 22. I don't know how I will make it.
Any updates from last weeks check-in :My ultrasound went well on Friday. I was measuring 3 days ahead and I'm currently the most pregnant I've ever been. (My losses were both around 7 weeks).
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently?
Gestation in weeks/fruit: 9w2d/olive
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? My nausea is better--doesn't happen unless I'm starving and typically later in the day. Getting emotionally sensitive. I'm sensitive anyway but little things are setting me off. Had a horrible loss dream last night so of course I'm rattled by that too.
Upcoming appointments or milestones: Tuesday materniT21 test. Guess they can tell the sex too! Crazy.
GTKY: Just started How to get away with murder. So good!! Also catching up on Masters of Sex
M/C 5w6d 6.25.14
Hoping for a rainbow!
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 7w4d/blueberry
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones:
Any updates from last weeks check-in : Not much, just had a great appointment last Thursday where we heard a hb of 150 and looking forward to my appt this Thursday.
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Once Upon a Time, Resurrection, and Parks and Rec are my favorites.
EDD : May 28, 2014
Gestation in weeks/fruit : a seed of some sort. I'm 5w 5d. I looked it up, bayb is the size of an appleseed
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?
Physically I'm exhausted. I yawn all the time and feel like I never get enough sleep. I could sleep the instant I get home each night. Commuting had been tough too. I get sleepy in the car.
Emotionally I've been so so. I don't have any ms and while I know not everyone gets it I'm so nervous. I will feel much better after my appt. on Monday.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: First appt. on Monday at 8:30. DH and I both took the day off. We are going to spend it together, whatever the outcome. MFM is going to do an u/s too. I can't wait to see that tiny bean.
Any updates from last weeks check-in : Nothing much to report. I've been chillaxing. My boobs are on and off killing me. I did buy the Belly Book! One of my biggest regrets last time was not keeping a journal. I felt like writing in it was a huge first step. I also wrote Daddy in it referring to my H. He cried when he read it. It was so sweet.
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently?
Nothing much at the moment. All the shows I really care about aren't on right now. Mad Men, GOT, Downton, The Walking Dead. I'll be happy when they start again.
Thanks for check-in @momtosam! I hope you are well.
THE DARK SIDE IT IS
and GBCB
BFP 8/2/12 EDD 4/9/13 Addie was delivered 1/4/13 at 26 weeks due to Eclampsia
BFP 9/15/14 EDD 5/28/15 Please be our R A I N B O W take home baby BOY
~All AL always welcome~
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 9w/2d
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? Physically I'm exhausted and hungry! Really hungry but can't eat anything because nothing seems appealing!
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones:
I will feel so much better at my 9 a.m. appointment on Friday!!!
Any updates from last weeks check-in : my doctor told me that if it would make me feel better I could come in for an ultrasound every 2 weeks instead of 3 or possibly more. I will definitely take her up on the offer!
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Blacklist!! I got caught up on Netflix and look forward to watching it on Mondays!
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 6 weeks, a sweet pea
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? The morning sickness is going strong, and usually lasts all day. I just go a script for Diclegis, so I'll be trying that this evening.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: My first appointment and u/s isn't until Oct. 20th. But I did pass my loss milestone last Wednesday. I feel a bit calmer after that, but I'm still stressed waiting for the u/s.
Any updates from last weeks check-in : nope.
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? I just finished Six Feet Under last night. So I'm on the look out for a new show to binge watch
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 8 weeks tomorrow (10/1)
How are you feeling physically? Ok- still tired. My breasts started becoming sore. I have food aversions but not really too much nausea. I also keep getting hot then cold...not sure if that's normal or not. Also noticed my leg hair is darker- hormones?
Emotionally? Whew- it's been an emotional week. My husband and I had an opportunity to build a home and we highly considered it but it made me a nervous wreck. I couldn't sleep or eat for 2 days. We turned it down because of all the unknowns right now, the financial burdens and because it was making me so stressed out. I pray the stress hasn't affected this pregnancy.
Also just been extra sensitive and on the verge of tears at the smallest things.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: No appointments for 2 weeks. Milestone I did tell my mom about the pregnancy due to why I was so upset and stressed out.
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Scandal
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 7w1-7w5
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? Okay, just really tired and still getting bouts of nausea.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: Just came from my first appointment! Saw the heart beat at 139 and measuring just 3 or so days behind which she said was fine. Next appointment is on Halloween!
Any updates from last weeks check-in : Just seeing heart beat and baby bean
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Grey's, How to get away with murder, Bones. Can't wait for The Walking Dead
Hi ladies!
EDD : May 27
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 5w6d Appleseed
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?
Exhausted. Little more queasy than last week. Ive also been waking up in the middle of the night hungry, eating has helped, but it hasn't been easy to fall back asleep. Still feel pretty good emotionally. Just have a lot of faith things are ok in there.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones:
Intake call with nurse on Thursday. They're letting me do it over the phone since I've been in for blood already.
Any updates from last weeks check-in : Not really
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Scandal
I've had 5 losses total. 1 was about 17 years ago in between my 2 boys @14 weeks. I had 4 in 10 months time last year. 10 1/2, 8 1/2, 5 and 4weeks. 2 were girls and had trisomy 18 and 16. We did IVF ICSI with PGD. I'm now pregnant with a genetically normal embryo.
EDD : 5-30-15
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 5w3d. Not sure about the fruit
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? Physically I'd never guess I was pregnant if my RE's office didn't keep telling me. Emotionally I'm a basket case. I'm suppose to be all excited because we saw a sac today but I can't. I've seen lots of sacs and lots of heartbeats doesn't mean anything to me. I hate how all my losses have taken all the joy of a pregnancy away from me.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: I have another appt next Tuesday and should get to see a heartbeat.
Any updates from last weeks check-in
:since this is my first check in I just had an appt today and saw 1 sac measuring 1 day ahead.
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? I just started watching black list last night OMG it's good.
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 6w3d
How are you feeling physically? Sore/sensitive breasts, occasional nausea, some abdominal stretching. Emotionally? Nervous. Excited. Counting down the days to my first u/s on Monday. Hoping, hoping to hear this little blueberry is healthy. My last pregnancy ended in a miscarriage at 8w2d, but we were told development likely stopped around 6 or 7 weeks. So, I'm almost there. Anticipation is tough!!
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: U/S on 10/6.
Any updates from last weeks check-in:
My first check-in!
GTKY – What tv show are you into: Once Upon a Time, Blacklist, New Girl.
Wishing all of you the best!!
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 8 wk, raspberry
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? Physically I am feeling well, minimal breast tenderness and cramping
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: Follow up appt and u/s Thursday.
Any updates from last weeks check-in : I had an u/s last Thursday which was not promising. We saw an empty sac that was measuring behind. I have a follow up u/s in 2 days to see if there has been any growth. Hoping to see a baby this time, I really don't want another loss. I still feel preg, I have not had any bleeding, spotting, or pain. So we will see, hoping for good news...preparing for the worst
GTKY – Scandal is back!!! I love me some Olivia Pope
Gestation: 6w1d, sweet pea
Physically: I finally have a control on my nausea but was bedridden with m/s on Sunday. Unfortunately I have very strong food aversions and can't seem to eat anything other than bagels and ravioli right now. Otherwise I have the standard sore boobs and bloatedness.
Emotionally: I had a rough weekend being around my 20 week pregnant SIL who kept rubbing her belly. I was extremely depressed all weekend.
Upcoming appts: None this week. Just waiting on OB to call me with ultrasound results.
Updates from last week: last loss measured 5w5d when I was 8 weeks. I had lost all symptoms the last 2 weeks so I think I am more pregnant than last time.
GTKY: Grey's Anatomy, Scandal, Once Upon a Time, New Girl
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 8w3d- raspberry
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? Physically pretty shitty- nauseous for most of the day. Bulking up on carbs helps briefly, but then I just feel full and bloated. Emotionally OK. Really anxious for my appt on Monday (9w2d) to get another US and check on baby (my last loss was right around now, and I found out at my 9w appt, so I'm very nervous)
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: Loss milestone was right around now. So I'm irrationally panicky. I see the OB Monday 10/6.
Any updates from last weeks check-in :
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Grey's Anatomy- though it's sort of a labor of love. I been watching it for so long, but it's just not as good as it used to be.
DS2 born 2/22/13
MMC 5/16/14@8w2d
DD due 5/9/15 Please be our RAINBOW
Good luck to the rest of you!
TTC since Nov '09 = 4 chemical pregnancies and a 6w3d miscarriage from Sept '10 to Nov '14. Have tried clomid, femara, injectables. Progesterone, estrogen, lovenox, asa to support pregnancies.
Feb '11 : Diagnostic lap= left sided hydrosalpinx, SA= low (grade 2) motility
Aug '13: Another lap. Endo removed, left tube (hydrosalpinx) removed. Hysteroscopy showed that the hydro was actively leaking fluid into uterus.
Jan '14: DH dx with balanced translocation = high miscarriage risk. Can't afford IVF with PGD
Aug '14: BFP on own. EDD 5/8/15. 4w3d beta 1344.
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 7w2d/blueberry
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? Nauseous all afternoon/evening
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: next appt is 10/24 it'll be 11 weeks to hear the heartbeat we didn't hear at this point last time
Any updates from last weeks check-in : had an u/s Wednesday with a baby in there and saw the heart beating away!
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Heartland
BFP #2 on 9/3/14. EDD 5/14/15
EDD : May 18th
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 7,1 blueberry
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?
doing well, just tired. Emotionally i. Apathetic, but becoming more optimistic with each passing day.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: Next ultrasound is on October 20th.
Any updates from last weeks check-in : we had our dating/viability ultrasound on September 25th and everything looked good so far
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Nothing really, the walking dead starts Sunday though! We've been watching the voice.
Loss history: My first pregnancy resulted in a MMC around 9w, but measured at 6-7w. We had our wonderful DD Feb 2011 and then took time off for me to complete my MSN. We had a CP in Jan this year, followed by another MMC in May. I had some testing done after the last loss and was dx with a protein C deficiency and always have low progesterone in pregnancy, so I'm on ASA, Lovenox, and Progesterone.
EDD : May 27th
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 5w6d
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?: Physically I have on and off nausea which is worse in the afternoon, and terrible bloat. Emotionally I am super anxious, all of my losses have involved September or May in some way so the timing of this pregnancy is making me crazy...
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: First appt and US next Wed
Any updates from last weeks check-in : first check in!
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? We're catching up on Bones most recently... However we just caught up on Sherlock, and now have forever to wait before there are new episodes..
DD1: February 2011
BFP # 1 8/2009 EDD 5/2014 MMC/ D&C 10/2009
BFP # 3 12/2013 EDD 9/2014 CP 1/2014
BFP # 4 4/2014 EDD 12/2014 MMC/ D&C 5/2014
BFP # 5 9/2014 EDD 5/27/2015
THE DARK SIDE IT IS
and GBCB
BFP 8/2/12 EDD 4/9/13 Addie was delivered 1/4/13 at 26 weeks due to Eclampsia
BFP 9/15/14 EDD 5/28/15 Please be our R A I N B O W take home baby BOY
~All AL always welcome~
I'm on my phone, so I apologize for the formatting.
Weeks/fruit: 8 weeks, 2 days
Upcoming appointments/milestones: we lost our last baby at 8 weeks, 3 days so tomorrow might be a tough day. Next appointment is next Wed. Getting anxious.
How are you feeling? Emotionally... Up & Down. Physically... Horribly nauseous almost all day (makes me feel like things are going right this time though... I felt exactly this way with DD and not a shred of nausea with the baby we lost. I'm also exhausted (aren't we all)
TV: I watch a lot of shows.... Most excited for Walking Dead to start up again! That's one of my favorite shows of all time.
Good luck to all of you! I think about this group often. Fingers crossed that we all make it past our tough milestones and stick around for a long time.
BFP #2: 7/24/13, MC: 8/28/13 @8weeks, 3days
EDD : 5/28
Gestation in weeks/fruit : turning into a sweet pea tmw
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? bloated. emotionally, torn between being elated and worried. trying to be optimistic and relax.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: early bloodwork showed great progesterone and hcg levels. 1st appt 10/8 to hopefully hear heartbeat and that everything is great.
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? we like The Voice and whatever random other thing we see. Biggest Loser.
Our rescued fur babies, Harley and Maya
BFP 1/23/14, EDD 10/1/14, M/C 2/13/14 - Forever loved
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 9weeks 4 days/ green olive.
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? Physically I'm a little tired and bloated. Nausea has been pretty mild for the past two weeks. Emotionally I am pretty scared that something will be wrong at my appointment on Friday.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: MY first appointment with my OB is on Friday.
Any updates from last weeks check-in : Not really.
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? DH and I are binge watching Supernatural right now. I also enjoy Game of Thrones, The Walking Dead, and Dr. Who.
@ramy3 noooo, I thought it was the 5th for some reason. Well shoot, thanks for the heads up
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 8 weeks, raspberry
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? Physically, I'm exhausted, nauseous, and my boobs are absolutely killing me. Emotionally, I'm everywhere. I'm further along than I have been before, and I'm constantly panicking at any small change in symptoms or cramps to see if it is a result of my bicornuate uterus, another miscarriage, or just a regular pregnancy thing. My DH is wonderful though and taking my moodiness with a lot of love and patience.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: I have my first appointment on Monday. FX it goes well! I need to hear some good news this time.
Any updates from last weeks check-in : Nope... First time.
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently?
Oh, I'm a Scandal girl. I am also a fan of The Walking Dead (last season finally showed up on Netflix!) and Newsroom.
EDD : 5/26/2014
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 6w1d - Sweet Pea
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? When fatigue hits, it hits HARD. Slightly sore boobs but not too much.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: First appointment will be next week, 10/10. Labs will be done and I'm hoping for good and strong numbers!
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? I don't watch too much TV but really enjoy Parenthood when I can catch it!
Helping out @momtosam since she has some spotty Internet right now. If I missed anyone. I'm sorry.
@norsern FX for a good ultrasound on Monday!
@ramy3 I’m glad your nausea has been distracting, but hope you don’t lose too much weight. Take it one day at a time. Next Thursday will be here soon!
@PlayboyMommy Sorry about the scary dreams. It really is crazy that you can know the sex this soon!
@kj808 I’m glad your ultrasound has helped your anxiety. I hope this week’s appointment goes just as well.
@Poppy715 I can imagine that commuting would be awful. FX for your appointment next week!
@audpod2004 I know how you feel about food. I hope you can find something to stomach because as awful as I feel it’s worse if I don’t eat. I’m so glad your doctor is letting you come in if you need it. That is so relieving.
@ElsieMae Yay for passing your milestone!!! I hope the meds help your nausea.
@mlbrooks619 I’m not sure about the leg hair, but I know that hormones can do all kinds a strange things. I hope you can take it easy this week.
@scubakate Glad you got to see your bean! Your WTF Halloween picture is terrifiying!
@robotpcr I’m glad the nausea is distracting. FX for a cute gummy bear on Friday!
@littlecookie Sorry you are feeling more sick, but hopefully it’s a good sign.
@SoyBoy I’m glad you’ve has some good ultrasounds. I know it doesn’t completely erase the anxiety, but hopefully it helps.
@Pintobean39 I’m sorry your loss have taken all the joy away. ((((HUGS)))) FX you see that heartbeat next week!
@Lbdelacruz FX for a good ultrasound on Monday!
@ash413 I know I replied earlier, but again I just want you to know that you are in my thoughts.
@mrsmustard12 I’m glad you can get out of bed. I’m sorry being around your SIL is frustrating.
@mpiemont I’m glad carbs are helping. FX for Monday’s appointment.
@equestriandiva Yay for a good ultrasound!
@SchoolPsychSteph I’m glad you’ve had a good ultrasound. Just take it one day at a time.
@jacks2008 Sorry your timing is not helping your anxiety. FX for a good appointment next week.
@vballgirl78 Loss milestones are hard. Extra (((hugs))) today.
@maggiet19 I know how hard it is to feel like you are not in control. I’m glad you saw a heartbeat.
@sunnshinedaisies000 Sorry about the SCH, but I’m glad you passed your milestone. Good luck with waiting, but take it day by day.
@kaspencer I’m glad your levels look good. FX for a god appointment next week!
@heathersf11 Sending so many good thoughts your way for your appointment on Friday!!!!
@acalco GL with your appointment on Monday. I imagine the bicornuate uterus makes things complicated.
@anydots 55 I’m glad you’ve had good labs. GL with your next appointment
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 10 weeks
How are you feeling physically? Still very worn down with nausea and morning sickness.
Emotionally? I am having lots of ups and downs. I am getting anxious as my appointment gets closer. Afraid that they will not detect a heartbeat.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: October 7th with OB. Moved it up because we will be out of town for my originally scheduled appointment.
Any updates from last weeks check-in : None.
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Well, since we do not have cable, I do netflix and watch online. I am currently working through "Bones" on netflix. I watch "Teen Mom 2" online.
BFP 4/5/09, EDD 12/4/09, m/c 7/31/09
BFP 5/27/11, EDD 1/17/12, DS born 1/16/12
BFP 8/16/14, EED 4/29/15, We are having another BOY!
Yup. DS is Tommy Pickles! Nothing like living with an escape artist.
Just another cloth diapering, baby wearing mama.
EDD: May 5
Gestation in weeks/fruit: 9w1d/ Olive
How are you feeling Physically?Emotionally? Supper sleepy, nausea, sore boobs, bad headaches and ALL DAY/ALL NIGHT Morning Sickness. It will be worth it in the end.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: We have our first appointment on October 17!! will be 11w3d! Can't wait!!!!
Any updates from las weeks check-in: First time checking in
GTKY- What tv show are you into currenty? NASHVILLE
M/C 5w6d 6.25.14
Hoping for a rainbow!
EDD : 5-10-15
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 8w 3d, raspberry?
How are you feeling physically? Awful, I puke constantly. I have lost 5 pounds, and I just want to be out of the first tri! (Especially because even with losing weight none of my pants fit, stupid bloat
Emotionally? I am actually emotionally fairly stable right now, it's sort of strange
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: October 8, ultrasound to check on babe
Any updates from last weeks check-in : I don't think so
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? I love greys anatomy, amazing race and the voice
EDD : 5/30/2015 (a week before school gets out!)
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 5w4d - appleseed
How are you feeling physically? When fatigue hits, it hits hard, I find myself yawning like crazy while I'm teaching...it's been a blast! Moody, one of my swimmers asked me the other day what was wrong because I was being a little snappy (her words). Boobs hurt, I'm starving 24/7 and dealing with nausea every now and then. Emotionally? Starting to get very nervous about my first appointment - next Thursday! I know it'll be early (6w5d) but I hope we get to see/hear something! Our last u/s was my first u/s ever and that's when we found out I was having a mc.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: First appointment will be next week, 10/9. I have had two blood draws done and they both came back great, so hopefully things are still going well
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Scandal, can't wait for Walking Dead and American Horror Story, How to get away with murder, there's so many! I love the fall. So many new shows to watch and once it cools down, opening up the windows
Gestation in weeks/fruit : 6w pea
How are you feeling physically? Exhausted and nauseous
Emotionally? Happy because we saw our baby yesterday. Healthy heartbeat and all. Depressed because I don't know how I'm going to survive this pregnancy so exhausted.
Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: 8w us on Colombus Day
Any updates from last weeks check-in :first us yesterday! Met LO and heard the heartbeat
GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? The Walton's. Yes it's like 40 years old, but I used to watch it with my mom.