May 2015 Moms

PgAL Weekly Check-In : Sept 30

Going to post and run today. Our internet has not been working well, so doing this on the go while we are out today. I will check back in later on with everyone. 

Welcome to the PgAL check-in! This the weekly check-in for May 2015 moms who have previously experienced a miscarriage, stillbirth, or loss of a child at any age. If you are new, please feel free to jump right in. I look forward to the support we can share over the many months to come. This road is not easy, it helps to have each other to lean on! In case you need a mantra refresher you can find those 
HERE. 

Thanks to @Ramy3 creative skills we have our PgAL badge that you can add to your siggy. 
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To our ladies who experienced loss this week, know your LO will always be remembered. You each will be in our thoughts and prayers! Many hugs!


Please share the following in your post


Pregnancy Loss Background (if first time joining us) :

EDD :

Gestation in weeks/fruit :

How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?

Upcoming Appointments or Milestones:

Any updates from last weeks check-in :

GTKY –  What tv show are you into currently?

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Married 9/4/11
BFP 4/5/09, EDD 12/4/09, m/c
 7/31/09
BFP 5/27/11, EDD 1/17/12, DS born 1/16/12
BFP 8/16/14, EED 4/29/15, We are having another BOY!

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  • EDD : May 28, 2014

    Gestation in weeks/fruit : a seed of some sort. I'm 5w 5d. I looked it up, bayb is the size of an appleseed

    How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?

     Physically I'm exhausted. I yawn all the time and feel like I never get enough sleep. I could sleep the instant I get home each night. Commuting had been tough too. I get sleepy in the car.

    Emotionally I've been so so. I don't have any ms and while I know not everyone gets it I'm so nervous. I will feel much better after my appt. on Monday.  

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: First appt. on Monday at 8:30. DH and I both took the day off. We are going to spend it together, whatever the outcome. MFM is going to do an u/s too. I can't wait to see that tiny bean.

    Any updates from last weeks check-in : Nothing much to report. I've been chillaxing. My boobs are on and off killing me. I did buy the Belly Book! One of my biggest regrets last time was not keeping a journal. I felt like writing in it was a huge first step. I also wrote Daddy in it referring to my H. He cried when he read it. It was so sweet.

    GTKY – What tv show are you into currently?

    Nothing much at the moment. All the shows I really care about aren't on right now. Mad Men, GOT, Downton, The Walking Dead. I'll be happy when they start again.

     

    Thanks for check-in @momtosam! I hope you are well.

          THE DARK SIDE IT IS

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    BFP 8/2/12 EDD 4/9/13 Addie was delivered 1/4/13 at 26 weeks due to Eclampsia  

    BFP 9/15/14 EDD 5/28/15 Please be our R A I N B O W take home baby BOY
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  • EDD : may 3

    Gestation in weeks/fruit : 9w/2d

    How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? Physically I'm exhausted and hungry! Really hungry but can't eat anything because nothing seems appealing! :( I can't wait until I can eat food without being nauseous. Emotionally I'm a nervous wreck. I've just been hearing quite a few people say they've had the strong heartbeat one appointment, and then the next they didn't and they miscarried. It's all too overwhelming. :/

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones:
    I will feel so much better at my 9 a.m. appointment on Friday!!!

    Any updates from last weeks check-in : my doctor told me that if it would make me feel better I could come in for an ultrasound every 2 weeks instead of 3 or possibly more. I will definitely take her up on the offer!

    GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Blacklist!! I got caught up on Netflix and look forward to watching it on Mondays!
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  • Hi ladies!

    EDD : May 27

    Gestation in weeks/fruit : 5w6d Appleseed

    How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?
    Exhausted. Little more queasy than last week. Ive also been waking up in the middle of the night hungry, eating has helped, but it hasn't been easy to fall back asleep. Still feel pretty good emotionally. Just have a lot of faith things are ok in there.

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones:
    Intake call with nurse on Thursday. They're letting me do it over the phone since I've been in for blood already.

    Any updates from last weeks check-in : Not really

    GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Scandal
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  • EDD : May 10

    Gestation in weeks/fruit : 8 wk, raspberry 

    How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?
    Physically I am feeling well, minimal breast tenderness and cramping

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones:
    Follow up  appt and u/s Thursday. 

    Any updates from last weeks check-in : I had an u/s last Thursday which was not promising. We saw an empty sac that was measuring behind. I have a follow up u/s in 2 days to see if there has been any growth. Hoping to see a baby this time, I really don't want another loss. I still feel preg, I have not had any bleeding, spotting, or pain. So we will see, hoping for good news...preparing for the worst

    GTKY –  Scandal is back!!! I love me some Olivia Pope 
            
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    BFP 6/16/2013 EDD 2/25/2014 MC 7/2/2013
    BFP 8/30/2014 EDD: 5/10/2015- MC 10/2/2014
    BFP 3/16/2015 EDD: 11/22/2015
  • Good luck @ash413‌ at your appt. FX there is growth.
    Fucking bump!!!!
  • Sad update here. We had our 2nd ultrasound friday at 8 weeks. Baby measured 7w4d and no heartbeat. This is our 6th loss in a row but especially disappointing since we saw the heartbeat at 6w3d and everything was great. Today I started cytotec to induce the miscarriage. I am not sure what is next for us. IVF with PGD but we have no insurance coverage so it would take a long time to save up. For those of you on mobile my husband has a balanced translocation giving us a 50% chance of miscarriage.

    Good luck to the rest of you!

    TTC since Nov '09 = 4 chemical pregnancies and a 6w3d miscarriage from Sept '10 to Nov '14. Have tried clomid, femara, injectables. Progesterone, estrogen, lovenox, asa to support pregnancies.

    Feb '11 : Diagnostic lap= left sided hydrosalpinx, SA= low (grade 2) motility

    Aug '13: Another lap. Endo removed, left tube (hydrosalpinx) removed. Hysteroscopy showed that the hydro was actively leaking fluid into uterus.

    Jan '14: DH dx with balanced translocation = high miscarriage risk. Can't afford IVF with PGD

    Aug '14: BFP on own. EDD 5/8/15. 4w3d beta 1344.


     

  • EDD : May 17th

    Gestation in weeks/fruit : 7w2d/blueberry

    How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? Nauseous all afternoon/evening

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: next appt is 10/24 it'll be 11 weeks to hear the heartbeat we didn't hear at this point last time

    Any updates from last weeks check-in : had an u/s Wednesday with a baby in there and saw the heart beating away!

    GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Heartland
    BFP #1 on 1/10/14. M/C on 3/3/14
    BFP #2 on 9/3/14. EDD 5/14/15

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  • Pregnancy Loss Background (if first time joining us) : I have had one chemical pregnancy, one blighted ovum, and one late miscarriage due to chorioamnionitis. This is pregnancy #6 and I have one living child.

    EDD : May 18th

    Gestation in weeks/fruit : 7,1 blueberry

    How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?

    doing well, just tired. Emotionally i. Apathetic, but becoming more optimistic with each passing day.

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: Next ultrasound is on October 20th.

    Any updates from last weeks check-in : we had our dating/viability ultrasound on September 25th and everything looked good so far

    GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? Nothing really, the walking dead starts Sunday though! We've been watching the voice.

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    DD born on 11/10/2007
    TTC Sept-Nov 2012
    BFP on 10/25/2012 CP 11/1/2012
    Back on BCP
    BFP on 10/13/2013 EDD June 26, 2014 
    Little Girl went to Heaven on January 26, 2014 @ 18 weeks
    TTCAL March 2014-Present
    BFP on 6/20/2014 Blighted Ovum
    BFP on 8/31/2014 It's a GIRL!  EDD May 18, 2015
  • Well, I think I've decided to finally join in...I hope I get to stay with y'all!

    Loss history: My first pregnancy resulted in a MMC around 9w, but measured at 6-7w. We had our wonderful DD Feb 2011 and then took time off for me to complete my MSN. We had a CP in Jan this year, followed by another MMC in May. I had some testing done after the last loss and was dx with a protein C deficiency and always have low progesterone in pregnancy, so I'm on ASA, Lovenox, and Progesterone.

    EDD : May 27th

    Gestation in weeks/fruit : 5w6d

    How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?: Physically I have on and off nausea which is worse in the afternoon, and terrible bloat. Emotionally I am super anxious, all of my losses have involved September or May in some way so the timing of this pregnancy is making me crazy...

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: First appt and US next Wed

    Any updates from last weeks check-in : first check in!

    GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? We're catching up on Bones most recently... However we just caught up on Sherlock, and now have forever to wait before there are new episodes..
    Me: 28 DH: 32
    DD1: February 2011
    BFP # 1 8/2009  EDD 5/2014 MMC/ D&C 10/2009
    BFP # 3 12/2013 EDD 9/2014 CP 1/2014
    BFP # 4 4/2014 EDD 12/2014 MMC/ D&C 5/2014
    BFP # 5 9/2014 EDD 5/27/2015
  • @rco987 I'm so sorry for your loss

    @ash413  FX that baby is growing!!!!

    BFP #1: 8/17/13     Due Date: 4/26/14      MMC discovered @ 9w 4d       D&C: 10/2/13
    BFP #2: 12/23/13       Due Date: 9/6/14      MMC discovered @ 8w 5d    D&C: 2/6/14
    BFP #3 8/26/14     Due Date: 5/7/15  

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  • @rco987‌ I'm so sorry. I can't imagine 6 losses in a row. ((Hugs))

          THE DARK SIDE IT IS

     and GBCB

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    BFP 8/2/12 EDD 4/9/13 Addie was delivered 1/4/13 at 26 weeks due to Eclampsia  

    BFP 9/15/14 EDD 5/28/15 Please be our R A I N B O W take home baby BOY
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  • @rco987- I'm so, so sorry! Take care of yourself!

    I'm on my phone, so I apologize for the formatting.

    Weeks/fruit: 8 weeks, 2 days

    Upcoming appointments/milestones: we lost our last baby at 8 weeks, 3 days so tomorrow might be a tough day. Next appointment is next Wed. Getting anxious.

    How are you feeling? Emotionally... Up & Down. Physically... Horribly nauseous almost all day (makes me feel like things are going right this time though... I felt exactly this way with DD and not a shred of nausea with the baby we lost. I'm also exhausted (aren't we all)

    TV: I watch a lot of shows.... Most excited for Walking Dead to start up again! That's one of my favorite shows of all time.

    Good luck to all of you! I think about this group often. Fingers crossed that we all make it past our tough milestones and stick around for a long time.

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    BFP #2: 7/24/13, MC: 8/28/13 @8weeks, 3days

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  • sunnysidexupsunnysidexup member
    edited October 2014
    Pregnancy Loss Background (if first time joining us) : MC in Feb, day before Valentine's day, immediately following a great 1st appt. tore me up.

    EDD : 5/28

    Gestation in weeks/fruit : turning into a sweet pea tmw :) 6 wks

    How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? bloated. emotionally, torn between being elated and worried. trying to be optimistic and relax.

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: early bloodwork showed great progesterone and hcg levels. 1st appt 10/8 to hopefully hear heartbeat and that everything is great.


    GTKY –  What tv show are you into currently? we like The Voice and whatever random other thing we see. Biggest Loser.


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  • rco987 I'm so sorry. (((Hugs)))

    EDD : 5/1/15

    Gestation in weeks/fruit : 9weeks 4 days/ green olive. 

    How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?
    Physically I'm a little tired and bloated. Nausea has been pretty mild for the past two weeks. Emotionally I am pretty scared that something will be wrong at my appointment on Friday. 

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: MY first appointment with my OB is on Friday. 

    Any updates from last weeks check-in : Not really. 

    GTKY –  What tv show are you into currently? DH and I are binge watching Supernatural right now. I also enjoy Game of Thrones, The Walking Dead, and Dr. Who. 

    DH diagnosed with testicular cancer 6/04/10
    Married DH 8/1/11
    7/21/13 SA poor morphology/ low count
    BFP #1 11/18/13, EDD 7/22/14 
    MC Blighted Ovum 12/4/13 @ 7wks
    BFP #2 8/21/14, EDD 5/1/15 
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  • @rco987‌ I'm sorry for your loss. That's terrible news.

    @ramy3‌ noooo, I thought it was the 5th for some reason. Well shoot, thanks for the heads up

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    TTC Sept-Nov 2012
    BFP on 10/25/2012 CP 11/1/2012
    Back on BCP
    BFP on 10/13/2013 EDD June 26, 2014 
    Little Girl went to Heaven on January 26, 2014 @ 18 weeks
    TTCAL March 2014-Present
    BFP on 6/20/2014 Blighted Ovum
    BFP on 8/31/2014 It's a GIRL!  EDD May 18, 2015
  • acalcoacalco member
    edited October 2014
    EDD : 5/13/14

    Gestation in weeks/fruit : 8 weeks, raspberry

    How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? Physically, I'm exhausted, nauseous, and my boobs are absolutely killing me. Emotionally, I'm everywhere. I'm further along than I have been before, and I'm constantly panicking at any small change in symptoms or cramps to see if it is a result of my bicornuate uterus, another miscarriage, or just a regular pregnancy thing. My DH is wonderful though and taking my moodiness with a lot of love and patience.

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: I have my first appointment on Monday. FX it goes well! I need to hear some good news this time.

    Any updates from last weeks check-in : Nope... First time.

    GTKY – What tv show are you into currently?
    Oh, I'm a Scandal girl. I am also a fan of The Walking Dead (last season finally showed up on Netflix!) and Newsroom.
  • rco987 I'm sorry about your loss, ((creepy internet hugs)). GL with your next steps. I think it is absolutely absurd and so unfair that so many insurance plans do not cover at least a portion of IF treatments. Take care of yourself.
            
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    BFP 6/16/2013 EDD 2/25/2014 MC 7/2/2013
    BFP 8/30/2014 EDD: 5/10/2015- MC 10/2/2014
    BFP 3/16/2015 EDD: 11/22/2015
  • @rco987‌ I'm so sorry. Please ok take care of yourself. (((HUGS))))
    Fucking bump!!!!
  • anydots55anydots55 member
    edited October 2014
    Pregnancy Loss Background (if first time joining us) : First pregnancy resultsed in m/c back in July 2014 at 4w4d.

    EDD
    : 5/26/2014

    Gestation in weeks/fruit
    : 6w1d - Sweet Pea

    How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?
    When fatigue hits, it hits HARD. Slightly sore boobs but not too much.

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones
    : First appointment will be next week, 10/10. Labs will be done and I'm hoping for good and strong numbers! :) Since I'm almost two weeks past the last time I m/c, I'm considering it a huge win/milestone! :)

    GTKY –  What tv show are you into currently? I don't watch too much TV but really enjoy Parenthood when I can catch it! 
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  • EDD: May 5

    Gestation in weeks/fruit: 9w1d/ Olive

    How are you feeling Physically?Emotionally? Supper sleepy, nausea, sore boobs, bad headaches and ALL DAY/ALL NIGHT Morning Sickness. It will be worth it in the end.

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: We have our first appointment on October 17!! will be 11w3d! Can't wait!!!!

    Any updates from las weeks check-in: First time checking in

    GTKY- What tv show are you into currenty? NASHVILLE

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  • I'm so sorry @rco987


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  • I'm so sorry @rco987
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  • @rco987 I'm so sorry for your loss!
    EDD : 5/30/2015 (a week before school gets out!)

    Gestation in weeks/fruit
     : 5w4d - appleseed

    How are you feeling physically?
     When fatigue hits, it hits hard, I find myself yawning like crazy while I'm teaching...it's been a blast! Moody, one of my swimmers asked me the other day what was wrong because I was being a little snappy (her words). Boobs hurt, I'm starving 24/7 and dealing with nausea every now and then. Emotionally? Starting to get very nervous about my first appointment - next Thursday! I know it'll be early (6w5d) but I hope we get to see/hear something! Our last u/s was my first u/s ever and that's when we found out I was having a mc.

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones
    : First appointment will be next week, 10/9. I have had two blood draws done and they both came back great, so hopefully things are still going well
    GTKY –  What tv show are you into currently?  Scandal, can't wait for Walking Dead and American Horror Story, How to get away with murder, there's so many! I love the fall. So many new shows to watch and once it cools down, opening up the windows

  • EDD : May 22

    Gestation in weeks/fruit : 6w pea

    How are you feeling physically? Exhausted and nauseous
    Emotionally? Happy because we saw our baby yesterday. Healthy heartbeat and all. Depressed because I don't know how I'm going to survive this pregnancy so exhausted.

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: 8w us on Colombus Day

    Any updates from last weeks check-in :first us yesterday! Met LO and heard the heartbeat

    GTKY – What tv show are you into currently? The Walton's. Yes it's like 40 years old, but I used to watch it with my mom.
  • Hey everyone! I'm new to the bored and really like the idea of the check in! I lost my baby at 5 and half weeks in August and found out I am pregnant again! No period in between! So I'm pretty much scared all day everyday!! My EDD is 5/27/15 so I'm 6 weeks today and yesterday we were able to see our little one and hear the heartbeat. Still feeling very scared, next ob appointment isn't for 3 weeks so I'm just trying to get there! Symptoms: I've been extremely tired, body aches and pains, on and off nausea, and I CANNOT POOP!


  • Pregnancy Loss Background (if first time joining us) : I had a mc in March, got pregnant right away, and lost that baby Mother's Day weekend, which was also DH's bday weekend.

    EDD : Memorial Day

    Gestation in weeks/fruit : 6w3d

    How are you feeling physically? Emotionally? nauseous off and on (sour jolly ranchers have been great for that), very sore breasts, and pretty moody. I'm pretty sure the girls at work are beginning to wonder. Emotionally I'm ok most of the time. It hasn't really hit me yet that I'm pregnant and the doctor thinks everything's fine.

    Upcoming Appointments or Milestones: I have my first appt and ultrasound in two weeks. My first baby's due date would have been this week and that's been very hard. Especially seeing several friends that have had babies recently. 

    Any updates from last weeks check-in : This is my first.

    GTKY –  What tv show are you into currently? We don't have cable, only Amazon Prime, and I love The Good Wife!


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  • @Illinimomma. I just started watching the Walton's and Little House on the Prairie. You aren't the only one.
    Fucking bump!!!!
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