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Is anyone else an emotional wreck?

MargritliMargritli member
in Pregnant after IF
And how are you dealing with it? I have been crying all day and am reying to figure out if I have serious problems or am just hormonal. It has been a rough week or so, so that's definitely not helping.

Me: 28, DH: 35
DX: Severe MFI, AZFc Microdeletion
TTC since August 2011
IVF w/ ICSI 1: Dec. 2013 - BFN
FET 1.2: Mar. 2014 - BFN
FET 1.3: May 2014 - BFN
FET 1.4: June 2014 - BFP
Two little buns in the oven. 
Bake until March 2015, little ones. 


"Life will be clearer around me.
 Life will be more burdensome for me. 
Life will be richer for me." 
-Rudolf Steiner
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Re: Is anyone else an emotional wreck?

  • gsanchogsancho member
    I cry at anything.  I cried 3 times watching Napoleon Dynamite last night.  NAPOLEON DYNAMITE 


    Me 33, DH 37 -- TTC since Jan'12 -- Low AMH (0.78) & endo, SA w/ low motility
    IUI's 1-3 = BFN, IVF converted to IUI 4/13 = BFN
    IVF 1.2: 8R 6M 4F -- 2 blastocysts frozen, FET 8/15 = BFP!!
    Beta #s = 445;1,098; 9,545  -- EDD 5/2 -- Team Pink!
    Camila Josephine arrived 4/30 :)
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  • gsanchogsancho member
    @IFinTN  Nooo!!!  I love that movie!  I was just so happy for Pedro after he won the election.  And how Kip and LaFawnduh fell in love.  Hahahah!

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    Me 33, DH 37 -- TTC since Jan'12 -- Low AMH (0.78) & endo, SA w/ low motility
    IUI's 1-3 = BFN, IVF converted to IUI 4/13 = BFN
    IVF 1.2: 8R 6M 4F -- 2 blastocysts frozen, FET 8/15 = BFP!!
    Beta #s = 445;1,098; 9,545  -- EDD 5/2 -- Team Pink!
    Camila Josephine arrived 4/30 :)
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  • iheartsippycups2iheartsippycups2 member
    I cry at TV commercials- DH thinks I'm nuts.
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    My History:
    Lots of BFN's & failed IUI's w/clomid and/or femara
    Finally BFP with femara & t.i.- son born 6/17/2010
    Started TTC again around when DS was 3ish
    Lots of BFN's with femara & t.i & ovidrel
    Tubes clear, S.A came back low motility but high count
    About to switch to injectables w/femara, did one last cycle with just femara & an IUI with ovidrel- stupid motility was fantastic in the sample, but count was 700,000 AFTER wash! Had to sign a paper to even still do IUI- BFFP (big fat freaking positive) Go figure!
    1st Beta 13dpiui 54, 2nd beta 48 hours later 115, 3rd beta 48 hours later 310, 4th beta 72 hours later 1748.
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  • AMSharkAMShark member
    You are not alone.  There was a whole thread here the other day of people listing things they cried over.  

    @gsancho - I cry over Napoleon Dynamite, but only because great works of art often get me teary eyed.  Also, I feel sad that the time machine doesn't work for Uncle Rico.

    *** Ticker Warning ***

    Me: 37, DH: 39, TTC 5 yrs

    2013 summary: Diagnosed with Hypothyroid; Cervical polyp removed (benign); 
    2 rounds ovidrel with timed intercourse (no result): 3 rounds IUI with clomid + ovidrel (no result)
    2014 summary (to date):
    IVF cycle 1 - ER: 4/17 (28 follicles, 3 fertilized, 2 survived to day 3);
    ET: 4/20 (3rd day, 2 embryos - 1 @ 6 cells & 1 @ 4 cells); Beta 5/1 - BFP!; 
    1st scan 5/13 - development behind, no heartbeat detected; D&C 6/2; WTF 6/13
    IVF cycle 2 - BCP begun 7/12; stims w/ HGH begun 7/26; 
    ER: 8/6, 12 follicles, 7 fertilized w/ ICSI; ET: 8/11, 3 blastocysts left, 2 transferred, 3rd arrested 8/12 - none to freeze :'(
    1st beta 8/19 - BFP! 294; 2nd beta 8/26 - 4976; 1st u/s 9/2; 2nd u/s 9/9 - two little heartbeats at 140 each!!! 
    EDD: 29-April-2015
    Other Meds: Synthroid 100 mcg/daily

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  • MJ14323MJ14323 member
    edited September 2014
    IFinTN said:
    I am not particularly emotional but I can't concentrate on much other than what we may or may not see on our first ultrasound next week. I would call it obsessed. PAIF/PAL brain truly sucks. I am sorry you are feeling emotional:( I don't have any suggestions on how to stop feeling that way but I am fairly certain you are not alone.
    @IFinTN - I feel you :) We have our first U/S on Monday and I'll be 6w2d at that time. I think this wait is worse than finding out if you are pregnant or not.  Also, I saw that you are at CCRM, me too! Are you in the CCRM FB group? :)

    And to OP...I started crying yesterday because of no reason BUT I'm emotional anyways.  Definitely know that you are not alone!

    **SIGGY WARNING**

    TTC since Nov 2010 | Me: 29, DH: 31 
    DX - Severe DOR, Stage II Endo
    6 rounds medicated TI, 3 failed IUIs, 2 failed IVFs
    After nearly 4 years of trying, our 1st BFP on IVF #3 (5R, 3M, 3F, 3 day 5 blasts frozen) 
    FET - Beta #1 - 116, Beta #2 - 266!! 1st U/S on 10/6 - HB 121 and measuring perfectly! EDD 5/30/15

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  • MJ14323MJ14323 member
    @IFinTN - I just sent you a message with the link for the FB group if you want to join. I also wish we could get daily betas.  I only had 2 but wish I would have requested more.  I've been having issues with my progesterone.  It's been around 14.5 with every other day PIO injections, then every day injections, and now I've been on injections 2x a day...along with endometrian.  I go back in tomorrow, so hopefully it's higher! What day is your first US?

    **SIGGY WARNING**

    TTC since Nov 2010 | Me: 29, DH: 31 
    DX - Severe DOR, Stage II Endo
    6 rounds medicated TI, 3 failed IUIs, 2 failed IVFs
    After nearly 4 years of trying, our 1st BFP on IVF #3 (5R, 3M, 3F, 3 day 5 blasts frozen) 
    FET - Beta #1 - 116, Beta #2 - 266!! 1st U/S on 10/6 - HB 121 and measuring perfectly! EDD 5/30/15

    Everyone Welcome
    Baseball, Beagles, Beer and Babies Blog

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  • CandaceC1020CandaceC1020 member
    IFinTN said:
    @mj14323 hello! I had no idea there was a ccrm FB group, lol. Good luck at your scan! My betas don't have me feeling very positive about my scan next week. I wish we could get daily betas:)
    Please don't lose hope.  Some people just have low beta numbers.  I had an IUI on March 22.
    1st Beta on 4/4/14 - 45.1 (13 dpIUI)
    2nd Beta on 4/7/14 - 163 (16 dpIUI)
    3rd Beta on 4/9/14 - 309 (18 dpIUI)
    4th Beta on 4/11/14 - 659 (20dpIUI)

    My first ultrasound at 6 weeks showed a gestational sac.
    My second ultrasound at 8 weeks showed a healthy heartbeat. 
    I'm now 29w4d pregnant.

    Keep the faith momma!
    Married on October 20, 2012.  Began trying in January 2013.
    RE appointment & testing December 2013 - February 2014= Unexplained IF, possible endometriosis
    IUI#1- March 22 (100mg clomid, 75 mg of Bravelle, Ovidrel trigger) = BFP!!!


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  • MargritliMargritli member
    edited October 2014
    Thanks, ladies, for assuring me that this is normal. I sure hope it gets better. I can hardly stand myself at times. @IFinTN, keeping everything crossed you.

    Me: 28, DH: 35
    DX: Severe MFI, AZFc Microdeletion
    TTC since August 2011
    IVF w/ ICSI 1: Dec. 2013 - BFN
    FET 1.2: Mar. 2014 - BFN
    FET 1.3: May 2014 - BFN
    FET 1.4: June 2014 - BFP
    Two little buns in the oven. 
    Bake until March 2015, little ones. 


    "Life will be clearer around me.
     Life will be more burdensome for me. 
    Life will be richer for me." 
    -Rudolf Steiner
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  • southernyankeegirlsouthernyankeegirl member
    I am def more emotional! I keep worrying irrationally and having repeat nightmares about DH leaving me.

    We are super duper happy and loving and stable, but for whatever reason, my subconscious has become borderline obsessed with the fear of DH suddenly deciding he's no longer interested in staying with me, and having to face the realities of being a single parent, job hunting (as I am a SAHW right now), dating, moving, etc.

    We were watching old episodes of Psych on Netflix, and the character of Lassiter signed divorce papers, and I started crying and pleading with DH to tell me he'll never leave me (cuz that sure makes any sane person super excited about staying with me).

    He pulled a move from "Knocked Up" to make me laugh - he held me by the shoulders and shouted, "I hate you, hormones! Stop making my confident wife who I love so much paranoid that I would ever leave her!" :-)
    ************************SIGGY WARNING***********************

    Me: 29      DH:  32
    Off birth control March 2012 - Actively trying Sept 2012-April 2014
    Unexplained Infertility
    BFP on May 5th after Follistim & IUI #3
    Ryan Henry - born 1/10/15, 7 lb 5 oz, 20 1/4 inches

    NTNP for a sibling starting March 2015
    Waiting on cycle to resume while EBF


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  • sedfootesedfoote member
    edited October 2014
    I've been emotional ALL day. I'm 5 weeks and 1 day with first ultrasound on Tuesday. I'm freaking myself out about everything that could go wrong instead of focusing on the fact that I'm FINALLY pregnant! Keep your chin up and (this is easier said than done) keep thinking about the wonderful joy inside you!
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