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What stupid sh!t has made you cry?

Anything silly making you get teary eyed lately?  Let's laugh at ourselves...


Me 33, DH 37 -- TTC since Jan'12 -- Low AMH (0.78) & endo, SA w/ low motility
IUI's 1-3 = BFN, IVF converted to IUI 4/13 = BFN
IVF 1.2: 8R 6M 4F -- 2 blastocysts frozen, FET 8/15 = BFP!!
Beta #s = 445;1,098; 9,545  -- EDD 5/2 -- Team Pink!
Camila Josephine arrived 4/30 :)

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    CarSaidYesCarSaidYes member
    edited September 2014
    OMG!!!! Yes. Yesterday when I experienced MS for the first time I started crying because I hate puking. Then on the car ride to my beta test the song my dad and I danced to at my wedding came on and I cried. All in one day. Lol. Too many hormones.
    Me: 26 (IC/PCOS-2000mg of Metformin daily)

    June 2014- HSG=clear

    DH: 27 (SA results were great minus the slightly low morphology)
    Started dating DH in 2002 at 14 years old
    Married on 03.01.2014
    Officially TTC since April 2014 
    January 2013- Surprise BFP, m/c at 6 weeks, D&C 2 Weeks later
    April 2014- First RE appointment
    July 2014- IUI#1-Canx due to scar tissue and polyps. TI with the help of Ovidrel. BFN

    August 2014- Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue and polyp

    September 2014- IUI #1.1-100mg Clomid, Ovideral, 11.5 million swimmers=BFP

    EDD-6/3/15- Our sweet baby Ryan was born on 1/6/15 and is in the arms of an Angel

    Dx with IC on 1/6/15



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    Lord! Everything! Sad music, mushy, sappy music, Huggies and pampers commercials, the Sara Borelis and Cindi Lauper duet for kids cancer on the Today show this morning had me in near hysterics!
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    TTC# 1 since 5/10
    Me:34 Type 1 Diabetes, Ankylosing Spondylitis, Hypothyroid DH:35 Perfect
    DX: Unexplained IF
    Many IUI's with various meds all BFFN
    IVF #1 11/11 canceled due to OHSS
    IVF #2 Feb/March 2012 ET of 2 on day 3 4/7 BFP! 5/1 u/s blighted ovum
    IVF #3 July 2012 ET of 3 on day 3 7/24 BFP!
    Healthy baby girl born at 36w4d on 3/9/13

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    TTC #2
    IVF #4 May/June 2014 ER 6/4 18R 8M 8F ET 6/9 1 blast, 2 frosties
    Beta 6/18 BFFN

    FET of 2 blasts 7/24...BFP!
    Healthy baby girl born at 36w3d on 3/17/15

    TTC#3
    IVF #5 June 2018- PGS planned, no surviving embryos
    IVF #6 August 2018- ET of 2 on day 3 - Chemical pregnancy
    IVF #7 August 2019-....?
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    I'm on the everything page too. TV shows, commercials, songs on the radio, not to mention anytime I start thinking about my fears of losing this. I've also started this hysterical laughter / crying breakdown during my PIO shot. I have no idea where that is coming from...

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    TTC since March 2012
    DX: MFI (4% motility)

    Cycle 13: Natural cycle w/ HSG test = BFP
    Identical twins! 
    Lost my angel boys at 10.5 weeks

    Cycle 14-16: Natural Cycles = BFN
    Cycle 17: Follistim + Trigger + IUI = BFN
    Cycle 18: Natural Cycle = BFN
    Cycle 19: Follistim + Trigger +IUI#2
    Polyp found: SIS 11/11 - hysteroscopy 11/14
    Cycle 20: Follistim + IUI#2 = BFFN
    Cycle 21: Follistim (adj. dosage) + IUI#3 TI  = BFN
    IUI cancelled due to weather
    Cycle 22: Follistim + IUI#3.1 = BFN

    Cycle 23: treatment break, IVF consult
    Cycle 24 - 26: natural cycle w/ acupuncture + Chinese herbs = BFN
    Cycle 27: Follistim + IUI#4 = BFFN
    Natural Cycles until IVF
    Cycle 30: IVF#1 - Starting with Menopur + Follistim + Ganirelix
    17 retrieved, 12 fertilized, 5dt w/ 2 blasts, 5 frosties

    Betas:  #1-156(9dp5dt), #2-1200(13dp5) #3-6112(17dp5)
    Ultrasound #1 10/6: 1 bean!
    TEAM BLUE!

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    Add me to the everything makes me cry column. Here's the stupidest: Someone mentioned the Twilight series after class (which I have read and watched, mainly in order to effectively ridicule and critique as promoting abusive relationships) and I was reminded that the mother character almost died because she threw herself off a cliff when her baby died. I was just standing there with some students and had to discreetly wipe AN ACTUAL TEAR away remembering that plot line. Pathetic.
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    ***Losses mentioned.*** TTC #1 since May 2012. Me: 37, OH: 41. Ectopic August 2012 => tubal damage. :'(  Stage 1 endo removed June 2013. IVF #1 Oct/Nov 2013: Long Lupron with Gonal-F. 7R, 7M, 7F. 2 txfer@3d. Nothing frozen.  => M/C @ 8 wks. :'( Selected RPL panel all normal. Very hyper and brittle response to stims. IVF #2 (antagonist protocol) Feb 2014 => Converted to IUI (Perfect conditions). BFN. IVF #2.1 w/ new RE June 2014: Antagonist protocol. 33R, 31M, 30F, 19 blasts to test!!! I made it through without crashing!! :) Hats off to Dr. Fancypants!! ET of one 5AB blast. BFN. 13 10 CCS'ed snowflakes! FET #1 PUPO as of 7/29 Betas: 8/7@24, 8/9@97, 8/11@334 (etc.) Two sacs on 8/15, one seen on 8/18 after a bleed. U/s 8/25 (6+3) "perfect": 5.9 mm + HB@120bpm! U/s 9/4 (7+6): 15.9 mm + HB@172 bpm! Please, PLEASE stick this time!!!!
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    When we were going thru treatment to get pregnant I started crying cause I really did not want to brush my teeth. Dh was so sweet he told me not to and just go to bed. But I continued to cry and tell him I had to, and bawled the whole time I did. :D
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    I'm 29 and DH is 32 we have a MFI (low count) 
    IVF #1 starting in August. ER 9/5/13 23 eggs we are fertilizing 15. 9 frozen
    ET 9/10 - transferred 1 perfect 5AA blast
    7dp5dt BFP ~~ Beta on 9/19 - 77.4 Beta #2 on 9/21 - 357
    Low heartbeat on 10/7 86, lower heartbeat on 10/11 76, no heartbeat 10/14/13. D&C 10/15/13
    Tests revealed MTHFR c677t mutation, put on Folgard.
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    FET #1 1/6/14 - 4BB blast - BFN
    FET #2 - 3/3/14 - 5AB Blast -- Beta #1 3/12 - 152 -- Beta #2 3/14 - 358
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    FET #3 06/09/16 - 5AB Blast - Beta #1 6/18- 245 -- Beta #2 06/20 - 600
     PAIF/SAIF/PAL/SAL welcome!

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    In preparation for Grays Anatomy coming back (premiere tonight was good!), I rewatched some old episodes this week. One was when Meredith gave birth, and their son was having some issues, and she told Derek to stay with the baby. I started hysterically sobbing for like 30 minutes thinking about if I had to tell DH the same thing (crying again now thinking about it). Like can't breathe sobs.

    We've had "the talk" that he is to stay with the baby no matter what if we get separated (the only good NICU is at a hospital another hour away from the one I will be delivering at, so if there's a serious problem that means ambulance or helicopter) and I cry every.single.time I think of the possibility.
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    Me: 29      DH:  32
    Off birth control March 2012 - Actively trying Sept 2012-April 2014
    Unexplained Infertility
    BFP on May 5th after Follistim & IUI #3
    Ryan Henry - born 1/10/15, 7 lb 5 oz, 20 1/4 inches

    NTNP for a sibling starting March 2015
    Waiting on cycle to resume while EBF


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    I cried when I was pg with ds because I saw a dad playing catch with his son. I thought about how I was so happy that dh could play catch with our son and just started crying.
    Diagnosed MFI- low sperm count  
    DS-Born 7/27/11 After 2 years of IF we have our little man
    TTC#2 January 2013
    11 Medicated cycles gave us
    B/G Twins born 10/8/14 @ 32 weeks
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    All the Cinderella shoes at Target were marked 50% off except the one pair in DD's size- and frontline manager was a B and said they only mark down certain sizes at a time. I went back to pharmacy for flu shot and balled my eyes out. I felt so dumb. The pharmacist I've known for years and she got them for me and told me that wasn't their policy. Kid shoes- had me balling.
    January 2007- Stop BCP! Let's DO this!
    June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS. image

    November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
    January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS!
    February 2011- lost twin. BS. image

    SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!

    November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
    April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
    FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
    BABY BOY VINCENT!
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    Hubby went away for the weekend and the night before he left I had this horrible thought of him getting into a car accident and I just started crying imaging living life without him, having this baby alone etc. Hubby was very sweet and gave me a hug first, before we both laughed at my silliness
    Diagonsed PCOS TTC since May 2009
    First M/C December 2010 Second M/C August 2011
    Oct 2011~Second round clomid 50 mg; BFN
    Nov 2011~Third round clomid 50 mg: BFP
    Dec 11- Beta #1 91;Dec 13- Beta #2 186.2
    Dec 27- third miscarriage
    May 25th- Beta #1 369;May 27th- Beta #2 798
    Baby girl born Jan 23, 9lbs 3oz, 21 1/2" long
    May 27th-Beta #1 80; May 29th- Beta #2 304; May 31st- Beta #3 860
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    LO95LO95 member
    edited September 2014
    My doctor?
    Yeah....

    Otherwise, I get really emotional about home.  I really want to move back to our hometown, but we have a house tying us down right now.  We were walking in the park and I couldn't stop crying because I just kept thinking about going home to a place where I actually like the parks and they have meaning/memories for me.  Perhaps a nesting thing?  Or I'm just sick of the stupid place we live in now.

    Me: 27 DH: 27

    October 2013: Endo erosion/ Clear HSG

    March 2014: SA #1/  2%morph, borderline sperm count, decent motility

    June 2014: SA#2/  2% morph, low sperm count, worse motility

    Plan: "Quick Start IVF"/antagonist protocol with Follistim, Ganirelix, Ovidrel and progesterone suppositories (yay)

    High AMH (11) and Low BMI= low doses of everything to prevent OHSS

    July 27, 2014: Started Follistim injections for ten days

    July 31, 2014: U/S= 20 follicles, 8.5 lining, E2 is good, Ganirelix for 4 days starting 8/2

    August 4, 2014: 14 follicles on-track, good lining, Trigger 8/6

    August 9, 2014: 9 ICSIed/ 5 embryos; aiming for a 5dt on 8/13

    August 13, 2014: 5DT of 1 4BA almost-hatching blastocyst (Please hang in, Little Bug!)

    August 14, 2014: We have 3 frosties! Hope they're having fun hanging out together. :)

    August 23, 2014: Beta #1: 144 8/23/14: Beta #2: 374 Beta 8/25/14  Beta #3: 6,600 9/3/14

    September 9, 2014: Ultrasound #1 115 heartbeats per minute

    September 23, 2014: Ultrasound #2 182 heartbeats per minute 

    September 26, 2014: Love my OB's office

    October 10, 2014: Our baby looks like a baby and is moving all over!  

    December 8, 2014: Anatomy scan- It's a girl! 


    "Hope strengthens.  Fear kills."- Karen Marie Moning

    "Heaviness is only temporary; the daylight will soon break in."- needtobreathe

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    pblge said:
    Add me to the everything makes me cry column. Here's the stupidest: Someone mentioned the Twilight series after class (which I have read and watched, mainly in order to effectively ridicule and critique as promoting abusive relationships) and I was reminded that the mother character almost died because she threw herself off a cliff when her baby died. I was just standing there with some students and had to discreetly wipe AN ACTUAL TEAR away remembering that plot line. Pathetic.
    GEEZ- I never even read this and I'm tearing up at my desk. awful- 

    I cried A LOT watching one of those John Quinones TV clips on FB, it was "What Would You Do?" i think, anyway, it was a Mom who needed grocery stamps but didn't have enough, UGH brutal. BTW it was an actress not an actual hungry family and I knew this ...but the people were so quick to help her & the one guy who didn't offer to help her pay is also on assistance and couldn't b/c he had no cash. ugh heart broken. :(

    My heart is as open as the sky.
    Read about it on the blog

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    In preparation for Grays Anatomy coming back (premiere tonight was good!), I rewatched some old episodes this week. One was when Meredith gave birth, and their son was having some issues, and she told Derek to stay with the baby. I started hysterically sobbing for like 30 minutes thinking about if I had to tell DH the same thing (crying again now thinking about it). Like can't breathe sobs. We've had "the talk" that he is to stay with the baby no matter what if we get separated (the only good NICU is at a hospital another hour away from the one I will be delivering at, so if there's a serious problem that means ambulance or helicopter) and I cry every.single.time I think of the possibility.
    @southernyankeegirl - you just made me tear up now!
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    TTC#1 since June 2012

    Dx: Unexplained Infertility / AMA

    BFP after 4th IUI cycle with Gonal F + Ovidrel on March 2014 | EDD 12/7/14 | MMC on 4/14/14 

    IUI#5 with Gonal F and Ovidrel trigger on 6/6 - BFN

    On to IVF #1 with a new RE. Started Gonal F and Menopur on 8/15.  Added Ganirelix on 8/24. Trigger on 8/26 for ER on 8/28. 8R 7M 3F.  Transferred all 3 on 8/31. BFP on 9/11 | EDD 5/20/15 - Beta #1: 56.7. Beta #2: 97. Beta #3: 1148. Beta #4: 3559. Beta #4: 7678. MMC confirmed on 10/13. D&C on 10/14 at 9w. Confirmed male with Trisomy 14.

    On to IVF #2 in March. CCS Testing on 2 embies. No go. Waiting to start IVF #3 in July. Surprise BFP on 6/14! EDD - 2/20/16 - Beta #1: 121.4. Beta #2: 236.4. Beta #3: 2014.

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    My hubby and I had a work event to go to (his work event) last weekend. I am very into fitness and being in good shape and this whol pregnancy thing is no bueno for my self esteem LOL I went and bought a bunch of new shirts and came downstairs with a outfit on and he looked up and said "your shirt is crooked" and I Just started bawling. LOL He looked up and said "are you really crying!??" I just went upstairs and took a nap! hahahaha Woke up and felt silly for being so upset about it!
    Me (28) DH (32)  Endometriosis                                                                                   IVF  #1 (1/2013) - 17 Retrieved, 16 Mature, 14 Fertilized- 2 transferred- BFN
    FET #1 (7/2013) - 2 embryos - BFN
    FET #2 (9/2013) - 2 emrbyos - BFN
    New RE. Fresh Start
    IVF  #2 (2/2014) - 25 Retrieved, 19 Mature, 16 Fertilized, 9 blasts.
                                 CGH Testing: 6 Normal
    FET #3 (4/2014) -1 embryo -  BFP! Beta#1: 35 Beta #2: 16 :(
    FET #4 (5/2014) -1 embryo -  BFP! Beta#1: 321!!! Beta #2: 727.9!
    6/5/2014 Heartbeat! 144bpm It's a girl!
    Due January!
     
     

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    edited September 2014
    I started to tear up watching last night's episode of the Colbert report.  I don't even know why.  It was during the segment of the marshmallow theory or something like that about kids and delayed gratification being more successful later in life.  It really wasn't anything to cry about but, alas, I did.

    And one of those protect the tigers commercials came on and I almost cried.  If an ASPCA commercial comes on...I'll be in trouble.

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    TTC#1 since 2010 Me: 30 DH:35 
     Dx: unexplained
    4 failed IUI's (2 clomid, 2 Gonal-F)
    IVF/ICSI#1: April 2014 (24 retrieved,14 fertilized, 5dt of 2 embryos and 6 frozen) Beta 5/10- BFN
    Hysteroscopy :  August 2014 (adhesions, and pre-polyps found and removed)
    FET#1: September 11th, 2 hatching frosties transferred
    1st Beta 9/22: 896 2nd Beta: 1924
    EDD: 5/30/15

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    AMSharkAMShark member
    edited September 2014
    I was putting away the groceries on Sunday, and as I was putting away the eggs, my hand slipped, and I dropped 23 eggs.  They broke inside my refrigerator, ran down the shelves and into the freezer below, down the front of the freezer drawer, all over the floor, on my cabinets, on a throw rug, and - insult to injury- started seeping under the fridge.

    When my husband came in from the garage, he just saw me, staring into the open refrigerator and bawling - Totally BAWLING my eyes out.  So, of course, he laughed - which made me realize how dumb I was being.

    It was a royal pain to clean it up, though.  From now on, I will be super careful whenever handling eggs.

    *** Ticker Warning ***

    Me: 37, DH: 39, TTC 5 yrs

    2013 summary: Diagnosed with Hypothyroid; Cervical polyp removed (benign); 
    2 rounds ovidrel with timed intercourse (no result): 3 rounds IUI with clomid + ovidrel (no result)
    2014 summary (to date):
    IVF cycle 1 - ER: 4/17 (28 follicles, 3 fertilized, 2 survived to day 3);
    ET: 4/20 (3rd day, 2 embryos - 1 @ 6 cells & 1 @ 4 cells); Beta 5/1 - BFP!; 
    1st scan 5/13 - development behind, no heartbeat detected; D&C 6/2; WTF 6/13
    IVF cycle 2 - BCP begun 7/12; stims w/ HGH begun 7/26; 
    ER: 8/6, 12 follicles, 7 fertilized w/ ICSI; ET: 8/11, 3 blastocysts left, 2 transferred, 3rd arrested 8/12 - none to freeze :'(
    1st beta 8/19 - BFP! 294; 2nd beta 8/26 - 4976; 1st u/s 9/2; 2nd u/s 9/9 - two little heartbeats at 140 each!!! 
    EDD: 29-April-2015
    Other Meds: Synthroid 100 mcg/daily

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    @AMShark‌ pregnant or not, I would have bawled over that mess too! :(
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    TTC# 1 since 5/10
    Me:34 Type 1 Diabetes, Ankylosing Spondylitis, Hypothyroid DH:35 Perfect
    DX: Unexplained IF
    Many IUI's with various meds all BFFN
    IVF #1 11/11 canceled due to OHSS
    IVF #2 Feb/March 2012 ET of 2 on day 3 4/7 BFP! 5/1 u/s blighted ovum
    IVF #3 July 2012 ET of 3 on day 3 7/24 BFP!
    Healthy baby girl born at 36w4d on 3/9/13

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    TTC #2
    IVF #4 May/June 2014 ER 6/4 18R 8M 8F ET 6/9 1 blast, 2 frosties
    Beta 6/18 BFFN

    FET of 2 blasts 7/24...BFP!
    Healthy baby girl born at 36w3d on 3/17/15

    TTC#3
    IVF #5 June 2018- PGS planned, no surviving embryos
    IVF #6 August 2018- ET of 2 on day 3 - Chemical pregnancy
    IVF #7 August 2019-....?
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    kmc84 said:
    @AMShark‌ pregnant or not, I would have bawled over that mess too! :(
    Seriously!
    Married 2007
    3 Clomid IUIs -- BFNs
    IVF #1 never made it to transfer
    On "egg health" cocktail DHEA/CoQ10/FRC/Pregnitude/Melatonin
    Starting IVF #2 for Feb 2013
    Follistim/Menopur/Ganirelix
    Cancelled mid-cycle due to high P4 levels early on.
    OCPs again for IVF 2.5 mid-March. IVF 2.5 transferred two "gorgeous" 5-day blasts and BFFN. Even REI is baffled
    On indefinite hold until a huge stroke of serendipity led me to IVF 3 May 2014
    Testing found positive cardiolipins/APS, now on lovenox and intralipid infusions
    Transfer of 2 5-day blasts and (FINALLY) BFFP!! 1st ultrasound shows two sacs and two HB, but one is sluggish, almost expecting vanishing twin Subsequent ultrasound confirmed vanishing twin, but my other Little critter looks fantastic!
    "You may have to fight a battle more than once to win it."
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    I cried last weekend when my dog jumped into the car, she whimpered a little because she tripped. She's fine but I cried because I realized she's getting old and she's going to die (she's going to be 7 in January). She's not that old and she isn't dying, but I cried like a baby as if we were taking her to be put down.
    Me: 32, DH:33, Married: 8/30/2008, TTC since: 10/1/2012
    DX: Me - DOR & tubal issues, DH: none. 
    June 2004: Ectopic pregnancy with DH while dating
    October & November 2013: IUI #1 & 2 - BFN
    December 2013:Taking a break, trying on our own.
    January 2014: BFP!!!! Ectopic pregnancy ruptured at 6wks1day. Left Fallopian tube removed. Noted during surgery the right Fallopian tube is severely damaged from 2004 ectopic pregnancy.
    April 8 2014: IVF#1 w/ISCI: 10 received, 5 mature, 3 fertilized. Day 3 transfer of all three embies.
    April 22, 2014: BFP! beta #1: 80 beta #2: 211 One nugget! 
    January 6, 2015: Adeline Marguerite is here!!


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    hbanana18 said:
    I was at my little sisters high school cross country meet and there was a kid that finished pretty far behind everyone else. When he was coming down the final stretch, a few of his teammates went up and ran the last 1/2 mile with him. It was so sweet and kind - especially for high school boys that I started crying. Good thing for big sunglasses...
    I just cried reading this


    Me 33, DH 37 -- TTC since Jan'12 -- Low AMH (0.78) & endo, SA w/ low motility
    IUI's 1-3 = BFN, IVF converted to IUI 4/13 = BFN
    IVF 1.2: 8R 6M 4F -- 2 blastocysts frozen, FET 8/15 = BFP!!
    Beta #s = 445;1,098; 9,545  -- EDD 5/2 -- Team Pink!
    Camila Josephine arrived 4/30 :)
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    I just sobbed in my car in a parking lot for several minutes after getting the news that my husband's cousin and his wife are due three days after us. Here's the cousin's story, which will also make you cry. Short version is that his health completely collapsed about three months after getting married, and he's still severely affected by an undetermined autoimmune disease in addition to having survived cancer. His newlywed bride had absolutely no clue what she was signing up for but has been amazing throughout. They didn't think he would survive, let alone be a parent.

    I guess it's not stupid to cry about that. What WAS stupid was me sobbing over a FB video of a beagle getting his forever home after being overlooked at the shelter, but I can't find it to share.
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    ***Losses mentioned.*** TTC #1 since May 2012. Me: 37, OH: 41. Ectopic August 2012 => tubal damage. :'(  Stage 1 endo removed June 2013. IVF #1 Oct/Nov 2013: Long Lupron with Gonal-F. 7R, 7M, 7F. 2 txfer@3d. Nothing frozen.  => M/C @ 8 wks. :'( Selected RPL panel all normal. Very hyper and brittle response to stims. IVF #2 (antagonist protocol) Feb 2014 => Converted to IUI (Perfect conditions). BFN. IVF #2.1 w/ new RE June 2014: Antagonist protocol. 33R, 31M, 30F, 19 blasts to test!!! I made it through without crashing!! :) Hats off to Dr. Fancypants!! ET of one 5AB blast. BFN. 13 10 CCS'ed snowflakes! FET #1 PUPO as of 7/29 Betas: 8/7@24, 8/9@97, 8/11@334 (etc.) Two sacs on 8/15, one seen on 8/18 after a bleed. U/s 8/25 (6+3) "perfect": 5.9 mm + HB@120bpm! U/s 9/4 (7+6): 15.9 mm + HB@172 bpm! Please, PLEASE stick this time!!!!
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    viola27 said:
    This video makes me sob every time and I'm not even a mom yet


    edit: damn that one doesn't have subtitles or at least i can't click to get them. forget it.. I'm off to cry because this isn't working
    This was sweet! If you click on closed captioning (the little CC) there are English subtitles.
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    ***Losses mentioned.*** TTC #1 since May 2012. Me: 37, OH: 41. Ectopic August 2012 => tubal damage. :'(  Stage 1 endo removed June 2013. IVF #1 Oct/Nov 2013: Long Lupron with Gonal-F. 7R, 7M, 7F. 2 txfer@3d. Nothing frozen.  => M/C @ 8 wks. :'( Selected RPL panel all normal. Very hyper and brittle response to stims. IVF #2 (antagonist protocol) Feb 2014 => Converted to IUI (Perfect conditions). BFN. IVF #2.1 w/ new RE June 2014: Antagonist protocol. 33R, 31M, 30F, 19 blasts to test!!! I made it through without crashing!! :) Hats off to Dr. Fancypants!! ET of one 5AB blast. BFN. 13 10 CCS'ed snowflakes! FET #1 PUPO as of 7/29 Betas: 8/7@24, 8/9@97, 8/11@334 (etc.) Two sacs on 8/15, one seen on 8/18 after a bleed. U/s 8/25 (6+3) "perfect": 5.9 mm + HB@120bpm! U/s 9/4 (7+6): 15.9 mm + HB@172 bpm! Please, PLEASE stick this time!!!!
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    pblge said:
    What WAS stupid was me sobbing over a FB video of a beagle getting his forever home after being overlooked at the shelter, but I can't find it to share.
    Found it! If you manage to watch this without crying WHILE PREGNANT, let me know.
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=vAdCvq1Hj-k
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    @pblge i can't handle it...crying like a baby


    Me 33, DH 37 -- TTC since Jan'12 -- Low AMH (0.78) & endo, SA w/ low motility
    IUI's 1-3 = BFN, IVF converted to IUI 4/13 = BFN
    IVF 1.2: 8R 6M 4F -- 2 blastocysts frozen, FET 8/15 = BFP!!
    Beta #s = 445;1,098; 9,545  -- EDD 5/2 -- Team Pink!
    Camila Josephine arrived 4/30 :)
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    Team 'cries over just about anything' here. Mostly stupid things. But yesterday someone put on the movie "Water for Elephants" ( I think that's the name) and I've never seen it before, so the horrible circus owner beats the elephant and I was uncontrollably BAWLING for like 20 mins. My OH was like, "would someone PLEASE turn this off?" I also cried yesterday because my OH said I "cut him off" when he was speaking....and so I thought he was being too mean. um, ya.

    Me: 37 | DH: 41
    TTC Since 2011 DX: Unexplained 
    IUI's #1 - 3 = BFN
    IVF August 2014: FSH 4.1, PRL 15.3, TSH 2.1, W/ AFC 8.
     08/03 ER 5R, 4M, 3F. 08/08 5DT of 1-3AA0, 2 frozen :) bfp @9dp5dt. Beta on 08/20 = 414.
    So excited to have one little bean on the way!!
     
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    On Sunday, we did the beast cancer walk by us and as we were about to start walking, I nearly bawled my eyes out! Think I was overwhelmed by the amount of people there or something .. i never cry, this is getting tough!

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    Ok 1 more, last one, hopefully! - I was just listening to Rather be by Clean Bandit in the car and started to tear up! This song was playing when we went to Europe to do our procedure and I liked it but listening to the lyrics had me almost bawling my eyes out while driving .. there was something about traveling land and sea and the lyric, as long as I am with, there's no place I'd rather be .. i keep picturing our baby girl .. n now I'm getting teary eyed from writing this .. oh boy!

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    My SO has some depression issues that are always worse in the winter, SAD (seasonal affective disorder) kicks in big time when the sun starts setting before we get home. It usually makes him more tired and cranky. Well he's been getting more angry at stuff lately and it's been making me almost burst into tears at 9 weeks. I don't know what's going to happen later on. I want to stay positive there are so many things to worry about now. But things that normally made me tear up and sniffle a little have become 3 kleenex ordeals. 
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    Me: 38. Diagnosed PCOs 09, took 'em long enough. Low Thyroid 13.
    SO: 41. Diabetic. We are not married yet in the legal sense. 
    Together since Feb 09. TTC since Jan 11.
    6 Clomid cycles. Mostly BFN one BFP but chemical Aug 12.
    IUI #1-3 Menopur and Ovidrel BFN. 
    IUI #4 Gonal-F and Ovidrel BFN.
    IUI #5 Gonal-F and Ovidrel BFP 9/15 
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    @Regan1976 - Does he have a full spectrum (happy) light? I don't have SAD, really, but I've survived Seattle and my current wintry city only because one of these sits on my work desk.
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    @pblge I've pushed a few links at him as hints. The regular doctor has talked to him about it. But until he just randomly does it, it won't happen. He's one of those guys that has to warm up to an idea. We've bantered about a few of the options but the credit card hasn't been whipped out yet. I may have to cry at him to get him to do it. 
    *bfp mentioned*
    Me: 38. Diagnosed PCOs 09, took 'em long enough. Low Thyroid 13.
    SO: 41. Diabetic. We are not married yet in the legal sense. 
    Together since Feb 09. TTC since Jan 11.
    6 Clomid cycles. Mostly BFN one BFP but chemical Aug 12.
    IUI #1-3 Menopur and Ovidrel BFN. 
    IUI #4 Gonal-F and Ovidrel BFN.
    IUI #5 Gonal-F and Ovidrel BFP 9/15 
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    Regan1976 said:
    @pblge I've pushed a few links at him as hints. The regular doctor has talked to him about it. But until he just randomly does it, it won't happen. He's one of those guys that has to warm up to an idea. We've bantered about a few of the options but the credit card hasn't been whipped out yet. I may have to cry at him to get him to do it. 
    Could you buy one for yourself to help your pregnant lady energy levels, then see if he enjoys it?
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    @Regan1976‌ - just start replacing bulbs in your house ;-) Especially a desk light or some place he spends a lot of time.

    Also, make sure he takes a Vitamin D supplement. I found it realllllllly helps my SAD.
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    Off birth control March 2012 - Actively trying Sept 2012-April 2014
    Unexplained Infertility
    BFP on May 5th after Follistim & IUI #3
    Ryan Henry - born 1/10/15, 7 lb 5 oz, 20 1/4 inches

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    What is this? The bulbs that is.

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    What is this? The bulbs that is.

    Multispectrum lights. It mimics sunlight's mood and energy effects on the body.
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    Me: 29      DH:  32
    Off birth control March 2012 - Actively trying Sept 2012-April 2014
    Unexplained Infertility
    BFP on May 5th after Follistim & IUI #3
    Ryan Henry - born 1/10/15, 7 lb 5 oz, 20 1/4 inches

    NTNP for a sibling starting March 2015
    Waiting on cycle to resume while EBF


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