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• rmpar29 member

  September 2014

  Oh honey, my heart is aching for you.  There are just no words...  I'm so sorry that you are going through this again.  Please know that you are in my thoughts and I'm here if you need to talk or vent.  Sending you many (((((((((((HUGS))))))))) and much love! 
  

  TTC #3 since 8/2012
  DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010
   BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
  BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014
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• Km380 member

  September 2014

  Oh hon I'm so so sorry. Lots and lots of ((((hugs))))

  PgAL welcome

  
  

  Married 6/11/2011
  

  Me & Hubby: 34

  TTC journey started 12/2012

  BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

  BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

  Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

  Also have hypothyroidism

  Started TTC again 12/2013

   

  IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

  IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

  Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

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• eliida member

  September 2014

  I am so, so sorry.

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• bunnybun4 member

  September 2014

  I am so, so sorry you are back here.  big ((hugs))

  

  8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)

  -5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)

  11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13

  8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF

  IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties

  12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!!  One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15

  Everyone Welcome.

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• [Deleted User] member

  September 2014

  I'm so sorry. ((hugs))

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• CreechMommy member

  September 2014

  So sorry ((hugs))

  
  

  Ashleigh (26) and Darren (26)

  Married 8-10-13

  TTC since February 2014

  BFP #1 4-22-14  EDD 1-1-15

  8w u/s 5-22-14 Baby measuring 6w1d. Heartbeat detected

  Went to Dr. 5-30-14 due to bleeding. Prescribed progesterone

  Went to ER 6-1-14 2:30 AM - diagnosed with incomplete m/c

  6-6-14 natural m/c completed

  10-24-14 BFP #2 EDD 7-6-15 **Please** be our Rainbow 

  
  

  

                                                                  

  

  
  
  

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• kittymeowbark member

  September 2014

  Lots and lots of hugs. I am so sorry for your loss.
  

  Yelena + Rubere Married: 05/13/2011
  TTC since 2012
  BFP#1~  EDD: 06/21/2014  ~  TFMR --Holoprosencephaly 
  Said goodbye on 2/10/2014 at 21 weeks. We miss our baby girl "J"
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• mrspipp member

  September 2014

  I am so, so sorry. 

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• Elliecat17 member

  September 2014

  I'm so sorry! That's not fair at all! ((HUGS))

  Me: 24 

  DH: 25

  BFP: 1/12/14       EDD: 9/18/14     MC: 1/15/14

  BFP: 5/6/14         EDD: 1/5/15       MC: 5/10/14

  BFP: 12/29/14      EDD: 9/12/15      MC: 1/5/15

  Dx: PCOS - 8/20/14, Hashimoto's - 10/10/14, Gluten Allergy 10/10/14

  
  

  
  

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• natalie115 member

  September 2014

  I am so so sorry (((hugs)))

  Started TTC Nov. 2011 
  

  1st clomid cycle June 2012- No response :: HSG August 2012- Left tube blocked, right tube clear :: 2nd clomid cycle Aug. 2012 BFN :: 3rd clomid cycle Sept. 2012 :: BFP Sept 30th :: DS born 6/15/13 :: BFP #2 7/29/14 M/C 8/5/14 :: BFP#3 10/20/14 DD born 7/1/2015 :: Applied to be surrogate April '17 :: Transferred 1 Embryo for IFs Dec. '17 :: Surro Babe born 9/11/18 :: Started 2nd Journey May '19 :: Transferred 1 Embryo for new IFs 9/24/19 :: HB 138 at 6w6d

  
  

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• yellowcat10 member

  September 2014

  I am so sorry, this is completely unfair.
  

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• MrsPhD83 member

  September 2014

  oh no! I'm so, so sorry for your loss. this is so unfair
  

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  Me: 31, DH: 30, Married July 2013
  TTC since March 2014
  BFP#1  5.17.14, EDD 1.26.15, MMC (measuring 6w3d at 8w3d), D&C 6.26.14
  BFP#2  9.19.14, EDD 5.29.15, AF on 9.23.14 CP
  BFP#3  12.17.14, EDD 8.25.15, AF on 12.21.14 CP#2
  
  Current plan: TTC while waiting for RPL results to come back
  Stalk my ute
  

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• uromys member

  September 2014

  I am so sorry

  DH & I are both 28    Together: 12 years    Married: 09/24/2011

  BFP#1: January '12 - DD1 09/16/2012

  Preterm labor 31 weeks. Monitored for Hellp and diagnosed with oligohydramnios July '12

  BFP #2: 06/25 - EDD 03/05/15 MMC confirmed 8/1 - D&E 8/4 retained tissue discovered 8/20

  BFP #3 11/24 - 12/15 Heartbeat detected - DD2 07/29/15

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• rslh10 member

  September 2014

  Lady, I am so so sorry. I am sending you so many hugs. I will be thinking of you<3

  
  

  Stalk Me
  

  Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10

  BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13

  DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)

  SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)

   Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 

  Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14

  Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN

  Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN

  
  

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• meredithcarole member

  September 2014

  I am so very sorry. ((Hugs))

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  AMA 35 :  DH 33

  BFP#1 1/26/14 (EDD: 10/7/14).  MMC 3/10/14 D&C 3/14/14

  RE Consult 11/3/14 - AMH 2.25 "great" . FSH 7.10 . Low Vitamin D

  Myomectomy 12/17/14.  Benched until March.

  
  

  
  

  
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• ctk181 member

  September 2014

  I'm so very sorry you are back here! Sending you so many hugs! Life is so unfair!

  
  

  Married: 4/28/12

  BFP: 7/2/14 ;  1st US 7/21/14 Baby measuring 7w5d, HB of 138;  Discovered MMC 8/18/14 at 11w2d, baby measuring 8w5d, no hb ; 8/19/14 D&C

  
  

  
  

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• jms627 member

  September 2014

  I am so, so sorry. Thoughts and prayers to you.

  ***Siggy Warning - loss mentioned***

  

  

  *S15 Siggy January Siggy Challenge - Happy Dance*

  
  

  ME: 32   DH: 38
  

  BFP#1 - 7/18/14; EDD 3/23/14; MMC 8/11/14 (passed naturally on 8/17/14)

  BFP#2 - 12/29/14; EDD 9/10/15 *PLEASE BE OUR RAINBOW!*

  
  

  
  

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• kreardon11 member

  September 2014

  I am so sorry for your loss and that you're back again. Sending you virtual hugs, puppies, and wine xxxooo

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  Married my partner in crime 06/11/11

  DH: 29, Me: 28

  Started TTC 10/01/2013

  BFP#1: 03/05/14 | EDD: 11/11/14 | MC: 04/10/14 | D&C 05/01/14 [Molar]

  BFP#2: 10/15/14 | EDD: 06/25/14 | MC: 12/02/14 | D&C 12/04/14 [MMC]

  Current Status: RE appt 01/20/15 & Cleared to TTC

  Plan: Baby Aspirin, More (raw) folate, PNP, Iron, diet

  DX: MTHFR hetero C677T, ANA+ Homogeneous, Anemia. Ige sensitivities: gluten, egg, dairy

  All AL Welcome

  “Once you are real you can't become unreal again. It lasts for always.”

  We will never forgot our angels

  
  

  
  

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• paintdadanta member

  September 2014

  So sorry, ((hugs)). We will all be thinking of you.

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  BFP #1 05/19/14, EDD 01/19/15, MMC 06/12/14 

   BFP #2 10/10/14, EDD 06/19/15

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• Belle0720 member

  September 2014

  I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. It's not fair. Sending you hugs and prayers.

  
  

  
  

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• tlc35 member

  September 2014

  Well shit. I am so so sorry you are back here.  Sending creepy internet hugs.
  

  Me: 37                                               
  DH: 45
  BFP #1 3/19/14  EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
  BFP #2  12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
  Saw heartbeat 12/29.  Please be a rainbow.
  
            
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• mkfish31 member

  September 2014

  I am so so sorry. My heart hurts for you. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

  Married since Dec 2010. TTC since Feb of 2014. 

  
  

  **BFP#1 Feb 20th. EDD October 28th, 2014. MC March 20th (7.5 wks) D&C.

  
  

  **BFP #2 May 22nd. EDD Feb 8th, 2015.   MC  July 1st, 2014 (6.5 weeks) D&C

  
  

   Heard both babies heartbeats @6w3d, 122bpm and 100bpm. Will never forget that sound!

  
  

  **BFP #3 EDD 8/21/15  Please, please be our rainbow!!

  
  

  
  

  
  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• alm288 member

  September 2014

  Oh no - I'm so sorry Be kind to yourself. ((((Hugs))))

  TTC: Since July 2013
  BFP #1: EDD 05/27/2014 (D&C 10/17/2014)

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• rubysi member

  September 2014

  Oh no... I am so sorry.

  
  

  

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• RedTwizzlers member

  September 2014

  I'm so, so sorry Mara.  ((((HUGS))))
  

  

  
  TTC #1 since Sept 2011
  BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
  BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
  Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
  BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
  BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
  

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• tigerlynx31413 member

  September 2014

  Oh no....Mara! I am so incredibly sorry!

  BFP #1 7/6/2012, EDD 3/13/2013, Delivered 3/14/2013

  BFP #2 1/7/2014: EDD:9/14 MC: 1/9/2014 (confirmed via blood work)

  BFP #3 7/5/2014: EDD 3/11/2015 MC: 7/15/2014

  BFP #4 11/7/2014: EDD 7/17/2015~~Please be my RAINBOW!

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• raelynn71109 member

  September 2014

  Oh no! I'm so sorry. ((Hugs))

  Me: 34; DH: 38; SD: 9
  TTC #1 since November 2013
  
  BFP #1: 2/4/14--EDD 10/14/14--CP 2/8/14
  
  BFP #2: 3/1/14--EDD 11/15/14--MMC at 12w6d (baby stopped developing at 11w4d)
  D&C 5/13/14; Retained Tissue Found: Cytotec 5/30/14; 2nd D&C 6/20/14
  
  BFP #3: 12/13/14--EDD 8/27/15--MMC at 7 weeks (no fetal pole and measuring 1 1/2 weeks behind)--Cytotec 1/9/15
  
  

  January 2015: Off to RE for RPL testing
  
  

    

   

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• EricaD777 member

  September 2014

  I'm so very sorry for your loss.

  
  

  BFP #1: 10/15/10- DS born 6/29/11

  BFP #2: 6/26/2012- DS born 3/11/13

  BFP #3: 2/26/14- MMC and D&C 4/11/14

  BFP#4: 9/1/14- MC 9/6/14

  BFP#5: 10/3/14- Due Date 6/15/15

  
  

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• Cheetara2 member

  September 2014

  So very sorry for your loss ((hugs))

  IUI#3 brought us our dragon baby Z

  

  TTCAL January 2015 Siggy Challenge: Animal Snow Interactions 

  

  
  

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• LittleMrsW member

  September 2014 edited September 2014

  I'm so sorry mara. Sending you ((hugs)) and keeping you and DH in my thoughts.

  
  

  
  

  
  

  Me-27 DH-29

   TTC#1 January 2013

  BFP February 27th 2014, MMC ended in D&C

  Working on our rainbow!

  
  

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• BookishMomma member

  September 2014

  Oh, Mara, I'm so sad to see this. Big ((hugs))

  

  
  

  DX: I'm a Recurrent Loser

  Me (35) + DH (37) - Married Sept. 2007

  BFP #1 - DS born 7/11/11

  BFP#2 11/13/13 - EDD 7/29/14 - M/C at 5w3d

  BFP #3 12/28/13 - EDD 9/7/14 - M/C at 4w6d

  BFP#4 3/27/14 -  EDD 12/5/14 - Girl lost to 45X at 8w6d - D&C 

  BFP#5 10/15/14 - EDD 6/30/15 - M/C at 7w2d

  BFP #6 1/5/15 - EDD 9.16.14 [CLICKY for progress]

  In search of a 

  
  

  
  

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• aswedishbee member

  September 2014

  I am really sorry to see your post. ((hugs))

  
  

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  • now somewhere where the love flows •
  

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• stinybean member

  September 2014

  I'm so sorry Mara! Many huge (((HUGS)))

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• QuigleyCat1 member

  September 2014

  I'm so sorry for your loss, sweetheart.  Keeping you in my thoughts and sending lots of hugs.

  

   

        ***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.

         We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

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• purplehaze11 member

  September 2014

  I am so sorry for your loss

  DD 15.07.2012

  BFP #2 01.18.2014, MMC 04.10.2014 15w5d

  BFP #3 07.18.2014, MC 07.31.2014 5w6d

  DX: RPL due to submucosal uterine fibroid. Hysteroscopy 12/16. All clear!

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• negritosmami member

  September 2014

  Smdh going thru a loss once is horrible. .anymore than that is just beyond unfair. .I'm so sad and pissed for you! !! So sorry a d many hugs to you! !

  ~TTC #1 Since 3/2014
  ~BFP #1 6/2014  EDD 2/11/15
  ~MMC 7/31/14 @12weeks ~D&C /2/2014  

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• Rachaeleigh member

  September 2014

  So sorry :-(

  4 Losses (2003, 2008, Apr 2012, & Oct 2012)
  All RPL and IF testing with multiple REs = normal

  5 IUIs = BFN

  All AL are welcome
  

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• MSU_Girl1202 member

  September 2014

  Oh sweetie, there are no words. I'm so so sorry. Big ((Hugs))
  

  Married 07/2006, TTC since 2010
  08/2011: Clomid 50mg, IUI --> BFN  ,
  10/2011: Clomid 100mg, IUI --> BFN
  04/13: Clomid, IUI BFP --> MC at 6w1d
  05/13: Femara 2.5mg, IUI --> BFN  , 08/13: Femara 2.5mg --> BFN
  03/14: Femara 5mg, IUI --> 1 follicle @ 27d --> BFP! EDD 12/02/14--> blighted ovum, missed MC 6w6d --> D&C
  4/23: D&C...starting over again, with a little part of my heart broken off

  5/31: Femara 7.5mg --> cancelled cycle, no follies
  7/14: Femara 5mg + brevelle + menopur + IUI --> converted to IVF, ER 7/28 --> ET cancelled due to severe OHSS.
  9/20/14:  Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP--> EDD 6/6/15 --> MC at 5w3d  
  10/16/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFN
  2/6/15: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP --> MC at 5w4d
  3/20/16: PGS-tested Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP, Living Child born 12/1/15
  6/6/17: Fresh IVF Cycle --> Severe OHSS, 5 PGS-tested embryos frozen
  2/23/18: PGS-tested FET --> BFN
  3/30/18: Cancelled cycle due to lining 4.2mm
  

  6/21/18: PGS-tested FET --> BFN
  

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• MyFirstRaspberry member

  September 2014

  Oh mara, i'm so so sorry. I hate this so very much. ((hugs))
  

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  TTC #1 since June 2012
  Current Status:  IVF with ICSI and PGS
  Genetic, RPL, SA and Fertility testing = Normal/Good    HSG = All Clear
  BFP #1 12.30.2012  ||  Blighted Ovum 02.05.2013  ||  D&C 02.11.2013
  BFP #2 09.10.2013  ||  c/p 09.12.2013
  BFP #3 12.1.2013  ||  mm/c  01.15.14  ||  D&C 01.21.14  chromosome abnormality
  May 2014:  Residual HCG and retained tissue found
  05.13.2014:  Hysteroscopy D&C to find and remove retained tissue
  June 2014:  Tissue sample results indicate a partial molar pregnancy
  May - Aug 2014:   TTA for monitoring and testing
  08.21.2014:  Hysteroscopy to remove minor scar tissue - the result of 3 D&Cs
  Sept/Oct: IUI #1  Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
  Oct/Nov: IUI #2  Femara + Ovidrel = BFN
  Nov/Dec: IUI #3  Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
  

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• LizBlue member

  September 2014

  I'm so so sorry Mara. Sending hugs and love.

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  *I am no longer regularly posting on TB because of the fucked up debacle of Jan 2015 when administrators banned long-term members and mods with no notice and completely dismantled a community full of women who cared about each other.  If you see me posting it's only to give support to a poster who needs it or to post something important enough that I need to say.  I am no longer responding to  anything other than issues that affect people who I care about*

  37 years old, MH is 42
  

  TTC since 2010; Dx Unexplained Infertility; possible male factor 
  

  August 2012 through June 2013:  6 IUIs with clomid and trigger shot, all BFNs

  7/2013, Pregnant! Unmedicated--we were on a treatment break
  

  8/20/13 no heart beat; 8/23/13 d&c

  3/15/14 IVF #1:  Lupron/Follistim/Menopur; ER 3/10 resulting in four transfer grade blastocysts, transferred one pretty blast and froze the remaining three. BFN. 

  Natural FET in May cancelled because the universe hates me my hormones were not cooperating.
  

  6/24/14 FET #1: transferred two pretty embryos; BFN   

  8/28/14 FET #2: BFP, ended in Chemical pregnancy

  
  

  Done with medical intervention and getting used to the idea of CFNBC.  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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