I'm so tired of dealing with PPD! As a whole I'm a little better, but I have some bad days. Tonight I'm having such a hard time because my husband just left for work(he works a 12 hour night shift). I get so lonely at night when he isn't here. I'm okay when he works day shift. I am struggling with my daily schedule and the fact that all I do is care for the baby. Obviously I have to, but I miss my old life and I feel so guilty saying that. I want to go back to normal and I can't stand that I could be stuck like this for a long time!!!