For the most part, I am feeling a lot better. The meds are definitely working and I am feeling more like myself a little bit each day. I am also continuing to see a PPD specialist and that is going well. I'm very glad that I found her office.
Finally had an appointment with my doctor today and discussed how I have been feeling. She put me on Zoloft and gave me some info on a support group for ppd. Hoping I will start to feel more myself soon.
@emy730 I'm so glad you're feeling more like yourself!
@kweaver123 I'm glad you got help. Hopefully you start feeling better soon. I would definitely check out the support group.
I'm still doing about the same. I've been on zoloft for almost a week and haven't noticed any changes yet. I have however gotten some of the side effects of the medicine. Nausea, upset stomach, (TMI) diarrhea, and I've been horribly tired. I'm hoping those will all wear off and I'll start feeling more like myself soon.
7 weeks PP, 5 weeks on a higher does of Paxil, 2 weeks on my own with the baby during the day: I'm doing so much better. I feel like I've got a handle on life and taking care of this baby. It really feels completely different and I'm so glad. It also helps that DS is a little older, sleeping better at night, and has started smiling at me.
I hope you gals have success stories to share, but if not, let us know so we can keep supporting and praying for you.
Checkin in! I am definitely feeling better. I am finding it easier to wake up each morning, and I look at my baby and am so happy. It helps that she smiles and laughs now, and she finds such comfort in me. She knows I'm mama. She feels my calm and happiness. We are both in such a different place from before. Even when she is fussy, we do so well. We go outside in the morning after feeding and greet the beautiful dawn (before it gets bloody hot because it's Oklahoma) and we listen to music and dance.. I'm better with people. I'm able to be alone comfortably again, although I still feel lonely sometimes. I'm coming to terms with having to formula feed. I'm getting counseling. I'm optimistic about treatment and feel like I will benefit in so many ways from it. I look forward to every day again. I look forward to life. Things are good.
Checking in. 7 weeks pp and maybe turning a corner. I decided not to take any meds and I'm still not sure if it was the right decision. My reasoning was that I have good days and bad days and it just depends on how sleep deprived I am. I still feel like I'm just going through the motions with DD sometimes. I definitely do not have the feeling of overwhelming love towards her but I no longer feel numb and we are starting to bond a little and yes, it really helps that she can smile now.
6.5 weeks pp. I just finished my first week on Zoloft and have started a higher dose this week per my OB. I haven't noticed much of a difference hopefully it'll kick in soon.
5w PP 2 weeks tomorrow on zoloft. Still haven't really noticed any change. I've been told by my sons pediatricin who does post partum depression screening every appointment he has, that I'm scoring really high (21) and she was going to call my doctor and let him know. He has said multiple times I'm on the appropriate treatment. So hopefully I start feeling better soon. I'm ready to start enjoying my son. Hopefully it starts getting better now that we found out DS has acid reflux and a formula intolerances. So we started alimentum and Zantac and he's so much happier and doesn't cry all day.
Glad so many of you are feeling more like yourself!
@ZeroZeroOne he was very colicky. He was constantly crying when he was awake. He also choked a lot while eating and coughed a lot. When he would be laid down he would scream hysterically but when he sat up he would calm down. He also spit up a lot and when he would cry he would stiffen up and arch his back. His doctor said that's a sign. However he also has a formula intolerance so I think some of that may have been attributed to that. I hope they figure out what's wrong with your son! I know seeing then in pain is REALLY hard. Especially when you don't know how to make them better. It's a helpless feeling. Just take deep breaths. Let me know how everything goes on Monday.
Glad to hear so many of you are doing so much better.
As for me, I'm 5 weeks PP and I've been on Prozac for 4 weeks. I feel better, but I'm still not quite myself. I still cry at least once a day and I'm still quite anxious about her sleeping.
I've also been seeing a PPD specialist for the past three weeks. She is very helpful and I feel like I'm able to be honest with her.
That bond is still not there. I still feel like we're strangers. With DH back at work, I've been home with her alone and it's been fine, but I still don't feel like myself or that we are growing closer.
I just want to feel better. I have an appointment with my PCP to follow up and I have a feeling we'll up my meds. I would love to have a connection to DD, and I am trying to be positive that it will come, but it's been hard.
4weeks, 5 days PP. I started my Wellbutrin before LO arrived already knowing I would have PPD. It has helped tremendously. I think it is a better fit for me than Zoloft. I struggle some when LO cries and I can't figure out how to calm her. After an hour or so I usually start crying and my poor husband will wake up to put us all back together (yes, I have a night owl when the crankies hit). I'm waiting to get to the reward of smiles soon. I think that will keep me going!
I'm doing okay. Still not feeling great. It'll be a month on zoloft on Saturday. I see my doctor Friday so I'm going to talk to him about it.
To make things worse Grayson was on similac alimentum and just got switched to neocate infant which is SUPER expensive (50$ for 14oz can) and he goes through a can in 2 days. He's also still having problems with throwing up, gas, and excessive crying. At his last appointment on Wednesday, we got sent straight to the hospital for an emergency ultrasound. She thought he had a blocked pyloric and if he did he would have had emergency surgery. Luckily he didn't but now he has to see a GI. Ugh it's just so much.
Plus mom of the year award: had him in his swing unbuckled and heard him crying at 4 am. Kept telling him to relax, got up, and he turned himself sideways feet dangling off the side, and head turned to his shoulder stuck.
Still waiting for this to get better. Hope everyone is doing okay!
@MrsCrouch90 I'm so sorry that he's having such a hard time. That has to be unbelievably stressful on you too.
Can you get insurance reimbursement for it? I was looking on their website and certain states offer them. I hope you are able to get some help with it.
Do you feel like the Zoloft is helping? I hope it is.
They upped my dosages and I'm feeling quite a bit better. I still have a lot of anxiety, but I feel like I can manage it much better. I'm still very afraid that those awful PPD/A feelings will reemerge, but I'm trying to work on that in therapy.
Feel free to PM any time if you need to vent or talk to someone.
I'm glad you are feeling better! Try not to worry to much and take everything as it comes (easier said then done, I know) you're doing great and keeping up with therapy and your medicine is the best thing you could possibly do for you and LO.
I just spoke to my insurance today and they said I need to fill out paper work and fax it back in then they have to approve it before the will reimburse me.
I don't really feel like the zoloft is helping. I'm still having a ton of breakdowns and feeling worthless and helpless. It's horrible. DS has to go to Lurie children's hospital in Chicago tomorrow to see a GI specialst, and seeing him like this definitely isn't helping. I'm hoping they will figure out what's wrong and we can help him so I can help myself.
I'm currently on Zoloft and have been for about 3 weeks. I started feeling better about 4 days ago and then all of a sudden yesterday I feel like crying again, very irritable, etc. has this happened to anyone else?
I'm currently on Zoloft and have been for about 3 weeks. I started feeling better about 4 days ago and then all of a sudden yesterday I feel like crying again, very irritable, etc. has this happened to anyone else?
This happened to to me and they upped my dosage from 50mg to 100mg. I am starting to feel a bit more even.
Hi girls! I've been off TB for awhile. I hate the app so....
I'm glad others are feeling better. I'm doing well myself. I know my case was BB as it was with DD #1, but I love seeing how so many girls are starting to turn a corner with help.
One weird thing about me... I'm still trying to have that bond with DD #2. I remember it taking a long time with DD #1, but this is just weird to me. She does have a bit of a personality now but when she's cranky or needing a ton of attention I look at her like, "really?" instead of, "Oh, momma's baby. It's ok!" I hate being slow to bond. It makes me feel so abnormal. Other friends seem head over heels for their newborn. Worst feeling.
I really didn't get excited and really fall in love with my baby until he started smiling around week 7. I mean, I love him, but he wasn't that much fun, y'know?
I'm currently on Zoloft and have been for about 3 weeks. I started feeling better about 4 days ago and then all of a sudden yesterday I feel like crying again, very irritable, etc. has this happened to anyone else?
DD is 8 weeks and I went on Zoloft at 4... I am thinking of asking for a higher dose (50 now) because while I'm not crying all the time anymore I just feel.. Blah. And angry. Anyway, hugs and I hope you can figure out treatment & feel better soon!
I'm currently on Zoloft and have been for about 3 weeks. I started feeling better about 4 days ago and then all of a sudden yesterday I feel like crying again, very irritable, etc. has this happened to anyone else?
I am on Prozac, but this happened to me and we just upped my dosage.
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@kweaver123 I'm glad you got help. Hopefully you start feeling better soon. I would definitely check out the support group.
I'm still doing about the same. I've been on zoloft for almost a week and haven't noticed any changes yet. I have however gotten some of the side effects of the medicine. Nausea, upset stomach, (TMI) diarrhea, and I've been horribly tired. I'm hoping those will all wear off and I'll start feeling more like myself soon.
7 weeks PP, 5 weeks on a higher does of Paxil, 2 weeks on my own with the baby during the day:
I'm doing so much better. I feel like I've got a handle on life and taking care of this baby. It really feels completely different and I'm so glad. It also helps that DS is a little older, sleeping better at night, and has started smiling at me.
I hope you gals have success stories to share, but if not, let us know so we can keep supporting and praying for you.
Glad so many of you are feeling more like yourself!
As for me, I'm 5 weeks PP and I've been on Prozac for 4 weeks. I feel better, but I'm still not quite myself. I still cry at least once a day and I'm still quite anxious about her sleeping.
I've also been seeing a PPD specialist for the past three weeks. She is very helpful and I feel like I'm able to be honest with her.
That bond is still not there. I still feel like we're strangers. With DH back at work, I've been home with her alone and it's been fine, but I still don't feel like myself or that we are growing closer.
I just want to feel better. I have an appointment with my PCP to follow up and I have a feeling we'll up my meds. I would love to have a connection to DD, and I am trying to be positive that it will come, but it's been hard.
I struggle some when LO cries and I can't figure out how to calm her. After an hour or so I usually start crying and my poor husband will wake up to put us all back together (yes, I have a night owl when the crankies hit).
I'm waiting to get to the reward of smiles soon. I think that will keep me going!
To make things worse Grayson was on similac alimentum and just got switched to neocate infant which is SUPER expensive (50$ for 14oz can) and he goes through a can in 2 days. He's also still having problems with throwing up, gas, and excessive crying. At his last appointment on Wednesday, we got sent straight to the hospital for an emergency ultrasound. She thought he had a blocked pyloric and if he did he would have had emergency surgery. Luckily he didn't but now he has to see a GI. Ugh
Plus mom of the year award: had him in his swing unbuckled and heard him crying at 4 am. Kept telling him to relax, got up, and he turned himself sideways feet dangling off the side, and head turned to his shoulder stuck.
Still waiting for this to get better. Hope everyone is doing okay!
How are you feeling @emy730
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Can you get insurance reimbursement for it? I was looking on their website and certain states offer them. I hope you are able to get some help with it.
Do you feel like the Zoloft is helping? I hope it is.
They upped my dosages and I'm feeling quite a bit better. I still have a lot of anxiety, but I feel like I can manage it much better. I'm still very afraid that those awful PPD/A feelings will reemerge, but I'm trying to work on that in therapy.
Feel free to PM any time if you need to vent or talk to someone.
I just spoke to my insurance today and they said I need to fill out paper work and fax it back in then they have to approve it before the will reimburse me.
I don't really feel like the zoloft is helping. I'm still having a ton of breakdowns and feeling worthless and helpless. It's horrible. DS has to go to Lurie children's hospital in Chicago tomorrow to see a GI specialst, and seeing him like this definitely isn't helping. I'm hoping they will figure out what's wrong and we can help him so I can help myself.
Thank you, you can PM me also.
I'm glad others are feeling better. I'm doing well myself. I know my case was BB as it was with DD #1, but I love seeing how so many girls are starting to turn a corner with help.
One weird thing about me... I'm still trying to have that bond with DD #2. I remember it taking a long time with DD #1, but this is just weird to me. She does have a bit of a personality now but when she's cranky or needing a ton of attention I look at her like, "really?" instead of, "Oh, momma's baby. It's ok!" I hate being slow to bond. It makes me feel so abnormal. Other friends seem head over heels for their newborn. Worst feeling.
I mean, I love him, but he wasn't that much fun, y'know?