Sigh, the house we look at yesterday that I thought was perfect actually needs more work than we thought. The pictures were deceiving. The house hunt continues. Sads
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
The cashier asked if we were trying for another when I went to Walmart to stock up on some 88 cent hpts... it was pretty awkward when I said no. Why ask people!
~*~*~You're Such A Pretty Melody, I'm Just Another Tattooed Tragedy~*~*~
LO was taking a long nap so we decided to nap too. 20 minutes later he woke up. Somehow Im the one up with him even though I have to go to work soon and SO and I both stayed up until like 4 last night.
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
I'm having a hard time today. I'm an eeyore. I read some things from this time last year that I shouldn't have looked back on and I feel like it sent me right back to how I felt then, in that not great moment in my marriage. I wish I could erase all of it from my memory.
Love you Sunny. Don't do it. Switch gears, get yourself distracted, take a nap. Bad memories are bound to pop up, there are always triggers everywhere, but don't let it consume you. Hope you shake it soon.
I was going to bring DS up for a nap at 2:45, but DH was like, "No, let him play a little more." So I said, "Fine, you play. I'm going to take a nap, and please bring him in for a nap by 3:30."
Now at 4:36, guess who's still playing outside? At least I got to take an uninterrupted nap. And I'm probably just going to lay here until they come inside because lazy.
@shinyredsmartazz I'm no parenting authority but it seems like you're doing it a great job. You're doing everything you can and asking questions about what you don't know. Most importantly you're venting. Keeping all of that bottled inside wouldn't be healthy for you or the baby. Great moms do those things. You're a great mom.
I'm so hungry. My cousin is meeting me in 45 minutes to go to dinner, and it is work forcing myself not to raid the fridge in the meantime. I had a salad for lunch and then had the fortune to accompany DH and DS to Wendy's for lunch. I was proud of myself for not ordering anything. DS had his first kids meal, which went as expected. He demolished it. All the healthy and varied food I feed this kid, salt and fat win everytime. Damn delicious cheeseburgers
Are your ears and headphones still in tact? I think both would have gotten destroyed if this happened to me. Not on purpose per se, but in the frantic scramble to prevent the crawly thing from eating my brain.
My two loves are napping together on the couch. I should do something other than bumping but not going to.
I am going crazy trying to decide if I am going to start worKing full time and put Sammie in full time daycare oore not. OR up my house a bit without actually going full time or just deciding what we, as a family want to do. Some talking with SO this weekend makes me think I might go full time for now with the option to stop I'd I hate it or when we have baby number two. There is just a ton to consider
A woman on a FB moms group that I'm on just said that women who have c-sections don't birth their children. This can only get ugly.
She also said that she, as a child that was unnaturally extracted from her mother's womb, feels like she's not properly connected with the universe because she didn't head down through the vagina. I'd says she's probably not properly connected to something...
DH sent me a dirty email before he left and I'm just reading it. That man drives me crazy in the best ways...most of the time. Sometimes he just drives me crazy.
A woman on a FB moms group that I'm on just said that women who have c-sections don't birth their children. This can only get ugly.
She also said that she, as a child that was unnaturally extracted from her mother's womb, feels like she's not properly connected with the universe because she didn't head down through the vagina. I'd says she's probably not properly connected to something...
Someone said something similar a while back on one of the BMBs. It did not go well to say the least.
Wasn't that the one who was also adamant she would have exactly no interventions because God's plan or whatever if something went tragically wrong?
I was wondering if maybe BMB chick was a Portlander, but I think this chick is more New Age.
Re: Sunday Spam
The house hunt continues.
Sads
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
Why ask people!
~*~*~You're Such A Pretty Melody, I'm Just Another Tattooed Tragedy~*~*~
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
-----------------------------------------------------------------------
J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
Now at 4:36, guess who's still playing outside? At least I got to take an uninterrupted nap. And I'm probably just going to lay here until they come inside because lazy.
I had a salad for lunch and then had the fortune to accompany DH and DS to Wendy's for lunch. I was proud of myself for not ordering anything. DS had his first kids meal, which went as expected. He demolished it. All the healthy and varied food I feed this kid, salt and fat win everytime. Damn delicious cheeseburgers
Proud. The correct emotion is proud.
I am going crazy trying to decide if I am going to start worKing full time and put Sammie in full time daycare oore not. OR up my house a bit without actually going full time or just deciding what we, as a family want to do. Some talking with SO this weekend makes me think I might go full time for now with the option to stop I'd I hate it or when we have baby number two. There is just a ton to consider
VL I need help.