Not a FFFC, just random, but we don't have one of those today, so anyway.
Yesterday, I got home from work, and H was outside with the baby when I pulled up. He was immediately like, "What happened to the car??!" He pointed to two large dents in the hood that I hadn't noticed. I said I had no idea, but it must have happened while the car was parked outside my office all day. Well, my office is located inside a bank building, so I just emailed the bank manager and asked if they happened to have any cameras that covered the parking lot area, and told him I had been parked facing the street across from the ATM. He emailed back and said he'd forward it to their security guy, and said there might be a camera in the ATM but he wasn't sure. I almost replied with, "Oh yea, just like on Breaking Bad!", but then realized that probably wasn't professional, so I left it off.
<---enlightened. Halleloo, I never knew about meat sweats. I just googled it and it's on Urban Dictionary so it's legit. I guess I just never ate enough meat at once but I've eaten a lot of meat at once. I do a lot of meat.
eta I just looked at the images and g.d.i. it's a Friends reference... ... ... ...
Yikes I just got a good one. My husband just asked me to guess how much I spent on clothes in the month of August (mainly just for Kenzie) I guessed $200. He said it was over $600. Whoops! She has a crazy cute fall wardrobe now though!
Baby clothes are so kyewt. #addiction #reallivedoll
Seriously though! So addicted. And they NEED new stuff every season! And then there are such good deals at the end of the season. Ahh I can't help myself!
Baby gap is still my fave, but have you seen Zara baby? I just discovered it. So much cuteness.
I'm out and about with the baby, and I'm well on my way to finishing off his container of strawberry puffs. They're so delicious, and I'm freaking starving
This is a UO not a FFFC but I must say it because I forgot yesterday
I hate "amazeballs" and "awesome sauce". Please stop.
Agreed about amazeballs. I don't hear awesome sauce, so I'm okay with that I guess.
Ummmm after all the talk on here about baby clothes, I got an email about the sale going on now at Carters & promptly went to the website and bought 5 new outfits for C. My reasoning is that I will consider them birthday presents, so it's fine!
OMIGOD. I furking love the baby gap. It's a problem. What's this Zara baby?!!? I'm getting way too excited to look
I just looked. Those baby jeans with hearts.....they somehow jumped themselves in my shopping cart and cashed themselves out. Naughty jeans
I LOVE those jeans! I wanted them but I already splurged on the fur vest. #Addictproblems You'll need to post up some fashion pics when they arrive!
I'm having a really tough time lately. I feel like there is a knot of anxiety in my chest at all times. I feel sadness I just can't shake. Stressful situations keep piling on and pushing me under. I don't know what to do. H wants me to go to a therapist but I feel guilty spending that kind of money on myself. I cannot bring myself to go on medication again, there are just so many negative side effects with it that I'm still dealing with from the last time I was on it. I just feel like I fail at life.
I'm having a really tough time lately. I feel like there is a knot of anxiety in my chest at all times. I feel sadness I just can't shake. Stressful situations keep piling on and pushing me under. I don't know what to do. H wants me to go to a therapist but I feel guilty spending that kind of money on myself. I cannot bring myself to go on medication again, there are just so many negative side effects with it that I'm still dealing with from the last time I was on it. I just feel like I fail at life.
Whoa. Not an FFFC. You don't fail. You get some help!!
I went to get A up for daycare this morning and found this...
I'm team #nothinginthecrib but apparently her wingspan is larger than I assumed and she managed to snag these off the back of her rocker.
#parentingfail
DD did this once, but with the clothes from her dirty laundry basket. Oops.
I'm having a really tough time lately. I feel like there is a knot of anxiety in my chest at all times. I feel sadness I just can't shake. Stressful situations keep piling on and pushing me under. I don't know what to do. H wants me to go to a therapist but I feel guilty spending that kind of money on myself. I cannot bring myself to go on medication again, there are just so many negative side effects with it that I'm still dealing with from the last time I was on it. I just feel like I fail at life.
I am sorry you feel this way, but it's important you get some help. It's not just spending money on yourself, you are spending it on your happiness and the happiness of your family. I have been there and totally understand. Some things are not in our control.
My confession is that I really do not care what DS wear so long as it is clean. His current wardrobe is hand me downs and clearance items. I find shopping for his clothes a chore.
I listened to Blurred Lines literally 9 times in a row today while driving, because it was the only thing I could do to get her to stop crying in the car. I hope I didn't confess this already, because I do this often. I am getting to the point that I would rather hear her cry.
I'm having a really tough time lately. I feel like there is a knot of anxiety in my chest at all times. I feel sadness I just can't shake. Stressful situations keep piling on and pushing me under. I don't know what to do. H wants me to go to a therapist but I feel guilty spending that kind of money on myself. I cannot bring myself to go on medication again, there are just so many negative side effects with it that I'm still dealing with from the last time I was on it. I just feel like I fail at life.
If you can find a way to make it work financially, go see a therapist. I am trying to avoid medications myself, so I get it, sometimes you need them but if you feel you don't want to use them or don't like them then it's ok! But sometimes you can't help yourself when you are feeling so down. Going to a therapist is the best thing I've done for myself. She doesn't know me except for the time we spend together every week. It's nice to just go and talk about me. Just for someone to listen and offer advice or techniques or even point out my flaws. It's been really helpful. Hang in there mama!
Sorry for the bombshell everyone. It was just building up and I needed to say something but I didn't know where to put it so I stuck it here. Debbie Downer up in here.
Sorry for the bombshell everyone. It was just building up and I needed to say something but I didn't know where to put it so I stuck it here. Debbie Downer up in here.
you are worth every penny and then some. Please get help. You deserve to be happy.
There is a reunion tonight for one of the theater companys I used to do a lot of work with. I really want to go but LO has been fighting sleep all day and I'm exhausted. She is finally asleep in her work PNP.
I don't want to miss out on seeing friend I haven't seen in years but I don't think I will be very good company.
not much of a confession but I didn't want to start a new thread.
Thanks gals, I felt safe here. Even though there are probably a ton of people who read this who I don't know...Internet blinders.
Got a list of covered providers, um yeah, there are a million. Ok, maybe not a million but may as well be. How do I choose the right one? Last time I went to someone I really didn't like her methods. I'm afraid I'll end up with another dud.
Thanks gals, I felt safe here. Even though there are probably a ton of people who read this who I don't know...Internet blinders.
Got a list of covered providers, um yeah, there are a million. Ok, maybe not a million but may as well be. How do I choose the right one? Last time I went to someone I really didn't like her methods. I'm afraid I'll end up with another dud.
Deft if they have a love of CF! I kid. Can you ask your PCP who they would send you to?
@Jenball717 im sorry to hear things are tough. Take care of you. Remember that LO needs a healthy mama if that helps get you moving in the right direction.
I just got a call, it was a phone interview! I hate where I work now. Im stuck in a dead end entry level bullshit position. They cap my pay at a certain point, the company doesn't know what its doing with the brand I work for, etc.
The phone interview led to a group interview option on Thursday. Im in. Its starting pat is .50cents HIGHER than the cap at my current place, with room for growth and bonuses, and raises. God I need this to pan out.
My FFFC I will offer my job two weeks notice, I may take my remaining vaction during that time. Probably not, but it is an option. Also, im not sure if I will have a full two weeks between job offer and training period starts. Meaning I may not be able to give two weeks anyway.
Addie is seriously fighting sleep right now. I got her to relax a bit in her crib and DH was like "I got this." Now they are having a total dance party in her room listening to Billy Joel. She is never going to be asleep at this rate. I would be pissed if it wasn't so cute to watch through the monitor.
I listened to Blurred Lines literally 9 times in a row today while driving, because it was the only thing I could do to get her to stop crying in the car. I hope I didn't confess this already, because I do this often. I am getting to the point that I would rather hear her cry.
A will get quiet when I play the new song "All about that base" so we listen to it a lot.
So at first I thought that the Texas hate was bc we have @jennlin for the weekend, and miss @Emilyusc211 was totes peanut butter and jealousy sandwich.
@Jenball717 , I'm sorry to hear you're having such a tough time right now. I hope you can get the support that you need.
My FFFC: I had to resort to maternity pants today. At 8 effing weeks pregnant.
Lots of hugs to you @Jenball717. Hang in there & don't be afraid to get help, through a therapist or if you feel you need to go back on medication. Im currently doing both routes.
Re: FFFC
Yesterday, I got home from work, and H was outside with the baby when I pulled up. He was immediately like, "What happened to the car??!" He pointed to two large dents in the hood that I hadn't noticed. I said I had no idea, but it must have happened while the car was parked outside my office all day. Well, my office is located inside a bank building, so I just emailed the bank manager and asked if they happened to have any cameras that covered the parking lot area, and told him I had been parked facing the street across from the ATM. He emailed back and said he'd forward it to their security guy, and said there might be a camera in the ATM but he wasn't sure. I almost replied with, "Oh yea, just like on Breaking Bad!", but then realized that probably wasn't professional, so I left it off.
Baby gap is still my fave, but have you seen Zara baby? I just discovered it. So much cuteness.
I just looked. Those baby jeans with hearts.....they somehow jumped themselves in my shopping cart and cashed themselves out. Naughty jeans
Ummmm after all the talk on here about baby clothes, I got an email about the sale going on now at Carters & promptly went to the website and bought 5 new outfits for C. My reasoning is that I will consider them birthday presents, so it's fine!
#teambabyclothesaddicted
I LOVE those jeans! I wanted them but I already splurged on the fur vest. #Addictproblems You'll need to post up some fashion pics when they arrive!
BFP: 1.19.2013 - EDD: 10.2.2013 - It's a girl! 9.25.13: Welcome Addison!
BFP: 1.19.2013 - EDD: 10.2.2013 - It's a girl! 9.25.13: Welcome Addison!
BFP: 1.19.2013 - EDD: 10.2.2013 - It's a girl! 9.25.13: Welcome Addison!
you are worth every penny and then some. Please get help. You deserve to be happy.
Got a list of covered providers, um yeah, there are a million. Ok, maybe not a million but may as well be. How do I choose the right one? Last time I went to someone I really didn't like her methods. I'm afraid I'll end up with another dud.
The phone interview led to a group interview option on Thursday. Im in. Its starting pat is .50cents HIGHER than the cap at my current place, with room for growth and bonuses, and raises. God I need this to pan out.
My FFFC I will offer my job two weeks notice, I may take my remaining vaction during that time. Probably not, but it is an option. Also, im not sure if I will have a full two weeks between job offer and training period starts. Meaning I may not be able to give two weeks anyway.
BFP: 1.19.2013 - EDD: 10.2.2013 - It's a girl! 9.25.13: Welcome Addison!
A will get quiet when I play the new song "All about that base" so we listen to it a lot.
@Jenball717 , I'm sorry to hear you're having such a tough time right now. I hope you can get the support that you need.
My FFFC: I had to resort to maternity pants today. At 8 effing weeks pregnant.
Also, thanks for the love.
@sleepy33 it was my name jeneshields. Hoping I can change my avatar back to what it was.