My dog ate a bunch of Hershey's kisses yesterday when we weren't home and was crying throughout the night...probably because her stomach was sick. DH and I each took her out once because we were afraid of her having diarrhea in her crate...and all she did was sniff everything and pee. I feel like I didn't sleep at all now off to work in an hour ugh...
I came into school for PD and one of our portables was broken into. 2 classrooms were completely trashed, arrows were shot into our building, and all of our storage portables were trashed/windows all broken out. What is the purpose of destroying a building/buildings at a school?
I was so nauseous last night I went to bed early without dinner and now I feel like I want to just eat everything. That would be ok since I didn't eat dinner last night, right?
Also I'm excited because I'm 9w 2ma and finally have my ultrasound on Thursday. I'm less excited for this weekend when we have to drive to NJ to see my in-laws for a birthday party, which means I have to see my bitch SIL who said an abortion and miscarriage are the same thing. I plan to try to keep as much distance as possible but it won't be easy.
It's fucking cold out like November morning cold! What the fuck!!! There are still 2 weeks left of August! Where the hell is the warmth??? I just had to go around and close the windows because it is freezing in my house.
I'm up to go babysitting, gonna stop at Starbucks for a passion fruit lemonade tea. The dad I babysit for is a dead ringer for Mcsteamy, AND he's a doctor. So that always makes for good eye candy.
Also this is the earliest I've gotten up in weeks and it's also the only time I've gotten up right away and don't feel exhausted. Am I becoming a morning person?! Shit I sure hope so. I've got 8:30 classes this semester so that would be great.
For breakfast this morning I made myself a scrambled egg & cheese bagel sandwich... it's delicious....
I want this!
I have my first apt with a new OB today and was told they are doing an u/s....I can't wait to see this baby - 10w5d today.
I wake up super motivated at 5 am and then around 12-1 it all goes to crap and I want to lay down (work from home). I'm trying to get as much done as possible before the laziness consumes me!!
I made the mistake of reading the pumpkin spice latte thread and now I'm dying for a pumpkin spice latte. I'm about to google where I can find one.
My husbands dog keeps getting stuck under the bed while the other mutt is crying and whining cause she won't let him under the bed. It's not even 8am, I'm sure my neighbors love me. And I guess she will stay under the bed until H comes home later cause I am not lifting the bed for her again.
I have had to pull out the kitty stairs to get in and out of bed (we have a cat that doesn't like to jump). I am pretty short and our bed is kind of high and the mattress has several toppers and lots of pillows. It is super comfy - and only steps away from the bathroom, but I don't have the energy to literally jump in and out of bed anymore - especially 3+ times a night when I have to pee. I may be moving into the guest bedroom.
I have a new found love for sourdough bread. It's all I want to eat!
@MissyCee I have my first appointment on Thursday too, will be 8w6d. Sorry your SIL is such a dummy. I would stay away too.
YUUUSSS Sourdough bread. I spent about half of last week's meals in Panera Bread. It got a little expensive, still totally worth it. It's so disappointing when they don't have black bean soup to dip the bread in though. Am I the only one that loves that soup or something? Why don't they have it more often, damnit.
At work we refer to today as Bacon Tuesday because it's the one day all week that they serve bacon in the doctors lounge at the hospital. It is perfectly crisp this morning. Now if only I had a pumpkin spice latte to go with it.
Oh awesome! I'm a nurse too. Good luck this semester! Will you be done before baby arrives?
Oh nice! Nope, I won't be done for another 2 years after baby's here. So that'll be my full time job ha. Won't be easy but I've got a great support system so I can do it
@kevinslove That's terrible! I've never understood nonsense like that either.
@FrecklesInside I know what you mean! What is up with this cold? Ugh!
@mangomimosa I'm so glad is went well with your parents! That was a great reaction :-)
I worked a full 8 hour day yesterday for the first time since school let out in June. By the time I got home I just wanted to cry, I was so tired. Team gymnastics camp is all this week (I only coach team, no classes, due to my schedule). Fortunately, my boss at the gym knows I'm pregnant and only scheduled me Monday and Friday because I haven't been feeling well--and we've got plenty of staff for camp. I'm not sure how I'm going to survive school starting next week though! I slept twelve hours last night! I also started bleeding, bright red. Thinking it just from over-doing it, but calling the dr this morning.
My other random is that my MIL is the most insecure person I know. She messaged me at 10 last night...3 times. First to say hi or something, and the third was all "Why aren't you answering me? Have I done something to offend you?" No crazy lady, I'm sleeping! Ugh. My H gets just as annoyed because she's always got the woe is me thing going on.
@janda426 You can totally do it. In my accelerated program one of the students had a baby 2 weeks before classes started. That was insane, IMO, but she did it! I've been told by multiple people that it's easier to have a baby while still in school than once you have a job. (And now I'm wishing life had worked out that way for me...)
This weekend and yesterday has been very hard emotionally for me ( and for all in this community) with the major loses on the board. I did take a step back from posting because my emotions were overwhelming to me. And I guess I felt like I really didn't "deserve" to have those feelings because I do not know chrain and the other March momma's that had recently losses personally. I do want to say that this group of woman is one of the most special group of woman I have ever encountered. The support and care you show to the members of this community is amazing. I am honored to be part of the group and I will try to be better at posting even if I am sad.
Dawn
2 beautiful dd's 10 and 7
Missing my two angel babies
BFP 4/26/14- CP 5/2/14
BFP 7/5/14- Missed miscarriage (12 weeks) D and C 8/29/2014
@almeyer2013 I'm so jealous. I finally have my sex drive back after not having it for a year and a half, but MH is still too nervous :-( I'm getting frustrated, but I'm trying to be patient with him. He went through 8 mc with his ex and one with me. I wish I was t least having some good steamy dreams, but no. Last night I dreamt MH was teasing me.
@FrecklesInside it's cold here too. I love fall, but I'm not ready for it yet. Give me some more warm weather first please!
This weekend and yesterday has been very hard emotionally for me ( and for all in this community) with the major loses on the board. I did take a step back from posting because my emotions were overwhelming to me. And I guess I felt like I really didn't "deserve" to have those feelings because I do not know chrain and the other March momma's that had recently losses personally. I do want to say that this group of woman is one of the most special group of woman I have ever encountered. The support and care you show to the members of this community is amazing. I am honored to be part of the group and I will try to be better at posting even if I am sad.
Dawn
I consider you a reg, you get to feel whatever you feel.
I had the worst hot flash this morning. Like, dripping sweat. Got in my car to go to work and put the AC on LO + highest fan setting. I didn't think I was going to make it. PHEW!
My dd wet her bed and now she's up super early and won't go back to sleep, so I'm actually getting to post early on this thread lol. I'm facilitating new student orientation for three hundred new to college students and I just.don't.want.to. I don't have the energy for it today.
We haven't had sex in awhile either. And last night H said he thinks he's getting sick (he always thinks he's getting sick), so sorry, no sex for you if you have germs
The worst of my morning sickness decided to show up this morning. I'm a little annoyed because everyone says the end of the first trimester means we'll be feeling better, then this happens.
On a brighter note, I too had sex last night and it was great.
I need to figure out how to have more sex...I think we need to aim for like 5 pm when DH gets home because my drive/energy is lower and lower as the night goes on, by 8-9 I have zero interest. That or some wham bam thank you mam before he gets up for work...me 1/2 asleep is sexy right?
My heart has been heavy for all of our losses. I'm still getting to know a lot of you, but I'm just full of sadness for what's been happening. Just wish there was something I could do.
As for weather, this morning felt amazing. Nice breeze and a little warm. Reminded me of the start of spring. I'm really not looking forward to it being cold again.. I don't want summer to go away!
My sex drive is still out of whack. Sex just sounds awful, so I feel you ladies there. I'm totally jealous of those who want it all the time. I feel bad for SO. These hormones are pissing me off because I swear everything he does gets on my nerves and sometimes I don't even want to be around him.. He's not doing anything wrong, I'm just completely unattracted to him and it's fucking with my head.. I've been feeling depressed over it.
Also now that my m/s is gone I feel nothing but extreme exhaustion no matter how much sleep I get. After working all day and then school all night I'm a zombie. Last night my back was so bad I was almost in tears from standing so long.
Tomorrow I finally see my chiropractor so my back will feel so much better and after that is my next OB appt and I finally get my first u/s! I'm actually pretty nervous after all the losses we've had. I've been having dreams I'm next..
Anyways I hope you ladies have a great day and sorry for my rambling.
Good luck to everyone with appts today! Looking forward to seeing your good news soon!
@FrecklesInside if you send some of that cold over here I will definitely give you some of this heat!! I feel like I'm melting! We don't have a/c and I'm having hot flashes all the time, any sort of cold would be greatly appreciated!
My random is that I got my Doppler last night. I played with it for about an hour. I thought I could hear something but it may have been nothing, when I heard it, it wasn't registering on the numbers. All the YouTube videos are different it's all so confusing. I have the day off today do I know what I'm doing, after of course finding a cheesy egg bagel!
Good luck to everyone that has appointments today. FX for lots of healthy growing beans. For those of you with afternoon appointments I hope you day passes quickly. I always make morning appointments because I don't do waiting well.
Tomorrow is my last day at my current job. I've been here almost 6 years. It feels weird to be leaving but I am ready for a change. I have 10 days off before my new job starts and I'm trying to plan some fun family activities.
Re: May the Schwartz be with you!
Also I'm excited because I'm 9w 2ma and finally have my ultrasound on Thursday. I'm less excited for this weekend when we have to drive to NJ to see my in-laws for a birthday party, which means I have to see my bitch SIL who said an abortion and miscarriage are the same thing. I plan to try to keep as much distance as possible but it won't be easy.
@MissyCee I have my first appointment on Thursday too, will be 8w6d. Sorry your SIL is such a dummy. I would stay away too.
But now I just wish I had some sex this morning
Anyone else a freaking horn ball like. All. The. Time?!?
Sawyer is going to be a BIG SISTER!!
BFP 7/19 EDC 4/1
Also this is the earliest I've gotten up in weeks and it's also the only time I've gotten up right away and don't feel exhausted. Am I becoming a morning person?! Shit I sure hope so. I've got 8:30 classes this semester so that would be great.
My husbands dog keeps getting stuck under the bed while the other mutt is crying and whining cause she won't let him under the bed. It's not even 8am, I'm sure my neighbors love me. And I guess she will stay under the bed until H comes home later cause I am not lifting the bed for her again.
@FrecklesInside The mornings & evenings have been so cold lately. It sucks that we are missing out on the little bit if summer we have left.
@pmv81 FX for a great appointment.
My random is that my catfish has made an almost full recovery.
Eta: can't type this early
So we told my parents Sunday. My mom was super excited. My dad cried!
In other news, my life is very interesting. Today, for example, I have to get an oil change & go grocery shopping. FUNNNN.
MMC April 2014 at 6w2d, D&C at 9 weeks
MMC August 2014 at 9w1d, D&C at 12 weeks
CP October 2014
My Ovulation Chart
@FrecklesInside I know what you mean! What is up with this cold? Ugh!
@mangomimosa I'm so glad is went well with your parents! That was a great reaction :-)
I worked a full 8 hour day yesterday for the first time since school let out in June. By the time I got home I just wanted to cry, I was so tired. Team gymnastics camp is all this week (I only coach team, no classes, due to my schedule). Fortunately, my boss at the gym knows I'm pregnant and only scheduled me Monday and Friday because I haven't been feeling well--and we've got plenty of staff for camp. I'm not sure how I'm going to survive school starting next week though! I slept twelve hours last night! I also started bleeding, bright red. Thinking it just from over-doing it, but calling the dr this morning.
My other random is that my MIL is the most insecure person I know. She messaged me at 10 last night...3 times. First to say hi or something, and the third was all "Why aren't you answering me? Have I done something to offend you?" No crazy lady, I'm sleeping! Ugh. My H gets just as annoyed because she's always got the woe is me thing going on.
MMC April 2014 at 6w2d, D&C at 9 weeks
MMC August 2014 at 9w1d, D&C at 12 weeks
CP October 2014
My Ovulation Chart
@FrecklesInside it's cold here too. I love fall, but I'm not ready for it yet. Give me some more warm weather first please!
Anyway I'll stop rambling now.
MMC April 2014 at 6w2d, D&C at 9 weeks
MMC August 2014 at 9w1d, D&C at 12 weeks
CP October 2014
My Ovulation Chart
On a brighter note, I too had sex last night and it was great.
My heart has been heavy for all of our losses. I'm still getting to know a lot of you, but I'm just full of sadness for what's been happening. Just wish there was something I could do.
As for weather, this morning felt amazing. Nice breeze and a little warm. Reminded me of the start of spring. I'm really not looking forward to it being cold again.. I don't want summer to go away!
My sex drive is still out of whack. Sex just sounds awful, so I feel you ladies there. I'm totally jealous of those who want it all the time. I feel bad for SO. These hormones are pissing me off because I swear everything he does gets on my nerves and sometimes I don't even want to be around him.. He's not doing anything wrong, I'm just completely unattracted to him and it's fucking with my head.. I've been feeling depressed over it.
Also now that my m/s is gone I feel nothing but extreme exhaustion no matter how much sleep I get. After working all day and then school all night I'm a zombie. Last night my back was so bad I was almost in tears from standing so long.
Tomorrow I finally see my chiropractor so my back will feel so much better and after that is my next OB appt and I finally get my first u/s! I'm actually pretty nervous after all the losses we've had. I've been having dreams I'm next..
Anyways I hope you ladies have a great day and sorry for my rambling.
@FrecklesInside if you send some of that cold over here I will definitely give you some of this heat!! I feel like I'm melting! We don't have a/c and I'm having hot flashes all the time, any sort of cold would be greatly appreciated!
My random is that I got my Doppler last night. I played with it for about an hour. I thought I could hear something but it may have been nothing, when I heard it, it wasn't registering on the numbers. All the YouTube videos are different it's all so confusing. I have the day off today do I know what I'm doing, after of course finding a cheesy egg bagel!
Surprise! Baby #2 EDD 7/28/17
Tomorrow is my last day at my current job. I've been here almost 6 years. It feels weird to be leaving but I am ready for a change. I have 10 days off before my new job starts and I'm trying to plan some fun family activities.