Also, I'm really upset/pissed/depressed t that my supervisor (who is out of town) texted me this week to ask how I'm doing but my MIL didn't. Now she wants us to come over and eat dinner for BIL's birthday tomorrow, but I don't eat food she has cooked for reasons I've previously discussed. I'm over DH's family right now.
In sum, I am here to eeyore this thread. Blah.
DS is 1DAF
"I realize I say the word fuck a lot, and I'd like to apologize but I don't give a shit." -Lewis Black
@Maebb I think I'd lose it if DH taught him that without a tissue. I can do all kinds of bodily fluids, but something about what comes out of the nose just doesn't agree with me.
@bay511 go for the mocha! I haven't had a mocha in quite some time and am contemplating throwing the kids in the jogger to walk to Starbucks for one.
I really need to get out of this funk I'm in. I'm sure hormones are partly to blame here, but man..I'm so damn grumpy lately I can barely stand myself. I've also had no motivation to work out, meaning no endorphin rush. I need to get off my ass.
Maybe I'll go take a shower and see if that helps. Kiddo is napping, so I can take my sweet ass time. Then we're off to a dairy farm later to see the cows and chickens.
When I was 14 and ran away from my mom to go live with my dad this granny would call me and send me things in the mail saying how she was going to have my dad arrested for kidnapping, and how she was going to show up at my school with the police and have me taken back to my mother. I hate this woman so much. She is the root of so much of my anxieties now.
Welp...we were gonna attempt an outing at the dairy farm today, but then my kid took a 3 hr nap (which is unheard of for him). So I'm thinking were not gonna go far now. I sure as hell hope this doesnt mean he's coming down with something.
Went to the bank, BBB, and Kohls. DD came with and was really good. She is napping now and DS is hanging with me and DH and being cute. I'm on coffee #2 and relaxing before my session.
The girl wanted to somehow incorporate that this is a rainbow baby into the photos so I found this quite on Pinterest and she really like it so I made this chalkboard... Cute or corny? Can always put the words right into the photo file and I think I may do one that way as well.
Paul really wanted to go to the library after the pond, but he and the baby are both sleeping in the backseat in the library parking lot. I've asked the lovely @megash113 for her opinion, but WWPD?
Wake him and have a cranky kid at the library? Or go home and let him sleep and miss the library today, which is likely to make him sad? We missed going to the library yesterday. It's open till five and it's ten minutes from our house.
We're going to friends tonight and DS1 won't nap. This means he'll be a complete mess and we'll have to leave early. If he naps, he'll be good till nearly 11. Why won't this child nap when I need him to?!
There’s a lightningin your eyes I can't deny Then there’s me inside a sinkingboat running out of time Without you I'll never make it out alive But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
I've eaten pancakes and kettle corn so far today. Planning on pizza for dinner. My body has to loathe me. I have zero motivation to do anything. I just vacuumed and I felt like Sisyphus rolling that boulder up the mountain.
DS is coloring with a pen out of sight. This should end well for our kitchen table.
DS is 1DAF
"I realize I say the word fuck a lot, and I'd like to apologize but I don't give a shit." -Lewis Black
Helping a friend pick up her daughter's (E's babysitter) birthday cake. Thinking I might grab some hair dye while we are in town, I need a pick-me-up. Any brand recommendations??
I cleaned my room, I made my bathroom sparkle (seriously I broke out a toothbrush on that bitch), dishes and kitchen done.I'll do my front room and the family room after the kid goes to bed. Now I need to figure out dinner.
I got gas during my pedicure appointment. OMG, so embarrassing.
DH took DS to Bass Pro Shop while I was at the spa, and he was like, "Is it ok if we're a little late coming back to pick you up?" Umm, a little extra time kid-free, sipping tea at a spa? Yes, please.
For the past 2 days I've had a kink in my neck on the right side, & the pain shots down my right arm. I am almost positive it comes from me tensing up every time DD latches on that boob. My poor nipple is still so sore, it feels like she has razors in her mouth till she gets a good flow going, then it gets better
@angelashly it came out awesome! Although I made mine with ground beef (seasoned with garlic, fresh Italian herbs and fennel seed) instead of chicken sausage. I loved it! So did DS.
When I try to clarify he goes on and on about different things. Today he said it could turn into a magic school bus. Yesterday he said it was bigger than a dump truck but not an excavator.
He did this at Christmas too. I think he makes up a toy in his head and wants it.
Re: Saturday randoms
Maybe I'll go take a shower and see if that helps. Kiddo is napping, so I can take my sweet ass time. Then we're off to a dairy farm later to see the cows and chickens.
The girl wanted to somehow incorporate that this is a rainbow baby into the photos so I found this quite on Pinterest and she really like it so I made this chalkboard... Cute or corny? Can always put the words right into the photo file and I think I may do one that way as well.
Wake him and have a cranky kid at the library? Or go home and let him sleep and miss the library today, which is likely to make him sad? We missed going to the library yesterday. It's open till five and it's ten minutes from our house.
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
I really NEED some beer.
FWP
DS has been asking for a dirt digger that puts out fires for his birthday. I haven't found one and told him I wasn't sure if they exist.
I just found him crying in his room because he will never have one.
I have fifteen days to save this.
DH took DS to Bass Pro Shop while I was at the spa, and he was like, "Is it ok if we're a little late coming back to pick you up?" Umm, a little extra time kid-free, sipping tea at a spa? Yes, please.
When I try to clarify he goes on and on about different things. Today he said it could turn into a magic school bus. Yesterday he said it was bigger than a dump truck but not an excavator.
He did this at Christmas too. I think he makes up a toy in his head and wants it.