Pregnant after a Loss

my betas suck

Jodee37Jodee37 member
edited August 2014 in Pregnant after a Loss

beta barely doubled from 153 to 299 in 3 days. RE says we shouldn't give up hope yet, he's seen women have babies with severely low HCG levels in early pregnancy. but he also cautioned that this has a high likelihood of being chemical or another ectopic. cancelled u/s on tuesday because at this rate number will be way too low to see anything anywhere. repeat beta monday (FUCK that's forever away). depending on that level we will schedule u/s.

what the fuck universe. what the fuck.


thanks for letting me vent. i really hope i get to stay here. 

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(edited to change beta from tuesday to monday. i called RE and told them 4 days is too long and i'm not risking my 1 tube for anything.)
Me: 36, DH: 36
DH's SA = normal
1 tube only wonder
AFC 3-5, AMH 0.30

BFP #1 3/29/11.  EDD 12/4/11... Missed m/c 5/9/11. Cytotec fail. D&C 5/17/11.
BFP #2   7/5/11.  EDD 3/14/12... Our rainbow Kellen born 3/14/12 via c/s.
BFP #3 5/30/13.  EDD 2/8/14...  6wk u/s HB 126. 8wk u/s lost HB. D&C 7/12/13.
BFP #4 2/18/14.  EDD 10/30/14... Ruptured ectopic with L tube removed & D&C 3/7/14.
BFP #5 7/27/14.  EDD 4/9/15...  m/c @ 5w4d.

IVF #1    Oct 2014 - antagonist protocol: 9R, 7M, 5F. 3dt of 3 Grade 2 embies. BFN. 
IVF #2    Jan 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.  Converted to IUI #1. BFFN
IVF #2.1 March 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.

BFP #6  (SUPRISE!) 3/19/15.  EDD 11/30/15...  CP at 4w2d.
IUI #2:    Clomid + Follistim = 3 follies. BFN.
IVF #2.2 May 2015 - horrible response to micro lupron flare protocol: 3R, 3M, 3F. 3dt of 2 Grade 3 embies. BFFN. 

BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo).

the universe can fuck off.


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Re: my betas suck

  • Sending you lots of T&Ps. FX for a great beta on Tuesday.

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    BFP #2: February 17, 2014; EDD October 30, 2014; M/C March 15, 2014

    BFP #3: August 1, 2014; EDD April 14, 2015 - Praying for our RAINBOW!

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  • FX for the next set of betas!!!!!!
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  • ((Hugs)) It looks like you're right at the72hour doubling time, which is still in the normal range. I know it's not what you were hoping for, though. I really hope you get an awesome number on Monday! Keeping my FX for you!!
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  • Sending T&P for good betas on Monday. ((hugs))

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  • Sending lots of T&P your way.
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    TTC since December 2012 
    BFP 6/29/2013 - EDD 3/16/14 - MMC 9/5/2013
    Diagnosed with PCOS and taking metformin 750 mg  twice a day
    April 2014 -  - 1st ICI Cycle - BFP 5/15/14 EDD: 1/20/15
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  • Sorry that sucks and being in limbo is the worse:( big hugs ! I'm sorry you have to wait so long...
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  • Sending good vibes for a great beta on Monday!
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  • FX for a good beta on Monday. Big (((hugs)))!

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  • Sending you ((hugs)) and T&Ps!
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  • Sending lots of good vibes your way for increasing betas.

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  • ((hugs)) and T&P for a good rise on Monday!
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  • Sending tons of positive vibes for your repeat beta.


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  • Sending you T&Ps!! FX for great numbers!!!
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  • Sending you lots of good vibes for Monday!  I hope the weekend goes as fast as possible!

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  • T&P for great betas Monday!

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