Morning ladies, I hope it's OK if I come back here. I lost my twin boys at 12W5D on June 25th. While I was in the ER, DH and I made the rash decision that we were done. I had lost my mother in April and was in a pretty bad place already and just couldn't handle any more. Slowly, we came around to the realization that we are not ready to give up on our dream. While I'm not sure when we will try again, it won't be for a couple months as that's the waiting period that my OB gave me. I am now seeing my first CD1 and starting on BC. I plan on taking the next 2-3 months to get healthier with exercising and eating better to see if I can't kickstart my ovulation and avoid going another round with the RE.
After my loss I really needed a bump break to try and deal with everything. Now, I feel like I'm in a place now where I can give support and frankly, I've missed this community. I look forward to re-connecting with some of you and getting to know others. Please accept these lovely chocolates for reading:
Brief history for those that are mobile, don't remember me or are newbies:
DX: PCOS and Endo
D&E 2/15/13, lost my baby girl at 22 weeks due to T21, AV Septal heart defect and brain cysts
M/C 6/25/14, lost my twin boys at 12 weeks, conceived by injectables/IUI and testing confirmed no chromosomal defects
TTA until further notice