I'm going to be 35, I have a 3 year old son and I know my husband wants a second child, more so, so our son has a sibling. I'm having a hard time trying to make a decision should I go for a second or not. I feel like over the last 3 years I've had more downs than ups. Being a stay at home mom has been very hard for me. I had a rough delivery and a rough recovery and was depressed for the first year, if not more. My husband and I went from never fighting (before we had our son) to constantly bumping heads and argueing. I feel like now, 3 years later I'm at a good place, in the swing of things and feel like if I start all over again it will just shake everything up again. I don't know what to do. Any advice? I'm truly torn. I think it's easy for my husband to say "let's have another one" when I'm the one who has to go through so much.
I think if you feel like having another is going to make it so hard for you to be a good mom (and wife), that is a really great reason not to have another. Have you expressed that to your husband?
This is a major reason why I don't want another. DH leans towards having another at some point but ultimately, I would not agree to that just to make him happy. Because it wouldn't make anybody happy, really. I'd be miserable and drag everyone down with me (that's my guess anyway).
Are you guys still fighting/butting heads constantly? If so, a baby is going to put all of that under a magnifying glass. If you truly decide that having a second is a good idea, maybe some marriage counseling in advance of the pregnancy would be a good idea...even if you're in a good place now, just to strengthen the foundation you're working on.
Re: Any Advice?
I think if you feel like having another is going to make it so hard for you to be a good mom (and wife), that is a really great reason not to have another. Have you expressed that to your husband?
This is a major reason why I don't want another. DH leans towards having another at some point but ultimately, I would not agree to that just to make him happy. Because it wouldn't make anybody happy, really. I'd be miserable and drag everyone down with me (that's my guess anyway).
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